Spankyisdanky
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I mean, nobody has to respond to this. It's a sensitive topic for me and I've been pretty depressed for the last few months. So I'm 19 years old. I turned 19 on April 16th. So I'm legally an adult. Obviously. So last year I made friends with a Chinese exchange student. He didn't speak English very well but I didn't care. I wanted to be his friend because the chads at my school would have tore him apart. I'm a really heavy set guy and even I had been attacked by those guys. They were absolutely evil. So anyway I think the other reason I wanted to hang out with him cause he was interesting. He acted like one of those stereotypical Japanese girls like, he had all of the "totoro" and other Asian mascots. He always wore cutesy pastel stuff, was short, shoulder length hair, just perfectly feminine. I won't call him a trap, I don't like that term. I'll just call him a femboy. Though you have to look a bit closely to tell...but you know I won't say trap. When I took him to go get candy at a popular candy store here in California he kept holding my arm and giggling at nearly everything I said. I'm not gonna lie it made me feel good about myself. It made me feel as though I was just really funny or entertaining. I kind of got a basic idea of what having a girlfriend was and I liked it a lot. So I guess I got to "touchy" or emotionally invested and I guess he didn't like that so he started ignoring me and we haven't talked for a year. Maybe it's because I told him I was incel? I don't know but I feel like me being incel should've been more of a reason to hangout with me. I feel like if a male is feminine enough he should pay a service to us. Cause if they can pass as a femoid and look cute and stuff fucking them should be the same as fucking a girl in the bum. That would be useful for us to practice sex with a girl and to practice interaction. I mean,it should be volunteer work pretty much. Ugly roasties who are so gross that chads wont even use them anymore,we can clean em up and use them as tools for ourselves. Like,It's the least they can do if they don't want one of us to ER again.