Jewpills ruined my LIFE.

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I have never ONCE had a psychotic thought in my life or grandeurs of delusion or ANYTHING but I was misdiagnosed as psychotic by scum doctors and injected with anti-psychotics against my consent.

My cognitive abilities are fucked. I can't think. I no longer have thoughts. I can't piece together sentences. Even making this post and writing this is painfully excruciating to me. I have TOTAL sexual dysfunction. I no longer have erections or feel arousal even when watching pornography. I feel absolutely NO attraction towards the female body anymore. I can't orgasm.

I have literal brain damage. I can't even feel drugs no more. Even fucking 1000ug of LSD I couldn't feel after jewpills. I can't feel alcohol or nicotine either.

I have horrible anhedonia. Not a single thing releases dopamine in my brain. No matter what I do I can't get my body and brain to release dopamine. Not exercise not drugs not anime/porn/other copes.

I can't sleep. I no longer feel sleepy. Jewpills turned me into an insomniac.

I can't eat or drink because I have no hunger or thirst cues. I can go on for days without feeling pangs of hunger and even then I don't feel hungry and FOOD is no longer satiating to me and I feel no pleasure from eating food.

I can't imagine living like this for the rest of my life when every single second is excruciating and painful with there being no escape whatsoever from this ordeal. I'm gonna rope this June because I have no other option left NOW.

 

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@SandNiggerKANG

 

[LWii]

Happened to me then i stopped taking jewpills and fortunately the effects stopped

 

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Happened to me then i stopped taking jewpills and fortunately the effects stopped

glad to hear that. unfortunately for me its been 2+ years with 0 improvements

 

[Failed Pullout]

I remember I took them really briefly and in small doses it was hard to get my dick up when jacking off, I would know it's not me either since I'm a giga coomer this shit will absolutely ruin you're mind it's like if what retards on r/nofap talked about was real.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

antipsychotic induced anhedonia's the worst.

 

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antipsychotic induced anhedonia's the worst.

it is HELL on earth

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

it is HELL on earth

I only lasted 2 weeks. couldn't imagine 2 years.

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

I feel sorry for you brocel

 

[LWii]

glad to hear that. unfortunately for me its been 2+ years with 0 improvements

Yeah i quit only after 2 or 3 months after i realised it destroyed me
If i were you id still try to avoid the pills or any kind of meds

 

[Poopless One]

*Jews ruined my life

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

If i were you id still try to avoid the pills or any kind of meds

idk. if his baseline is anhedonia maybe he'd need a high dose of an anti-depressant or something to balance things out.

 

[LWii]

idk. if his baseline is anhedonia maybe he'd need a high dose of an anti-depressant or something to balance things out.

All psychmeds are bad imo but idk im not a doctor

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

All psychmeds are bad imo but idk im not a doctor

ur objectively wrong. i'd be finished without them.

 

[LWii]

ur objectively wrong. i'd be finished without them.

Good for you then.
But personally, id never take meds again.
Id rather be ded than turn back into the vegetable that i was when in the psychward

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Good for you then.
But personally, id never take meds again.
Id rather be ded than turn back into the vegetable that i was when in the psychward

the difference between medicine and poison is the dose. of course, misdiagnosis is a thing too.

 

[Dollfucker]

I have never ONCE had a psychotic thought in my life or grandeurs of delusion or ANYTHING but I was misdiagnosed as psychotic by scum doctors and injected with anti-psychotics against my consent.

My cognitive abilities are fucked. I can't think. I no longer have thoughts. I can't piece together sentences. Even making this post and writing this is painfully excruciating to me. I have TOTAL sexual dysfunction. I no longer have erections or feel arousal even when watching pornography. I feel absolutely NO attraction towards the female body anymore. I can't orgasm.

I have literal brain damage. I can't even feel drugs no more. Even fucking 1000ug of LSD I couldn't feel after jewpills. I can't feel alcohol or nicotine either.

