Ive been trying to NTmax for over a year

[Popbob]

It feels like i was better off when I started than I am now. I have too many embarrassing autistic moments nowdays. Last night I beat myself for 30 mins because I did something retarded again, When i was in highschool i didnt have to many autism moments I just didnt have any friends. Now I have a few friends and autism moments increased. whats going on ?!

 

[Deleted member 60]

It's too bad you didn't go to an autism school... Oh well. Just try not to think about it.

 

[Popbob]

It's too bad you didn't go to an autism school... Oh well. Just try not to think about it.

still buthurt that i insulted your precious school huh ? lol

 

[Deleted member 60]

still buthurt that i insulted your precious school huh ? lol

lol, that wasn't me.
but you got rekt by @kkt6 tbh

 

[Popbob]

lol, that wasn't me.
but you got rekt by @kkt6 tbh

yeah he really got me good

 

[Deleted member 60]

honestly, this is why I can't get close to people. They always start to realize I'm not normal after a while and shit gets awkward, so I just avoid them. I don't have enough experiences to fit in with normies, and the nerdy/ugly kids usually hate me for some reason.

 

[Weirdcel]

honestly, this is why I can't get close to people. They always start to realize I'm not normal after a while and shit gets awkward, so I just avoid them. I don't have enough experiences to fit in with normies, and the nerdy/ugly kids usually hate me for some reason.

This is it.

 

[Deleted member 60]

This is it.

I forget, do you have AvPD as well?

 

[Weirdcel]

I forget, do you have AvPD as well?

Never diagnosed but I think I do. Your post describes everything about me and why I don't like to get to know people/make friends.