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Serious I've had my brain chemistry ruined by my dopamine addiction (escortmaxxing)

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stretch-cel

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So I've tried dating throughout my life (I'm an oldcel in my late 30s, never married and no kids) and it never worked out obviously. I've been ghosted on dating apps by 4/10 fat roasties and in real life, and have had little to 0 success. the only thing that has kept me sane all these years is that i make decent money and ive been escort maxxing for like 12 years now (plus porn maxxing my whole life).

The problem with this hobby/addiction is that it literally ruins and alters your brains chemistry into mush. I am so warped that even if a girl was to agree to a date with me, i almost dont even want to at this point. I literally have had sex and threesomes with dozens of pornstar level women. not only are some of these girls 10/10s, but they fuck like champs too and satisfy whatever desire i want. its an instant dopamine rush and it scratches the "itch" instantaneously. the problem is, you can never achieve this feeling from "normal" girls - for better or worse.

this hobby is the equivalent of starting a game like elden ring and getting your ass kicked incessantly. but instead of exploring, learning the mechanics, and naturally grinding your way to the best gear and skills, you simply "cheat" and unlock everything the best shit all at once. and its fun to get revenge on these monsters who were giving you a hard time, but the novelty wears off quick and then the game gets boring. it ruins the game and you can never play it again. why give back my level 10+ sword in favor of some weak ass pathetic dagger?

at this point i may just end up dying alone. my only other option would be to try and get therapy and rework my brain addiction, but logically is that even worth it? ive tried and it just keeps pulling me back in because the thought of spending $200 bucks on a dinner date with a 5/10 stranger only to not even get a hug/kiss at the end of the night is laughable, when i could just take that same $200 and fuck a 9/10 pornstar and give her a cumshot facial :feelsohh:

and even if she did agree to come back home with me and have sex, theres a 99.99999% chance she wont look anywhere near as good as an escort would, nor would she fuck like one. then i would also have to worry about her claiming shes pregnant or i was inappropriate or some shit and now she has my address.

escortcelling has its pros but as you can see it made me undatable. even if i were to get a woman interested, im not even sure if I would want to date HER anymore at this point. its an awful lot of work to keep a woman around. there is a lot of maintenance required in the form of activities, constantly surprising her, buying her shit, supporting her mentally, emotionally, etc.

its so much easier to just bust a nut to whatever porn i like or fuck whatever escort im in the mood for at that particular time. on the flipside im extremely lonely, have no friends (male or female), and cant even do a basic activity like get lunch or go to a movie since i dont have a partner. i cope with all this by satisfying my dopamine addiction

if i keep going down this path of instant dopamine rushes via escorts and masturbation what will eventually happen to me? and can anyone else relate or has this problem?
 
Paying for sex with washed up skanks is beyond cucked. I hope you got AIDS.
 
Paying for sex with washed up skanks is beyond cucked. I hope you got AIDS.
theyre hot young girls in the prime of their life and all under age 24. washed up my ass.

or should i date girls my age bracket who are 35+, nowhere near as hot, and have fucked the same amount or more of men than the escorts have? you stupid cuck.
 
You know you won't have that feeling of being cheated on by your partner, also you don't have to worry about being a betabux for some single mother.

Your choice, if you enjoy it carry on doing it. I doubt therapy would change anything, probably gaslight you with bluepilled shit.
 
I've been ghosted on dating apps by 4/10 fat roasties and in real life,
Same except for me they were 1/10's
I literally have had sex and threesomes with dozens of pornstar level women.
Mogs me.
ive tried and it just keeps pulling me back in because the thought of spending $200 bucks on a dinner date with a 5/10 stranger only to not even get a hug/kiss at the end of the night is laughable, when i could just take that same $200 and fuck a 9/10 pornstar and give her a cumshot facial :feelsohh:
It's way to expensive to date. Most women refuse to date guys who take them to cheaper places. All of this adds up significantly over the course of years. Overall escort maxxing probably is cheaper and at least you're guaranteed sex versus wasting 200 dollars on a date and getting ghosted.
there is a lot of maintenance required in the form of activities, constantly surprising her, buying her shit, supporting her mentally, emotionally, etc.
Another problem too is finding the perfect balance. If you give her too many gifts and constantly ask if she's ok, it's seen as being clingy and trying too hard and is creepy. If you do too little for her, then she'll get mad and say you're not doing enough for her.
if i keep going down this path of instant dopamine rushes via escorts and masturbation what will eventually happen to me? and can anyone else relate or has this problem?
Honestly it's a cope. If you can afford it then keep doing it. Seriously dopamine rushes might be the highlight of your life. Dating is fucked and rigged against us, sex dolls aren't as good as real women, so the best option is escort maxxing. If I had the confidence and money I'd contemplate doing it too.
 