I have horrible anhedonia. Not a single thing releases dopamine in my brain. No matter what I do I can't get my body and brain to release dopamine. Not exercise not drugs not anime/porn/other copes.

I can't sleep. I no longer feel sleepy. Jewpills turned me into an insomniac.

I can't eat or drink because I have no hunger or thirst cues. I can go on for days without feeling pangs of hunger and even then I don't feel hungry and FOOD is no longer satiating to me and I feel no pleasure from eating food.

I can't imagine living like this for the rest of my life when every single second is excruciating and painful with there being no escape whatsoever from this ordeal. I'm gonna rope this June because I have no other option left NOW.

No sexual arousal or attraction to the female body when the females dont like you? Sign me up where can I get these jew pills

 

[LWii]

the difference between medicine and poison is the dose. of course, misdiagnosis is a thing too.

You might be right idk but personally ive made up my mind and i wont touch meds ever again.
Wishing a good recovery from whatever youre suffering from though

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

You might be right idk but personally ive made up my mind and i wont touch meds ever again.

I hope ur well and truly don't need anything.

Wishing a good recovery from whatever youre suffering from though

there is no recovery just management

 

[LWii]

No sexual arousal or attraction to the female body when the females dont like you? Sign me up where can I get these jew pills

How will you fuck your dolls with no libido ?

 

[Dollfucker]

How will you fuck your dolls with no libido ?

It would be better off without it. I have an addiction fucking them even tho it feels amazing, thats all my wageslaving money is spent on almost $10k on dolls and im planning on buying more

 

[LWii]

It would be better off without it. I have an addiction fucking them even tho it feels amazing, thats all my wageslaving money is spent on almost $10k on dolls and im planning on buying more

Damn i dont even have 10k in my bank account.
Cant you just have one and get rid of the others ? Are they any different ?

 

[starystulejarz]

the difference between medicine and poison is the dose. of course, misdiagnosis is a thing too.

Except in case of SSRI and mrna jabs all doses no matter how small are poison

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Except in case of SSRI

if this were true ppl with OCD would be fucked.

 

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Except in case of SSRI and mrna jabs all doses no matter how small are poison

this

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Glad I stopped taking mine. These fucking doctors are beyond evil for doing this to you brocel.

 

[starystulejarz]

if this were true ppl with OCD would be fucked.

and due treatment they get fucked a lot of the times way more than any kind of OCD

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

and due treatment they get fucked a lot of the times way more than any kind of OCD

ik at least one person who challenges the validity of that statement.

 

[starystulejarz]

ik at least one person who challenges the validity of that statement.

great and i can challenge your statement with my own experience

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

great and i can challenge your statement with my own experience

the point is that the meds themselves aren't evil. the whole never ever take kikepills even if you see ten of you in the room thing is retarded. often times a mentally ill person has to try multiple medications at different doses till they find what works for them. took me a year (some of the shit did make me worse and I had to change meds).

 

[killchad]

I was always afraid of any kind of meds that affect the brain. Even painkillers. Still got anhedonia Fuck my life

 

[City Incel]

the point is that the meds themselves aren't evil. the whole never ever take kikepills even if you see ten of you in the room is retarded. often times a mentally ill person has to try multiple medications at different doses till they find what works for them. took me a year (some of the shit did make me worse and I had to change meds).

Maybe tell us more about your mental illness? Do you hear voices?

I personally hate meds too and think the meds and doctors are evil and the doctors deserve to die and pills should get cancelled and discarded.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Maybe tell us more about your mental illness? Do you hear voices?

don't wanna tbh

I personally hate meds too and think the meds and doctors are evil and the doctors deserve to die and pills should get cancelled and discarded.

if this were true all ppl with severe mental illness would be royally fucked.

 

[City Incel]

don't wanna tbh

if this were true all ppl with severe mental illness would be royally fucked.

