I'm on steroids and don’t feel a thing.
> I smashed my phone out of anger.
> I constantly feel angry and pissed off, claustrophobic if I’m around too many people. I tried going for a run on a private beach but it was infested with people.
> I called out sick from work for the weekend and don’t give a shit if I get fired from this new job that pays well.
> I own a 6 month old cat and although I make sure he’s always has food and water available, I don’t feel anything towards him anymore.
> I restricted certain people’s phone just so I can have control leaving them without internet.
> My thoughts are irrational rather than logical and driven my emotion rather than factual evidence.
> I make scenarios and arguments up in my head with other people and get mad at them and hold grudges against them in real life.
> My prefrontal cortex is fried on steroids where you can explain something to me and I’ll only remember the first and last part of what you said.
But at the same time I look the best I’ve ever looked. Now I know how you guys feel.
My blood pressure came back at 127/63 and testosterone levels of 20 men so I must have elite genetics to handle this much steroids for so long. I just wanna die
> I smashed my phone out of anger.
> I constantly feel angry and pissed off, claustrophobic if I’m around too many people. I tried going for a run on a private beach but it was infested with people.
> I called out sick from work for the weekend and don’t give a shit if I get fired from this new job that pays well.
> I own a 6 month old cat and although I make sure he’s always has food and water available, I don’t feel anything towards him anymore.
> I restricted certain people’s phone just so I can have control leaving them without internet.
> My thoughts are irrational rather than logical and driven my emotion rather than factual evidence.
> I make scenarios and arguments up in my head with other people and get mad at them and hold grudges against them in real life.
> My prefrontal cortex is fried on steroids where you can explain something to me and I’ll only remember the first and last part of what you said.
But at the same time I look the best I’ve ever looked. Now I know how you guys feel.My blood pressure came back at 127/63 and testosterone levels of 20 men so I must have elite genetics to handle this much steroids for so long. I just wanna die