You know you won't have that feeling of being cheated on by your partner, also you don't have to worry about being a betabux for some single mother.

Your choice, if you enjoy it carry on doing it. I doubt therapy would change anything, probably gaslight you with bluepilled shit.
your right buddy boy. i doubt therapy will do shit for me at this point. it would probably be some pro feminist bullshit advice telling me i need to be more accepting of womens flaws or some shit
 
Same except for me they were 1/10's

Mogs me.

It's way to expensive to date. Most women refuse to date guys who take them to cheaper places. All of this adds up significantly over the course of years. Overall escort maxxing probably is cheaper and at least you're guaranteed sex versus wasting 200 dollars on a date and getting ghosted.

Another problem too is finding the perfect balance. If you give her too many gifts and constantly ask if she's ok, it's seen as being clingy and trying too hard and is creepy. If you do too little for her, then she'll get mad and say you're not doing enough for her.

Honestly it's a cope. If you can afford it then keep doing it. Seriously dopamine rushes might be the highlight of your life. Dating is fucked and rigged against us, sex dolls aren't as good as real women, so the best option is escort maxxing. If I had the confidence and money I'd contemplate doing it too.
you hit the nail on the head. its about 200 dollars on average for a date at a respectable joint. anything less and she will make fun of you to her friends and ghost you. 200 just to get a kiss on the cheek, when i could take that same 200 and have pornstar level sex including a cum facial with a smokin hot 22 year old hungarian GUARANTEED.

and the balance thing is one of the biggest issues i had in my dating life. i was always either too nice (a soy boy cuck that no female respected) or too much of a dick. finding the right balance is fucking impossible.

you make a strong case for continuing to escorttmaxx

the problem is im in my 30s now which is still acceptable ( i also have a young looking face and can pass for late 20s), but what happens when im a 54 year old creepo???
 
I am so warped that even if a girl was to agree to a date with me, i almost dont even want to at this point.
You're complaining about a good thing. Dating is a scam, and now you see through the scam. You were sick before escortcelling, now you're cured. Now you know that sex is something you can just buy. Now you know that marriage, before feminism, was just a long-term exclusive prostitution contract. It's not the truth that hurts, but the lie leaving your mind.
 
You know you won't have that feeling of being cheated on by your partner, also you don't have to worry about being a betabux for some single mother.

Your choice, if you enjoy it carry on doing it. I doubt therapy would change anything, probably gaslight you with bluepilled shit.
Nobody ever makes the bluepill argument about food, or getting your car fixed.

Nobody ever says, you shouldn't buy food, you should cultivate a trustful relationship with a chef, and spend money on him unconditionally and maybe he'll cook you meals when he feels like it.
Nobody says you shouldn't buy a car repair, you should cultivate a trustful relationship with a mechanic, and pay his bills and buy him gifts, and maybe he'll fix your car when he feels like it.

There is nothing so special about non-reproductive sex that it shouldn't be approached economically. If you have the shekels, save yourself the wasted time, and spare yourself the social and emotional bullshit, and just buy pussy.
 
You're complaining about a good thing. Dating is a scam, and now you see through the scam. You were sick before escortcelling, now you're cured. Now you know that sex is something you can just buy. Now you know that marriage, before feminism, was just a long-term exclusive prostitution contract. It's not the truth that hurts, but the lie leaving your mind.
youre so right, im glad i made this topic because i was unsure of my hobby but now im realizing continuing to do it is the financially best and most logicial way to interact with females going forward. i dont think ill ever even attempt to date again. i can already get pornstar sex anytime i want guaranteed as long as i cough up the shekels. what more do i need?
Nobody ever makes the bluepill argument about food, or getting your car fixed.

