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♠ Wizard ♥ NEET ♦ Belarus ♣
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I live in the country with lots of beautiful foids.
Today I forgot that the school holidays had begun and I risked leaving the house to go to a concert at the Opera and Ballet Theater.
It was a serious mistake. On the way to the theater and back I saw so many JBs with and without Chads, my brain almost melted from thinking about missed teenage love and wasted life.
I used to cope by not thinking about myself as a human. And it worked for a while - basically I only feel hate. But I guess it is not enought any more.
Now I am afraid of leaving the house in the day time. I am afraid that in the next two months I will not become a wizard, but rather will rope myself. I don't know what to do. I wanted to find a job this summer.
Today I forgot that the school holidays had begun and I risked leaving the house to go to a concert at the Opera and Ballet Theater.
It was a serious mistake. On the way to the theater and back I saw so many JBs with and without Chads, my brain almost melted from thinking about missed teenage love and wasted life.
I used to cope by not thinking about myself as a human. And it worked for a while - basically I only feel hate. But I guess it is not enought any more.
Now I am afraid of leaving the house in the day time. I am afraid that in the next two months I will not become a wizard, but rather will rope myself. I don't know what to do. I wanted to find a job this summer.