It might just be low libido, but I genuinely see no purpose in jerking off to women anymore. I might actually win no nut november this year. It feels extremely cucked and I'm tired of the same fantasies over and over again.
I don't really care about being bitchless anymore. I have no friends to compare myself against anyways, so there's no pressure to pretend I get hoes for social points.
Quite simply, if I never end up with a woman who genuinely cares about me and not what I provide, then I won't get married.
Don't care about kids. If I have to force it, then I'm just setting them up for failure and wasting my time and money. If I ever have a child, I think I'd give them depression.
I'm just existing now and waiting to die. All I have to decide on now is how to spend my time, my own way.
I view young women today as mindless drones and no longer care about how many chad dicks they stick in themselves. It doesn't anger me; I just feel sorry for them. I'm not gonna beta buxx out of respect for myself. I just don't see the bitching, the arguments, the constant living up to impossible standards worth any effort. I will never be a 6 foot mogger and that's that, so I'm not concerned with chasing. The coming of age movies, the social media, it's all just fake. Jesus Christ, I truly don't give a shit about any of this bullshit, but I've been born in a world where you suffer and get mocked if you don't care.
I need to get some money and buy a quiet place away from everyone. Fuck politics, fuck looksmaxxing, fuck social heirarchy, fuck lookism, fuck this disease of a world. I just want a decent plot of land where I can live in my own bubble and pretend there's some beauty on Earth.
I don't really care about being bitchless anymore. I have no friends to compare myself against anyways, so there's no pressure to pretend I get hoes for social points.
Quite simply, if I never end up with a woman who genuinely cares about me and not what I provide, then I won't get married.
Don't care about kids. If I have to force it, then I'm just setting them up for failure and wasting my time and money. If I ever have a child, I think I'd give them depression.
I'm just existing now and waiting to die. All I have to decide on now is how to spend my time, my own way.
I view young women today as mindless drones and no longer care about how many chad dicks they stick in themselves. It doesn't anger me; I just feel sorry for them. I'm not gonna beta buxx out of respect for myself. I just don't see the bitching, the arguments, the constant living up to impossible standards worth any effort. I will never be a 6 foot mogger and that's that, so I'm not concerned with chasing. The coming of age movies, the social media, it's all just fake. Jesus Christ, I truly don't give a shit about any of this bullshit, but I've been born in a world where you suffer and get mocked if you don't care.
I need to get some money and buy a quiet place away from everyone. Fuck politics, fuck looksmaxxing, fuck social heirarchy, fuck lookism, fuck this disease of a world. I just want a decent plot of land where I can live in my own bubble and pretend there's some beauty on Earth.