Nobody ever says, you shouldn't buy food, you should cultivate a trustful relationship with a chef, and spend money on him unconditionally and maybe he'll cook you meals when he feels like it.
Nobody says you shouldn't buy a car repair, you should cultivate a trustful relationship with a mechanic, and pay his bills and buy him gifts, and maybe he'll fix your car when he feels like it.

There is nothing so special about non-reproductive sex that it shouldn't be approached economically. If you have the shekels, save yourself the wasted time, and spare yourself the social and emotional bullshit, and just buy pussy.
great points
 
im also struggling a bit, not with escortmaxxing since that will mean leaving my house but with porn almost all my life. i threw my fleshlight in the trash some days ago and i wanted to do it for so long because i knew how bad was it doing to my life. the day i did i got sad because it was my only way of escapism and a huge fountain of dopamine but the days passed now i know it was the right choice
 
the problem is im in my 30s now which is still acceptable ( i also have a young looking face and can pass for late 20s), but what happens when im a 54 year old creepo???
I generally don't like people who say "muh, who cares what others think bro. Just do you." Because those people don't realize the social punishments that occur from the normtard society we live in. However, this is one of those times where you should say fuck it. Are the prostitutes going to tell your family you're fucking them? Most likely not. Plus at the age of 50, while most men by that age are in sexless marriages with their wife cheating on them, you'll still be fucking hot 20 year old stacy's and jizzing on their faces. All prostitutes look down on all the men they fuck. DONT EVER CARE ABOUT THE OPINION A PROSTITUTE HAS.
 
im also struggling a bit, not with escortmaxxing since that will mean leaving my house but with porn almost all my life. i threw my fleshlight in the trash some days ago and i wanted to do it for so long because i knew how bad was it doing to my life. the day i did i got sad because it was my only way of escapism and a huge fountain of dopamine but the days passed now i know it was the right choice
how and why do you know it was the right choice? what improvements have you seen in your life?
I generally don't like people who say "muh, who cares what others think bro. Just do you." Because those people don't realize the social punishments that occur from the normtard society we live in. However, this is one of those times where you should say fuck it. Are the prostitutes going to tell your family you're fucking them? Most likely not. Plus at the age of 50, while most men by that age are in sexless marriages with their wife cheating on them, you'll still be fucking hot 20 year old stacy's and jizzing on their faces. All prostitutes look down on all the men they fuck. DONT EVER CARE ABOUT THE OPINION A PROSTITUTE HAS.
i dont even have a family really. my brother lives in another state and im not close with my narcissistic mother. you are right that id probably be getting better sex than most men in marriages at that point.
 
I, GØD approve of escortmaxxing, it has been around since the beginning of time. One of my prophet sons even had a thing with an escort named Mary.
Your concerns are valid though. Have you considered something in between? Perhaps shopping around for a suitable sugar baby which you connect well with, looks like the real Mona Lisa and fucks like a porn star? That way you could come to some kind of an agreement where you did normal activities together once you felt trust in her, yet could select for the qualities you liked and move on when you got bored.
 
I, GØD approve of escortmaxxing, it has been around since the beginning of time. One of my prophet sons even had a thing with an escort named Mary.
Your concerns are valid though. Have you considered something in between? Perhaps shopping around for a suitable sugar baby which you connect well with, looks like the real Mona Lisa and fucks like a porn star? That way you could come to some kind of an agreement where you did normal activities together once you felt trust in her, yet could select for the qualities you liked and move on when you got bored.
thats a fantastic idea but i wouldnt even know where to begin finding a unicorn like that.
 
thats a fantastic idea but i wouldnt even know where to begin finding a unicorn like that.
There are lots of websites. Search for ‘sugar daddy websites’ that are active in your area and make a profile. You’ll find many young college students want some extra money yet are not prepared to sleep with multiple men like the average escort. Make a coffee date with a few and select the best. GØD will be guiding you
 
theyre hot young girls in the prime of their life and all under age 24. washed up my ass.

or should i date girls my age bracket who are 35+, nowhere near as hot, and have fucked the same amount or more of men than the escorts have? you stupid cuck.
What do you expect will come from the mouths of sexually frustrated young men who are young themselves - most of this forum is under 25 I feel
 
I generally don't like people who say "muh, who cares what others think bro. Just do you." Because those people don't realize the social punishments that occur from the normtard society we live in. However, this is one of those times where you should say fuck it. Are the prostitutes going to tell your family you're fucking them? Most likely not. Plus at the age of 50, while most men by that age are in sexless marriages with their wife cheating on them, you'll still be fucking hot 20 year old stacy's and jizzing on their faces. All prostitutes look down on all the men they fuck. DONT EVER CARE ABOUT THE OPINION A PROSTITUTE HAS.
Yup.