Aren't they fucked? They take their little pills, do nothing, sometimes get returned to madhouses here and there and have a massively reduced lifespan because of taking these pills

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Aren't they fucked? They take their little pills, do nothing, sometimes get returned to madhouses here and there and have a massively reduced lifespan because of taking these pills

not as fucked as you think. i have side effects but am relatively normal atm while I was crazy AF in the psych ward before I started meds.

 

[starystulejarz]

the point is that the meds themselves aren't evil. the whole never ever take kikepills even if you see ten of you in the room is retarded. often times a mentally ill person has to try multiple medications at different doses till they find what works for them. took me a year (some of the shit did make me worse and I had to change meds).

You are too trustful to those charlatans. Two cases i showcased (SSRI + MRNA) are always evil and nobody was cured just because of taking them, SSRI are nothing more than a very harmful placebo that destroy your brain (especially serotonin synapses) so you may as well take sugar pill and just believe your doctor even one of them asked me if i believe him we know that placebo works even on small kids and dogs, those docs don't even know how SSRI or MRNA works and yet they recommends it to everyone like drug dealers they are. If you are a schizo then yes anything could help you, but if you have phobias, ocd and depression SSRI is the worst thing you can take. I'm not even mentioning the awful side effects that will make your life living hell like akathisia or lack of touch all around your genitals without any libido that may last for rest of your life.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

You are too trustful to those charlatans. Two cases i showcased (SSRI + MRNA) are always evil and nobody was cured just because of taking them, SSRI are nothing more than a very harmful placebo that destroy your brain (especially serotonin synapses) so you may as well take sugar pill and just believe your doctor even one of them asked me if i believe him we know that placebo works even on small kids and dogs, those docs don't even know how SSRI or MRNA works and yet they recommends it to everyone like drug dealers they are. If you are a schizo then yes anything could help you, but if you have phobias, ocd and depression SSRI is the worst thing you can take. I'm not even mentioning the awful side effects that will make your life living hell like akathisia or lack of touch all around your genitals without any libido that may last for rest of your life.

SSRIs aren't merely placebos. when a friend of mine started a really high dose of one he went crazy and attacked me. his brain didn't like SSRIs so when he got a similar dose of an SNRI instead he became much better (OCD symptoms down, psychotic paranoia and rage from the SSRI gone).

 

[City Incel]

not as fucked as you think. i have side effects but am relatively normal atm while I was crazy AF in the psych ward before I started meds.

I got naked on the street in devotion to my new megalomania delusions in 2021. If I never done this there would been no madhouses, no pills. My life would been nice and lazy like Skyrim on normal difficulty.

I don't have persistent delusions neither nor I were crazy inside the madhouses, just short bursts of believing I was the God / that I was so fucking special.

I really wanted to believe this shit that I'm the God because that would mean I'm immortal and saved from death.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

I got naked on the street in devotion to my new megalomania delusions in 2021. If I never done this there would been no madhouses, no pills. My life would been nice and lazy like Skyrim on normal difficulty.

I don't have persistent delusions neither nor I were crazy inside the madhouses, just short bursts of believing I was the God / that I was so fucking special.

manic episode maybe? sounds like u were crazy at least once.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Wtf that sounds like a fate worse than death. Fuck that. How would you feel anything? How are you even illiciting any form of emotions in general? That's fucked. Sounds like you've been practically lobotomised. I would seek out a lawyer and see if you have a civil case here. That's fucked.

 

[City Incel]

manic episode maybe? sounds like u were crazy at least once.

