SuicideFuel I've been Cooming and LDARing for 15 years

[toyotacel]

when you're an ugly fuck you have no choice but to deteriorate and wallow in your own putrefaction, at 29 I've never been in a committed relationship with a girl let alone a date, I started beating off when I was 14, little did I know this was going to be only way for me to get my sexual needs met, right now beating off is starting to get depressing and sad, there was a time when I would do it without thought but now I'm starting to get ever so exasperated with it.

when I was in high school I thought jerking off would be something temporary but apparently its something ugly pieces of shit do in perpetuity, jizz belongs in a girl's pussy but for me it all goes into my crusty ass sock, its just so heartbreaking that you have to jerk off to girls who irl would be extremely disgusted by your horrid looks.

Why even be born with a dick and a sexual impulse if you can't even use it ?, its just doesn't make sense to me, I'm forever cursed with an appetite I can't even satisfy, it doesn't matter how many solo masturbation videos of girls riding dildos or lesbian kissing videos I watch its like drinking salt water, it won't quench the thirst.

looks like this is my fate, I'm gonna continue to coom for another 15 years until I finally muster up the courage to blow my brains out.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

same man
ive been in the downward spiral since i was 9 or 10
and rock bottom is nowhere in sight
it just keeps going down and down and down

 

[Deleted member 21219]

when you're an ugly fuck you have no choice but to deteriorate and wallow in your own putrefaction, at 29 I've never been in a committed relationship with a girl let alone a date, I started beating off when I was 14, little did I know this was going to be only way for me to get my sexual needs met, right now beating off is starting to get depressing and sad, there was a time when I would do it without thought but now I'm starting to get ever so exasperated with it.

when I was in high school I thought jerking off would be something temporary but apparently its something ugly pieces of shit do in perpetuity, jizz belongs in a girl's pussy but for me it all goes into my crusty ass sock, its just so heartbreaking that you have to jerk off to girls who irl would be extremely disgusted by your horrid looks.

Why even be born with a dick and a sexual impulse if you can't even use it ?, its just doesn't make sense to me, I'm forever cursed with an appetite I can't even satisfy, it doesn't matter how many solo masturbation videos of girls riding dildos or lesbian kissing videos I watch its like drinking salt water, it won't quench the thirst.

looks like this is my fate, I'm gonna continue to coom for another 15 years until I finally muster up the courage to blow my brains out.

Coommaxxing is a good cope tbh.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

same man
downward spiral since i was born

 

[CopingJim]

Coom keeps the doom at bay for now but I'm sure when I'm at your age I'll feel exactly the same

 

[IsolationHurts]

Relatable. Same age, same depression. I barely masturbate now, the implications are too depressing. I should have experienced sex 10 or 15 years ago, it should be something normal by now, like having breakfast, and i should have evolved, naturalized sex and relations with foids, and built a family at my age. I should be playing with my little kid, and having sex with my wife as something ordinary. But i was born ugly and male, so i dont deserve anything of this. Fuck my life.

 

[Gunnersup]

I can't jerk off, but I probably wouldn't even if I could

 

[Words2_live_bye]

I started beating off when I was 14, little did I know this was going to be only way for me to get my sexual needs met

i mog you
i've jerked it since i was 4

jizz belongs in a girl's pussy but for me it all goes into my crusty ass sock, its just so heartbreaking that you have to jerk off to girls who irl would be extremely disgusted by your horrid looks.

i mean like 60% of men also share that fate lol
only top 40% have chance of not disgusting a woman
and who the fuck cums in a sock
i cum in my pants like the Chad i am

 

[toyotacel]

Relatable. Same age, same depression. I barely masturbate now, the implications are too depressing. I should have experienced sex 10 or 15 years ago, it should be something normal by now, like having breakfast, and i should have evolved, naturalized sex and relations with foids, and built a family at my age. I should be playing with my little kid, and having sex with my wife as something ordinary. But i was born ugly and male, so i dont deserve anything of this. Fuck my life.

when you're unable to procreate it kills your motivation too, that's why I'm still living at home, my parents treat me like a 17 year old, I was never motivated to do anything with my life.

i mog you
i've jerked it since i was 4

i mean like 60% of men also share that fate lol
only top 40% have chance of not disgusting a woman
and who the fuck cums in a sock
i cum in my pants like the Chad i am

based.

 

[Dionysus]

This is brutal ngl. I'm trying to stop cooming to porn and try to keep it once or twice a week

 

[kikecel]

Fucking legend

 

[IsolationHurts]

when you're unable to procreate it kills your motivation too, that's why I'm still living at home, my parents treat me like a 17 year old, I was never motivated to do anything with my life.

I am able to do things without any kind of motivation. It is hell tho. Good luck bro. I lived as my parent´s virgin and pathetic pet many many years. Its absolutely humiliating. Hope you can find peace.

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

I can't jerk off, but I probably wouldn't even if I could

ELI5?

 

[Gunnersup]

ELI5?

Micropenis

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

Micropenis

But why wouldnt you wank off even once?
Do you have nocturnal emissions?

 

[ovrload]

I started masturbating at 23 JFL

 

[Gunnersup]

But why wouldnt you wank off even once?
Do you have nocturnal emissions?

