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Joining this site is an act of seeking help. It’s the last straw. The little remaining glimpse of hope. Allow me to introduce myself. Hello, my name is Ali and I have been born on Ethan Must Die difficulty. It’s NG+7 / Fist Only / No Damage out here and here’s why. These are my cards:
Age: 19
Before you start hitting me with that “it’s not over yet, you’re too young” bullshit, 80% of the people at my HAVE ALREADY had sex and experienced being in relationships. I’m left out and will most likely remain left out. Those 20% are the failures of society.
[UWSL]Race: middle-eastern[/UWSL]
It’s over. Enough said.
Height: 173cm
Manlet in 2022.
Mental health: unstable
I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2, agoraphobia and crippling depression. I probably have autism too. Right now I’m in my manic stage. I can’t sleep until 5AM, I’m overeating again, jerking off more than I usually do and constantly listening to loud music. Once I hit my depressed phase, I rarely eat and jerk off like once a month. When I wake up, I immediately wanna go back to sleep.
[UWSL]Upbringing: abysmal[/UWSL]
My dad died when I was four. My mother had me when she was like almost 40 and she already had two other kids before me so she wasn’t that enthusiastic when I came around + when my dad died, my mom barely spent any time with me; she was too busy coping with the fact that she is now a single mother so I only had my siblings to take care of me. In one way or another, I’m technically an orphan. No one really gave me any lessons and or lectures. I didn’t have anyone to support me in school. Learnt most things by myself.
[UWSL]The past: dark and bitter[/UWSL]
Bullied to no avail, barely had any friends, memory filled with multiple physical health problems. Being a genetic failure doesn’t just end with you realizing you can’t breed, it lives with you. I’ll probably start balding soon too. Game over and I don’t even feel like they’ve given me the chance to play the game yet.
The future: hopeless
I have no money, no job, zero friends, my siblings are married and gone now, dropped out of uni. I have nothing left.
[UWSL]Only things that I cling into are my remaining copes (e.g. video editing, playing an instrument, watching TV shows & movies and vidyamaxxing) which will also eventually run out. Every cope has its end.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I for one truly deserve to be here. I thought about it long and hard before joining and I eventually realized: this is where I belong. I got blackpilled in 2019 and I’ve been lurking here ever since 2020 now, might as well bite the bullet and be a part of it. No matter how hard I try, I can’t escape it. The real world has been nothing but cruel and venomous to me.[/UWSL]
Age: 19
Before you start hitting me with that “it’s not over yet, you’re too young” bullshit, 80% of the people at my HAVE ALREADY had sex and experienced being in relationships. I’m left out and will most likely remain left out. Those 20% are the failures of society.
[UWSL]Race: middle-eastern[/UWSL]
It’s over. Enough said.
Height: 173cm
Manlet in 2022.
Mental health: unstable
I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2, agoraphobia and crippling depression. I probably have autism too. Right now I’m in my manic stage. I can’t sleep until 5AM, I’m overeating again, jerking off more than I usually do and constantly listening to loud music. Once I hit my depressed phase, I rarely eat and jerk off like once a month. When I wake up, I immediately wanna go back to sleep.
[UWSL]Upbringing: abysmal[/UWSL]
My dad died when I was four. My mother had me when she was like almost 40 and she already had two other kids before me so she wasn’t that enthusiastic when I came around + when my dad died, my mom barely spent any time with me; she was too busy coping with the fact that she is now a single mother so I only had my siblings to take care of me. In one way or another, I’m technically an orphan. No one really gave me any lessons and or lectures. I didn’t have anyone to support me in school. Learnt most things by myself.
[UWSL]The past: dark and bitter[/UWSL]
Bullied to no avail, barely had any friends, memory filled with multiple physical health problems. Being a genetic failure doesn’t just end with you realizing you can’t breed, it lives with you. I’ll probably start balding soon too. Game over and I don’t even feel like they’ve given me the chance to play the game yet.
The future: hopeless
I have no money, no job, zero friends, my siblings are married and gone now, dropped out of uni. I have nothing left.
[UWSL]Only things that I cling into are my remaining copes (e.g. video editing, playing an instrument, watching TV shows & movies and vidyamaxxing) which will also eventually run out. Every cope has its end.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I for one truly deserve to be here. I thought about it long and hard before joining and I eventually realized: this is where I belong. I got blackpilled in 2019 and I’ve been lurking here ever since 2020 now, might as well bite the bullet and be a part of it. No matter how hard I try, I can’t escape it. The real world has been nothing but cruel and venomous to me.[/UWSL]