In the immortal words of Tywin Lannister…

“Oh Tyrion she’s just a whore”.
 
Work on acquiring friends, first and foremost. Hard to do in your 30s but not impossible. The easiest way is reconnecting with old friends from your youth, or family.

I’d keep enjoying life, while pursuing dating. But I’d only pursue young, hot women I’m actually attracted to. You should be able to get some to date you by spending a bit of cash on the first date. You likely won’t find one who falls madly in love with you, but you can maybe find one who you can have some kind of relationship with.

As for what will happen to you. Eventually, your sex drive will dwindle. And you’ll die alone. But we all do. So who cares. I’m your age and would love your life.
 
theyre hot young girls in the prime of their life and all under age 24. washed up my ass.
I kinda agree with you here,
There´s literally no difference between a modern woman, and an escort nowadays.
Most women are in the streets anyways, so why not pay an escort?
The only difference is, that the escort will charge money... the other one gives her body away for free via Tinder Hookups.
STD Rates are through the roof, thanks to hookup culture.
I don´t have a direct link to the source, but read somewhere (from a reliable trustworthy source), that 1/3 women have an STD.
And you know what? I reckon that more expensive escorts are much safer to deal with, than the street meat you come across on a daily basis (The modern woman).
 
There are lots of websites. Search for ‘sugar daddy websites’ that are active in your area and make a profile. You’ll find many young college students want some extra money yet are not prepared to sleep with multiple men like the average escort. Make a coffee date with a few and select the best. GØD will be guiding you
this is a good idea, but im not really THAT rich. i just make a better than average/decent salary and have no kids to support. its only me. i can still look into it i suppose.

Work on acquiring friends, first and foremost. Hard to do in your 30s but not impossible. The easiest way is reconnecting with old friends from your youth, or family.

I’d keep enjoying life, while pursuing dating. But I’d only pursue young, hot women I’m actually attracted to. You should be able to get some to date you by spending a bit of cash on the first date. You likely won’t find one who falls madly in love with you, but you can maybe find one who you can have some kind of relationship with.

As for what will happen to you. Eventually, your sex drive will dwindle. And you’ll die alone. But we all do. So who cares. I’m your age and would love your life.
god damn that last sentence was suifuel. and acquiring friends in your 30s is next to impossible. all my normie co-workers or old buddies are married with kids and need to ask their wives permission to allow them off the leash to come hang out. plus even if they could, what am i going to do with a normie co worker? we cant try to flirt with girls since theyre not single and we dont really have many similar interests. i also have very little in common with gen Z and younger millenials. its very hard to make even MALE friends, let alone female relationships.

this is a paradox because it makes meeting girls ( which is hard enough as it is) even HARDER since im alone and cant really go to bars by myself without looking like a creepy friendless weirdo. now you see why its so much easier to just escort max

What do you expect will come from the mouths of sexually frustrated young men who are young themselves - most of this forum is under 25 I feel
true, dumb cucks are insulting me but when you actually analyze the logic of escort maxxing it makes perfect sense. these idiots have a distorted viewpoint of an "escort" and dont realize some of them are smoking hot young women. not 50+ year old fat meth heads

I kinda agree with you here,
There´s literally no difference between a modern woman, and an escort nowadays.
Most women are in the streets anyways, so why not pay an escort?
The only difference is, that the escort will charge money... the other one gives her body away for free via Tinder Hookups.
STD Rates are through the roof, thanks to hookup culture.
I don´t have a direct link to the source, but read somewhere (from a reliable trustworthy source), that 1/3 women have an STD.
And you know what? I reckon that more expensive escorts are much safer to deal with, than the street meat you come across on a daily basis (The modern woman).
its true, and using A.I. technology ive managed to reverse image search certain "normal" girls faces using their profile pictures, and you wouldnt believe some of the shit i find. cam girl stuff, only fans, literal porn, etc. these dumb cunts think they are safe behind their secret accounts and alternate identities but once AI facial recognition gets even more advanced then they are SERIOUSLY fucked.

