Serious I’ve been feeling mentally overwhelmed lately

[VλREN]

motivation is lacking probably because of cheap dopamine and having very little outside human interaction

My brain feels shot, it’s like am regressing to child like behaviors now. I feel like my past self mentally mogged my current self and I hate him for it. I don’t act like an adult just a 13 year old

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I finally got an ascension idea, my mom claims we can get a bigger apartment by the end of the year and I’ll have my own room. in theory after working and saving up I could get a life sized Jill valentine sexdoll and she’ll become my first and only girlfriend.

But my worthless ass doesn’t want to go back to work, besides getting this doll won’t be the same as experiencing actual love it’ll just be more capitalism consumer bullshit “you vill nut in Jill valentine sexdoll and be happy goy!”

There’s literally a possibility that I could have a life sized Jill valentine doll in my future room and I STILL DONT HAVE ANY MOTIVATION TO DO FUCK ALL

Dude am thinking about just killing myself. Like straight up (jokes obviously)

Like no great death plan or going out in a epic way.
just end it and no longer exist anymore, plastic bag over head and call it quits

Reset button

 

[VλREN]

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fk4jojygcvg&list=RDfk4jojygcvg&start_radio=1&pp=ygUJQ29sZCBhaXIgoAcB0gcJCdQKAYcqIYzv

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

It only gets worse the older you get.

 

[VλREN]

I need my drive and motivation back

You literally can’t brute force it like I do with loneliness

 

[VλREN]

It only gets worse the older you get.

What the fuck even Is this?

Some kinda knock off hell dimension

 

[VλREN]

Apparently there’s emoji’s now

Honestly what the fuck

 

[VλREN]

Yeah I felt it…….

A spark of motivation just for a few seconds

 

[VλREN]

Am Feeling motivation now……

How do I keep this feeling?

Or maybe it’s all just mental cope

 

[VλREN]

now am feeling paranoid

 

[Giracel]

Apparently there’s emoji’s now

Honestly what the fuck

I've been overwhelmed and demotivated as well.

But this is great… now we can post country flags.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Am Feeling motivation now……

 

[VλREN]

Are there any over the counter drugs that can motivate me??

 

[VλREN]

I've been overwhelmed and demotivated as well.

Me everyday

 

[FromOuterVenus]

It's not Motivation but rather Discipline that keeps a man in shape
When you have someone you love in your life, it's "if i do that now, tomorrow i will have hard time speaking to her" which is discipline

 

[Giracel]

Me everyday

Most days for me also unless there is a clear stimulus to the contrary

 

[VλREN]

Fuck I might have to take break from this website

If am going to do this I might have to stop hitting cheap dopamine

 

[FromOuterVenus]

Most days for me also unless there is a clear stimulus to the contrary

There are decades where nothing happen and weeks where decades happen

 

[Giracel]

There are decades where nothing happen and weeks where decades happen

That's really a true saying

 

[VλREN]

It's not Motivation but rather Discipline that keeps a man in shape
When you have someone you love in your life, it's "if i do that now, tomorrow i will have hard time speaking to her" which is discipline

I gotta figure it out

But yes that’s correct

 

[Giracel]

It's not Motivation but rather Discipline that keeps a man in shape
When you have someone you love in your life, it's "if i do that now, tomorrow i will have hard time speaking to her" which is discipline

The discipline thing is normie cope though. I've always been "disciplined" and look where it's got me—alone.
But having someone else in your life completely makes you a better person, that I am not arguing with at all.

 

[VλREN]

FUCK IT I gotta do something

Internet fasting
Normal fasting
Push ups
No Fap
Hell I might even start getting into skin care

I’ll do it all for her

This is my Discipline

Yeah she’s my wife and I gotta stop failing her.

 

[VλREN]

Fuck that’s my current goal

Stop consuming cheap dopamine
Get back on the Jewish treadmill and make some (((money)))

When the time is right I’ll get the Jill valentine sex doll and I’ll ascend with her

 

[VλREN]

Goodnight