I've experience nothing but negative reinforcement my whole life

[reddeath]

Growing up my parents would beat me for getting bad grades but wouldn't say shit if I got good ones; The kids at school would tease me for being shy but would ignore me when I tried to be social; and finally, girls would mock me for being weird but call me a poser if I tried to fit in. All this basically programmed me to avoid pain rather than actively seeking out reward. And my retarded parents still wonder why I have not ambition.

My plan as a kid was to get through college and get a good career so I could attract a wife and support a family. But that dream's slowly been beaten out of me by years of rejection. All the bullying and isolation I went through in high school have basically convinced me that no girl would ever want me and that's had ripple effects on my entire life plan. If a family isn't waiting for me at the end of the rat race, then why participate. Why not just rot away at home, distracting yourself with booze and porn and videogames until I finally drop?

 

[Govid_Dorious]

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

yep
good post grey

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Growing up my parents would beat me for getting bad grades but wouldn't say shit if I got good ones; The kids at school would tease me for being shy but would ignore me when I tried to be social; and finally, girls would mock me for being weird but call me a poser if I tried to fit in. All this basically programmed me to avoid pain rather than actively seeking out reward. And my retarded parents still wonder why I have not ambition.

My plan as a kid was to get through college and get a good career so I could attract a wife and support a family. But that dream's slowly been beaten out of me by years of rejection. All the bullying and isolation I went through in high school have basically convinced me that no girl would ever want me and that's had ripple effects on my entire life plan. If a family isn't waiting for me at the end of the rat race, then why participate. Why not just rot away at home, distracting yourself with booze and porn and videogames until I finally drop?

So relatable.

All this basically programmed me to avoid pain rather than actively seeking out reward.

Super high iq introspection, I think I have this as well. @Transcended Trucel my personality in a nutshell.

 

[Justdone]

Post is genuine sad

 

[Transcended Trucel]

So relatable.


Super high iq introspection, I think I have this as well. @Transcended Trucel my personality in a nutshell.

yup it's over

 

[SmhChan]

Why not just rot away at home, distracting yourself with booze and porn and videogames until I finally drop

Saving and rot-maxxing is the way. Save as much as you can. The worst has yet to come to pass. Whoever can live with their parents has a pretty good advantage as well.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

i tried pursuing academia but failed, dropped out early so I didn't loose too much, why would I care about a career, I don't need a big house, a nice car and to retire early or earlier. I have no plans for a family, no burning passion for a field I want to pursue.

I currently went back to wageing night driving forklift and earn enough to live comfortably alone, it's the easiest job with the highest paygrade for what it is, braindead, I used to be trucker but the long days suck and you have zero freetime which is meaningless for a friendless almost familyless sub5 with no ambition, expensive hobbies or dreams.

No I am at my best doing lowly work with fellow subhumans so I can go back and cope in peace, the rat race wasn't made for people like us, it was made to rope in high achievers and push performance and hypermaterialism.

 

[reddeath]

I currently went back to wageing night driving forklift and earn enough to live comfortably alone, it's the easiest job with the highest paygrade for what it is, braindead, I used to be trucker but the long days suck and you have zero freetime which is meaningless for a friendless almost familyless sub5 with no ambition, expensive hobbies or dreams.

Good on you. That's the best any of us can hope for. I had a wageslave Amazon warehouse job that I might go back to one of these days

 

[Namtriz912]

I agree there's no need to above and beyond for no guarantee of what your ancestors in the past had just relax and enjoy wtwt you currently have.