Cope I've bought a doll

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Not a sexdoll (hell no), not a barbie doll (hell fucking no). It's something in the middle, a 5 inches BJD doll.

Spoiler: that isn't exactly how she looks but you get the idea

But it's not some fucked up sexual fetish, it's ratherlike some sort of pagan idol of the house's spirit, or something like that. She has indeed the sort of unrealistic proportions of a fairy and the enigmatic eyes of a cat. As she's BJD she can affect all sort of elegant mannerism that makes her very charismatic. She's really cute and cool and I like to take care of her, keep her things, let her sit here and there, brush her. It's like a little animal that looks like a foid but that isn't full of germs, full of shit or bitching all day. She's just quietly here, looking at stuffs with a funny expression ... Her presence helps me greatly cope with solitude.

I even stopped alcohol. She kind of saved me regarding this addiction. I sleep better at night too, I don't know if she's actively helping regarding that too.

Yes it may be a shit cope anyway, I know, but for now my sanity seems to somehow benefit from her presence. I bought her new cloths and will maybe dye her in the future. It's definitely over, I know, but fuck it, she's like the only thing that separates me from previous states of sadness and mental disorder I went through some months ago.

I know normies and IT bullies would probably make fun of it or call it weird, say the usual rhetoric that I'm a mysoginist who "can't handle a strong woman" who would just be an annoying pain in the ass brat in truth (I know what a poor marriage did to my dad, thank you), but I really couldn't care less at this point.

Soyciety is fucked, I am fucked, and if I gotta "simp" or "white knight" because of some weird encoding of my male gene, I prefer my kindness to be directed towards this strange little peaceful creature that isn't even trying to take advantage of me.

 

[trying to ascend]

Why not a sex doll?

 

[Blackpill_Whitepill]

Why not cum on it?

 

[Michael W. Ford]

Not a sexdoll (hell no), not a barbie doll (hell fucking no). It's something in the middle, a 5 inches BJD doll.

Spoiler: that isn't exactly how she looks but you get the idea

pagan idol of the house's spirit,

very cool. She'll become more powerful if you name her.

 

[Incel called Chad]

can you fuck it?

 

[Fire]

house guardians are based

does she talk to you? can you hear her in your mind?

 

[Fire]

it's ratherlike some sort of pagan idol of the house's spirit, or something like that.

do you feed her?

 

[Blackpill_Whitepill]

Does it have a fuck-hole you can shove your fingers in?

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

very cool. She'll become more powerful if you name her.

Yes, still didn't tell me her name yet. She enjoys silence it appears. I'd like to train my drawing skills on her too.

house guardians are based

does she talk to you? can you hear her in your mind?

I'm doing stuffs to keep her pleased, buying her new stuff. She doesn't need material food tho.

Does it have a fuck-hole you can shove your fingers in?

can you fuck it?

That's not the point at all.

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

What a lack of pussy does to a mf...

 

[Blackpill_Whitepill]

Russian man lived with girls' mummified corpses, turned them into 'dolls' ​

https://7news.com.au/news/world/rus...ied-corpses-turned-them-into-dolls--c-1536329

 

[SlavicPolishSub3]

Godamn thats cucked
Having doll you cant even fuck
Realistic normie relationship i guess

 

[Puppeter]

Cum on her

 

[Puppeter]

Godamn thats cucked
Having doll you cant even fuck
Realistic polish relationship i guess

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Godamn thats cucked
Having doll you cant even fuck
Realistic normie relationship i guess

Yes. At least I'm not getting cucked by an alive foid who's literally fucking the neighbour when I'm not there. We live in a world where this is less cucked than dating an actual foid .

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Well, whatever works for you I guess. Still think a sex doll would work just as well or better

Or why not make it a family, the sex doll can be the mom

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

What a lack of pussy does to a mf...

Yes, I agree, but what am I supposed to do anyway ?

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Russian man lived with girls' mummified corpses, turned them into 'dolls' ​

https://7news.com.au/news/world/rus...ied-corpses-turned-them-into-dolls--c-1536329

Greycel moment.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Cum on her

That's literally not the point. I respect her. I respect her more than any living foid ever.

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Yes, I agree, but what am I supposed to do anyway ?

Escortcel?

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Well, whatever works for you I guess. Still think a sex doll would work just as well or better

No man, it's not sex. It's rather like bonding, having a presence that isn't just a silly animal like a cat or something.

Or why not make it a family, the sex doll can be the mom

JFL. I mean no, sex dolls are disgusting elaborate fleshlights tbh. I prefer my pure little fairy.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Escortcel?

Disgusting. I'm not giving money to have sex. Plus it's forbidden in my cucked country. I don't want to get fined while giving free money to a "sex worker". Escort celing is the most cucked cope ever, plus you're having sex. Escortcels are fakecels in my book, because a trucel wouldn't find the strength to do it, or is too ugly to even be considered like a potential mate by escorts. If they accept to have sex with you for money, it means you're not repulsive enough to qualify as incel.

 

[BornToLose]

Did you run out of alcohol or something?

 

[Michael W. Ford]

Yes, still didn't tell me her name yet. She enjoys silence it appears. I'd like to train my drawing skills on her too.

You can name her and give her a sigil.
you can go all the way and perform this ritual under the full moon.


View: https://youtu.be/ABD2VUdhLl8?si=I9KekRqHpEn6KkFU

I'm doing stuffs to keep her pleased, buying her new stuff. She doesn't need material food tho.

That is good. that counts as offerings. If you want to get next level, you can offer her your blood everyday by either applying it to her sigil or her directly.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

you run out of alcohol or something?

