It's Over I've tried getting a grip on my life

[RealSchizo]

I've tried getting my shit together over 1000 times at this point. I would get shit ton of motivation and energy at 3am to change my life once and for all but the next day I fall victim to my old self-destructive habits again.

It has nothing to do with ascension but I've promised myself millions of times by now that I'd quit discord, porn, nicotine abuse and that i'll start working out to get leaner physique but when you have zero motivation this shit is unachievable.

I wake up and the first thing I do is check my phone , my brain is destroyed from doom scrolling and isolation. My brain works at 300% all the time there is no rest. I don't even work but I am stressed and fear for the future.

This influx of information everywhere is destroying my brain and it drives me insane.

 

[21stCenturyChimp]

The never ending cycle

 

[Efiliste]

The never ending cycle

 

[LesscoBlob]

I've tried getting my shit together over 1000 times at this point. I would get shit ton of motivation and energy at 3am to change my life once and for all but the next day I fall victim to my old self-destructive habits again.

It has nothing to do with ascension but I've promised myself millions of times by now that I'd quit discord, porn, nicotine abuse and that i'll start working out to get leaner physique but when you have zero motivation this shit is unachievable.

I wake up and the first thing I do is check my phone , my brain is destroyed from doom scrolling and isolation. My brain works at 300% all the time there is no rest. I don't even work but I am stressed and fear for the future.

This influx of information everywhere is destroying my brain and it drives me insane.

I got a vertical grip on my life.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

Gripmaxxing

 

[Nate Dogg]

I take melatonin so I can go to sleep and not have to deal with stuff like this

 

[InternalJizzz]

i’m currently trying to break out this too, I made up a rule where It’s like a game I play, I can’t check or even look at the phone until all my morning stuff is done. cleaning, shower, protein shake etc and see how long the r how many days i can maintain that streak. currently almost 3 weeks so that’s been good

 

[bmantle321]

Stop trying. It's our destiny to be brutally lifemogged failures.

Before the internet it wasn't as obvious, but utterly fucked losers like us have always constituted some portion of the male population, ~10% maybe.

But we're actually totally necessary for the functioning of society. We're a human sacrifice or scapegoat to keep better people motivated to keep going.

 

[SteelCentaur]

But we're actually totally necessary for the functioning of society. We're a human sacrifice or scapegoat to keep better people motivated to keep going.

I've been saying this. In order for there to be winners, there have to be losers.

 

[bmantle321]

I've been saying this. In order for there to be winners, there have to be losers.

Yeah, we're a fundamental part of the anthropology of all but the most primitive backwards nigger jungle societies, ie all civilizations.

Read Rene Girard

 

[SteelCentaur]

Yeah, we're a fundamental part of the anthropology of all but the most primitive backwards nigger jungle societies, ie all civilizations.

Read Rene Girard

Will do.

 

[Pikacel]

You are just too weak to handle real life. Same here. It’s pathetic and there are many cases of this in young men it seems. Seriously fuck me ngl