I've laid down the options

[Pajeetsingh]

Now I must act on them.
1) continue to live in this country without a wife and die in agony without anyone to care for me
2) commit suicide when I realise I can earn no longer
3)fulfill my greatest desires(have sex and get a good gaming station) to minimize the suffering and then kill myself
4)kill myself on the finalised date(yet to finalize)
The 3) option will require me to work hard and save for years to get there , and in the end it's all in vain since I'll kill myself anyway.
4) seems the most viable option. Although I have no access to methods now, I'll probably use hanging or train as the methods.

 

[Winter War]

5th option in my pfp

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

The blackpill ends in suicide or murder unfortunately

 

[Moroccancel]

I don't even have the energy to kill myself

 

[Moroccancel]

The blackpill ends in suicide or murder unfortunately

But you first.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

But you first.

No I am too high inhib, I prefer to rot

 

[Pajeetsingh]

How are you gonna rope in jeetland?

Rope or train, I can make a rope or buy one , I can head to any train station and jump onto any incoming train from the platform.

 

[Incel TV]

Don’t do it

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't even have the energy to kill myself

based LDARcel, me neither. All I have energy for is night walks and smoking

 

[RealSchizo]

5th option in my pfp

 

[oofy]

option 5- LDAR and do nothing at all. Don't even move a muscle (besides the ones required to breathe)

 

[Pajeetsingh]

want to say cope not rope but when you have to wageslave in a shithole with little pay, there's no "cope" it's all pain

Yeah, i wageslave for 12 hours day 7 days a week for 200$ a month, I would rather die at this point.

 

[Kekenut]

Now I must act on them.
1) continue to live in this country without a wife and die in agony without anyone to care for me
2) commit suicide when I realise I can earn no longer
3)fulfill my greatest desires(have sex and get a good gaming station) to minimize the suffering and then kill myself
4)kill myself on the finalised date(yet to finalize)
The 3) option will require me to work hard and save for years to get there , and in the end it's all in vain since I'll kill myself anyway.
4) seems the most viable option. Although I have no access to methods now, I'll probably use hanging or train as the methods.

Why let's not given Option 4 a try, just once before thinking it is all for nothing?

I am going to go for two interviews tomorrow - one at a mega-mart and another at a trendy food place - first is for a 6 hour shift as a retail assistant and the latter is a 2 hour shift in the evenings as a dish-washer. I have a STEM degree from the local university and never thought I will opt for blue-collar jobs post my teenage years, but I am starting again and I am starting somewhere.

I want to get out of my damnation of a room, it is suffocating after 4 entire years of doing nothing but perishing away. I have been spending my time away in the library, at times going for a 30 mins walk around the local park, joined a book club where I don't talk much if hardly and of course, getting my therapy sessions.

I still don't have no one else other than my older brother who lives miles and miles away - and I am still trying to be and do something other than just becoming mad with sexual desire and hating others. I don't want to hate myself or anyone else anymore.

After years, I am giving myself another chance to just live.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

3

 

[ElTruecel]

No I am too high inhib, I prefer to rot

 

[Kekenut]

Yeah, i wageslave for 12 hours day 7 days a week for 200$ a month, I would rather die at this point.

What role do you work at? Is it possible to change jobs? 7 days a week can't be real - it's illegal. I am sure there can be alternatives here - I think this whole vicious cycle is fueling the mental spiral here!

Is it possible to take a break for a month or so, reconsider your options? Or do you have responsibilities and dependents on you?

 

[aesthetic_recon]

Now I must act on them.
1) continue to live in this country without a wife and die in agony without anyone to care for me
2) commit suicide when I realise I can earn no longer
3)fulfill my greatest desires(have sex and get a good gaming station) to minimize the suffering and then kill myself
4)kill myself on the finalised date(yet to finalize)
The 3) option will require me to work hard and save for years to get there , and in the end it's all in vain since I'll kill myself anyway.
4) seems the most viable option. Although I have no access to methods now, I'll probably use hanging or train as the methods.

I'm guessing you're Indian by your pfp. Do you believe in karma and reincarnation? Fulfill your dharmic duty in this life and you will experience a better one in the future. Your ancestors are watching you. Have a dynasty state-of-mind. Move to America. Fuck a hoe. Get a hoe preggers. Don't kill yourself. If I'm not killing myself, you shouldn't either. Find something to take your mind off your inceldom. Read the Rigvedas.

 

[Pajeetsingh]

What role do you work at? Is it possible to change jobs? 7 days a week can't be real - it's illegal

Shop assistant job at a random store in india, most of the stores are open 7 days a week for around 12 hours, and it's completely legal since it's all unregulated.

 

[Kekenut]

Shop assistant job at a random store in india, most of the stores are open 7 days a week for around 12 hours, and it's completely legal since it's all unregulated.

I am sorry to here so, buddy.

Your English strong, why don't try out for an alternative job? Maybe a Customer Service role? Will be a much better work-life balance at way, fixed hours - better incomes etc.

In the meantime, you can get a programming degree from a reputed university online, if you can. The tech industry is picking up again after the disaster last year, so maybe try and reframe the current frustrations.

 

[Kekenut]

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Oh you sweet summer child, he lives in INDIA, there are 1.5 BILLION people in India, he could be starving on side of the street and everyone will walk past him, the entire existence of pajeets is "illegal" by western standards

I have been to India before, and while it is like any other developing country in population and infrastructure - people will and would help others in distress. And what you are describing is any homeless person who opts for begging - doesn't matter the region people ignore them.

Let's not create a hyperbole and being excessively negative here. The point here is to at least help out - that's why any of us posts, to garner attention and some positive reaffirmation as well. I just observe shameless trolling and malicious reverts on this forum.

I understand we are all hurting inside for a long time now and that makes us want to hurt other as well but it won't help anyone, believe me.

 

[Kekenut]

WE DON'T DO THAT BLUEPILL SHIT HERE, Us shitskins brutalize each other because we know the reality, brown is the color of defeat, all your copium has 0 effect on the fact that he has to wake up tomorrow and slave for no pay for the rest of his sexless life, India is the ultimate subhuman incel country, individual human life is worthless in these shitholes, the population density has created a blackhole of pure suffering and despair not even light can escape it you delusional bluepilled GrAY

So much hatred towards yourself (to quote you here 'us shitskins) and others.

I hope you find in yourself to kind to yourself first and not term yourself 'Ugly'. And again, sex is not the start and end of it all.

Just let's start with a 5 day week before jumping to something like that. Obtainable goals.

 

[kay']

I don't even have the energy to kill myself

100% my situation

 

[ArcticShadow]

Immigrate to Canada or the Uk thats were all the indians are going.

 

[GmeOvr]

100% my situation

They should add a electrocution rope option to the expensive EMS device you have

 

[kay']

They should add a electrocution rope option to the expensive EMS device you have

Ill take a shower with it on 100% intensity soon

 

[GmeOvr]

Ill take a shower with it on 100% intensity soon

Use salt water, it is more conductive

 

[kay']

Use salt water, it is more conductive

Good advice

 

[Cnidoblastos]

Maybe 4?