Nah bro. I realized alcohol really fucked up with my head. But now all is fine. I've found equilibrium in some way.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

You can name her and give her a sigil.
you can go all the way and perform this ritual under the full moon.


View: https://youtu.be/ABD2VUdhLl8?si=I9KekRqHpEn6KkFU


That is good. that counts as offerings. If you want to get next level, you can offer her your blood everyday by either applying it to her sigil or her directly.

Yeah I'm not into the satanic edgy teenagehood cultist stuff anymore tbh. It's rather like old school pagan idolatry so to speak.

 

[Michael W. Ford]

Yeah I'm not into the satanic edgy teenagehood cultist stuff anymore tbh. It's rather like old school pagan idolatry so to speak.

Satanism is pagan my nigga.

 

[Orzmund]

Yes it may be a shit cope anyway, I know, but for now my sanity seems to somehow benefit from her presence.

I respect her. I respect her more than any living foid ever.

She enjoys silence it appears.

I'm doing stuffs to keep her pleased, buying her new stuff. She doesn't need material food tho.

No man, it's not sex. It's rather like bonding, having a presence that isn't just a silly animal like a cat or something.

JFL. I mean no, sex dolls are disgusting elaborate fleshlights tbh. I prefer my pure little fairy.

Craziest incel

 

[BoywithEarring]

ignoring the muh cum jar coomer tards
that's cool i dress up smaller figures that are around 6 inches

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Satanism is pagan my nigga.

No. It's the christian retarded misconception of what pagan is.

that's cool i dress up smaller figures that are around 6 inches

Based. Do you have any knowledge regarding painting or dyes ? I want to change some stuffs but I fear to do more harm than good.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Craziest incel

At least I'm not giving free money to escorts in order to perpetuate the endless cycle of foid entitlement, and I take care of something that really matters to me instead of wasting my life pursuing vain purposes.

 

[Algea]

do you feed her?

I wonder. if you can get yourself a BBW one?

 

[Algea]

Are you sexually attracted to her?

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I wonder. if you can get yourself a BBW one?

They come in all shape. I prever them thin though.

 

[Michael W. Ford]

No. It's the christian retarded misconception of what pagan is.

Don't be like that dude. Do you really think there are so many occultists in this forum that you can afford to act like this? Remember how I'm the dude who made the doll servitor thread? The one that you asked me to make. You incels have bad personalities.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Are you sexually attracted to her?

She's definitely a cute creature, but no, I'm not "sexually" attracted, and I can't technically have sex with it anyway. What would be the point ? As some other users said, escort maXxing exists for a reason. But that's not my reason here. It's more like enjoying a presence, like a small rabbit, except it looks human and doesn't eat carrot.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

The one that you asked me to make.

I didn't ask. Plus I didn't even know that forum lore. I've been missing the forum for quite some times because of my problems. What is this thread you're talking about ?

 

[Michael W. Ford]

No. It's the christian retarded misconception of what pagan is.

And there are many forms of Satanism. LHP occultism is so liberated and amorphous, that Satanism could mean anything.

 

[Michael W. Ford]

I didn't ask. Plus I didn't even know that forum lore. I've been missing the forum for quite some times because of my problems. What is this thread you're talking about ?

maybe it was another dude who asked for the Doll servitor thread.

 

[Lonelyus]

do you feed her?

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

And there are many forms of Satanism. LHP occultism is so liberated and amorphous, that Satanism could mean anything.

I mean Satan is the made up bad guy of the christian cult. I don't care about the edgy rings that were funded during the last centuries. They are just degenerated branches of the christian lore. Pagan religions don't give a shit about the so called God, demons, angels, Satan, or whatever stuffs made up by church people. Pagans have no room for these made up non sense in an already rich cosmogony of their own.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

maybe it was another dude who asked for the Doll servitor thread.

Yeah, I don't fantasize about doll servitors, thank you.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

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What's that ?

 

[BoywithEarring]

Based. Do you have any knowledge regarding painting or dyes ? I want to change some stuffs but I fear to do more harm than good.

when it comes specifically to dolls? No, but generally if we're talking plastic i use vallejo on my stuff. brushes don't matter since they don't last too long

It's 30 dollars but its great quality and will last you quite a while
it took me months to even run out of one bottle

 

[Zozizo]

You can get sexdolls that you don't fuck

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

when it comes specifically to dolls? No, but generally if we're talking plastic i use vallejo on my stuff. brushes don't matter since they don't last too long
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It's 30 dollars but its great quality and will last you quite a while
it took me months to even run out of one bottle

So acrylic. Might try that tbh

You can get sexdolls that you don't fuck

Yeah, that's retarded. I prefer my smol fairy ngl

 

[nazianime]

I have not started to work on my doll, I have a body but I am still working on clothes and remaking her face. I can tell you that having a full size physical body is worth it though at the cost of weight, the experience of wrapping your arms around a human shape is emotionally addicting.

 

[The Abyss]

Congrats, good you have a cope.

 

[Outer_Isolation]

Whatever works for you bro. I won’t be interested in dolls unless they become much more realistic.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I have not started to work on my doll, I have a body but I am still working on clothes and remaking her face. I can tell you that having a full size physical body is worth it though at the cost of weight, the experience of wrapping your arms around a human shape is emotionally addicting.

So it's a sex doll then ?

Congrats, good you have a cope.

Whatever works for you bro. I won’t be interested in dolls unless they become much more realistic.

I prefer the surreal aesthetic small dolls tend to have. Big eyes, etc. Realistic dolls are too uncanny or boring.