The truth is that the more you think about the fact you are alone, the more alone you shall feel regardless of any actual change in the amount of attention you get. Anyways what I wanted to say is that the people who dislike or hate you will always think such no matter what you do. You could change your whole personality or appearance or any other trivial part of the self and these brainless cattle would still not change their view on you, but maybe that's a blessing putting in a façade of a soul crushing worldview. I mean that we will never have to deal with the fakeness or the heartbreak of any real connection because we aren't able to form them in the first place. Now I fear that I have started rambling but I don't want to fall into a void of my own self pity so I will end my post here. Anyways might rope soon so godspeed to all of you.