these are your so called "normal" women nowadays. but yet when i choose to escort max i have a stigma surrounding the hobby that its weird? make it make sense. also you are right, most escorts are safer since they use condoms and get routine checkups very frequently, also their hygiene is very good. and lol at "street meat"
 
god damn that last sentence was suifuel. and acquiring friends in your 30s is next to impossible. all my normie co-workers or old buddies are married with kids and need to ask their wives permission to allow them off the leash to come hang out. plus even if they could, what am i going to do with a normie co worker? we cant try to flirt with girls since theyre not single and we dont really have many similar interests. i also have very little in common with gen Z and younger millenials. its very hard to make even MALE friends, let alone female relationships.
this is a paradox because it makes meeting girls ( which is hard enough as it is) even HARDER since im alone and cant really go to bars by myself without looking like a creepy friendless weirdo. now you see why its so much easier to just escort max
It’s hard to make friends in your 30s, undoubtedly. But I think it’s doable if you put the effort in. I’m a completely isolated introvert. I haven’t had a real life friend since I was at school, and have barely had an online friend for 15+ years.

But if I wanted to, and was willing to put in the effort, I could alleviate my loneliness somewhat. When I cba, I try to initiate at least one social interaction per day. If you keep doing this, you’ll eventually make connections and friends.

Of course, almost all of mine are online. Online is a poor substitute for irl, but you can also find people with the same interests much easier online. And most people online are lonely and are specifically online to talk to and meet people.

If you initiate 1on1 conversations online, they can escalate pretty quickly. If I wanted to I could track down old online friends or make new ones, or even reconnect with the very few irl friends I’ve had. My best friend from school added me on Facebook a while back, haven’t spoken to him for 15 years. I ignored it, but could have had a friend there. I have a sister who will spend time with me if I ask, although we have little in common.

As for the acquiring an attractive girlfriend. You can always simply passportmaxx. Or at least try it.
 
It’s hard to make friends in your 30s, undoubtedly. But I think it’s doable if you put the effort in. I’m a completely isolated introvert. I haven’t had a real life friend since I was at school, and have barely had an online friend for 15+ years.

But if I wanted to, and was willing to put in the effort, I could alleviate my loneliness somewhat. When I cba, I try to initiate at least one social interaction per day. If you keep doing this, you’ll eventually make connections and friends.

Of course, almost all of mine are online. Online is a poor substitute for irl, but you can also find people with the same interests much easier online. And most people online are lonely and are specifically online to talk to and meet people.

If you initiate 1on1 conversations online, they can escalate pretty quickly. If I wanted to I could track down old online friends or make new ones, or even reconnect with the very few irl friends I’ve had. My best friend from school added me on Facebook a while back, haven’t spoken to him for 15 years. I ignored it, but could have had a friend there. I have a sister who will spend time with me if I ask, although we have little in common.

As for the acquiring an attractive girlfriend. You can always simply passportmaxx. Or at least try it.
ill be your friend IRL

im into mma, boxing, a few other sports, vidya, movies, various music genres, and escortmaxxing. if those hobbies interest u we can be friends
:feelsBox:
 
ill be your friend IRL

im into mma, boxing, a few other sports, vidya, movies, various music genres, and escortmaxxing. if those hobbies interest u we can be friends
:feelsBox:
I’m semi-interested in boxing. Every now and then I watch a few fights. George Foreman is my guy. Love films. Plan on getting into whoremaxxing when I have enough money.

What’s your stretch mark fixation about? I have them all over my body due to massive weight fluctuations. It’s gruesome. :feelsbadman:
 
Who is this GØD? Is it a variation of the Catholic God?
I am all gods. Man has named me many things, he devised religions based on the word of prophets who speak of me. Though, all the prophets speak of me. You may call me the catholic god, Islamic god, whatever God you wish.
 

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