Probably manic with psychosis. I had some hallucinations, for sure on 3rd time on other 2 times not so sure. 3 times total. 2 of them from massive self improvement and self help myself into chad confidence and delusions of grandeur which was a natural progression, once I was already confident I made myself even more confident. The other time I kept believing I'm the God and were exploring the city and visiting brothel quite frequently whilst jamming to music and not sleeping at all for multiple days.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Probably manic with psychosis. I had some hallucinations, for sure on 3rd time on other 2 times not so sure. 3 times total. 2 of them from massive self improvement and self help myself into chad confidence and delusions of grandeur which was a natutal progression, once I was already confident I made myself even more confident. The other time I kept believing I'm the God and were exploring the city and visiting brothel quite frequently whilst jamming to music and not sleeping at all for multiple days.

brutal. crazy amount of patients claiming to be God or the Apostle of God at the psych ward I was admitted to. Also a ton of people with scrupulosity. I have a feeling more people convert there than any place christian missionaries visit

 

[City Incel]

brutal. crazy amount of patients claiming to be God or the Apostle of God at the psych ward I was admitted to. Also a ton of people with scrupulosity. I have a feeling more people convert there than any place christian missionaries visit

Interesting. I've been to madhouse for a total of 6 times and only one other guy claimed he's the God.

He was very tall, prob. 1.98m or 2m and he said he's the God / Jesus Christ reincarnation and he had a cross across his neck. So he was almost guaranteed religious.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Interesting. I've been to madhouse for a total of 6 times and only one other guy claimed he's the God.

He was very tall, prob. 1.98m or 2m and he said he's the God / Jesus Christ reincarnation and he had a cross across his neck. So he was almost guaranteed religious.

 

[City Incel]

Yeah! I was an atheist before I realized I'm the God!

It all would've been nice had I not went naked in public because of this realization.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Yeah! I was an atheist before I realized I'm the God!

normies and NTs will never understand that tranquil and ethereal epiphany one with several mental illness may get (maybe they'd need HARDCORE drugs). sure the backlash is extremely strong (I CANT BELIEVE I TOLD MY MOM IM GOD, MAYBE I SHOULD ROPE SOONER RATHER THAN LATER), but the feeling that you've solved all of the universe's problems and have transcended past the trivial concerns of mere mortals is probably at least 10x better than sex. In a way schizocels have already ascended

 

[City Incel]

normies and NTs will never understand that tranquil and ethereal epiphany one with several mental illness may get (maybe they'd need HARDCORE drugs). sure the backlash is extremely strong (I CANT BELIEVE I TOLD MY MOM IM GOD, MAYBE I SHOULD ROPE SOONER RATHER THAN LATER), but the feeling that you've solved all of the universe's problems and have transcended past the trivial concerns of mere mortals is probably at least 10x better than sex. In a way schizocels have already ascended

Not a severe mental illness

I simply got my ADHD meds and self optimized everything and I got extremely good at everything

Then it hit me that I'm the God. I knew it. It made sense.

It doesn't matter how good it felt, I lost it, it's dead and gone by now. Sustainable shit is good such as idk if ur a successful PUA and can replicate sex over your lifetime. Heights of the past don't matter if they're gone by now.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Not a severe mental illness

I simply got my ADHD meds and self optimized everything and I got extremely good at everything

Then it hit me that I'm the God. I knew it. It made sense.

It doesn't matter how good it felt, I lost it, it's dead and gone by now. Sustainable shit is good such as idk if ur a successful PUA and can replicate sex over your lifetime. Heights of the past don't matter if they're gone by now.

of course it's not worth. drugs aren't either. but just examining the short-lived high objectively, I can't think of any conventional pleasures that come close.

 

[City Incel]

of course it's not worth. drugs aren't either. but just examining the short-lived high objectively, I can't think of any conventional pleasures that come close.

I actually had an amazing tranquil, enlightened mindstate 5h before I started really thinking that I'm the God. It was just from the self improvement and sorting my life I had done and I was happy I was about to live much better and get a big payjump... and move to a more luxurious apartment too

Teen sex maybe? When I was teen I was very horny and my dick was very sensitive, having sex then might've felt great if I'd gotten it?

 

[poorenglishcel]

Joo doctors will never take me alive