Yes I have nocturnal emissions often. It's just uncomfortable to jerk off. I've done it probaly less than 15 times in my life

 

[truthpill]

El Dar

 

[Deleted member 14218]

i wouldn't be coomin so much if it didn't drive me insane i literally start sweating and i have racing thoughts its bullshit

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

take action and seamax then

 

[theson]

when you're an ugly fuck you have no choice but to deteriorate and wallow in your own putrefaction, at 29 I've never been in a committed relationship with a girl let alone a date, I started beating off when I was 14, little did I know this was going to be only way for me to get my sexual needs met, right now beating off is starting to get depressing and sad, there was a time when I would do it without thought but now I'm starting to get ever so exasperated with it.

when I was in high school I thought jerking off would be something temporary but apparently its something ugly pieces of shit do in perpetuity, jizz belongs in a girl's pussy but for me it all goes into my crusty ass sock, its just so heartbreaking that you have to jerk off to girls who irl would be extremely disgusted by your horrid looks.

Why even be born with a dick and a sexual impulse if you can't even use it ?, its just doesn't make sense to me, I'm forever cursed with an appetite I can't even satisfy, it doesn't matter how many solo masturbation videos of girls riding dildos or lesbian kissing videos I watch its like drinking salt water, it won't quench the thirst.

looks like this is my fate, I'm gonna continue to coom for another 15 years until I finally muster up the courage to blow my brains out.

I am the same as you and I lost my sex drive these past 2 years. I can get hard and cum and I still jerk off but the actual feeling of excitement is just totally gone and I am bored of porn. It's like I'm 10 years older than my age. I guess being stressed out and lonely all the time ages you faster.

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

El Dar

Anglo-Hispanic cel.

 

[BlkPillPres]

when you're unable to procreate it kills your motivation too, that's why I'm still living at home, my parents treat me like a 17 year old, I was never motivated to do anything with my life.

The problem is derive "motivation" from positive reinforcement rather than negative reinforcement, you're using the wrong fuel for your vehicle

Also when I hear shit like this it sounds like bullshit to be, because you just pointed out multiple different thought points that should motivate you

"unable to procreate" - I need to get rich so I can afford a surrogate and raise a child on my own

"my parents treat me like a 17 year old" - I need to get enough money and resources to move out so I don't get treated like a 17 year old

Its the negatives in your life that should motivate you to want to change it, you are kind of putting the cart before the horse by expecting that you should first get positive things, and then that's your motivation to work to keep them, shit never works like that for 90% of people on the planet

I'm sorry but you really just sound lazy and priviledged, if you had parents that would throw you out of the house and leave you on the streets for doing nothing (like mines JFL), I'd bet my life you wouldn't make any excuses, because you couldn't afford to, if its the choice between try or be home less, you'd choose to try, the problem is that your parents tolerate your shit JFL

I mean think of someone who was born in some slum, you really think they have the luxury of telling themselves - "Oh boy, I'm all out of motivation, guess I'll just lie in this ditch and starve" JFL

when you're an ugly fuck you have no choice but to deteriorate and wallow in your own putrefaction

Sorry but it is a choice, there's a lot that you could have done in 10 years to possibly change your life, would you have become more attractive, no, get a girl friend, no, but you could have moved out of your parents house and started to build some wealth so you have more options rather than just masturbation

looks like this is my fate

Yes a fate you resigned yourself to, you are reminding me a lot of @FrustratedWhiteMale, I think he's a troll, because no way you live for fucking decades on end and you do nothing but complain, that's fucking retarded, you telling me you don't even feel anger, that's the only way you wouldn't do anything, if you got mad you'd do something, even something criminal, but you wouldn't just LDAR

I assume every poster like you is larping, it doesn't sound like a real person at all

I'm gonna continue to coom for another 15 years until I finally muster up the courage to blow my brains out.

Why wait, take the initiative, blow your brains out now, not gonna make a difference anyways

I like when people speak of suicide as something they "put on hold"

Its like - "I'm definitely going to kill myself because I'm never going to try and change my life, but how about I just randomly wait a few more years for no reason and delay the inevitable"



If you aren't going to try, just kill yourself and be done with it, waiting a few more years makes no difference, what are you waiting around for, wasting more of your parents money for kicks?

 

[ChinaCurry]

No offense man but I hate Coomers, because I used to be one. Just seriously try nofap ffs

 

[Deleted member 22685]

looks like this is my fate, I'm gonna continue to coom for another 15 years until I finally muster up the courage to blow my brains out.

Damn, it never get's easier to read this stuff

 

[truthpill]

Anglo-Hispanic cel.

Brutal

 

[toyotacel]

The problem is derive "motivation" from positive reinforcement rather than negative reinforcement, you're using the wrong fuel for your vehicle

Also when I hear shit like this it sounds like bullshit to be, because you just pointed out multiple different thought points that should motivate you

"unable to procreate" - I need to get rich so I can afford a surrogate and raise a child on my own

"my parents treat me like a 17 year old" - I need to get enough money and resources to move out so I don't get treated like a 17 year old

Its the negatives in your life that should motivate you to want to change it, you are kind of putting the cart before the horse by expecting that you should first get positive things, and then that's your motivation to work to keep them, shit never works like that for 90% of people on the planet

I'm sorry but you really just sound lazy and priviledged, if you had parents that would throw you out of the house and leave you on the streets for doing nothing (like mines JFL), I'd bet my life you wouldn't make any excuses, because you couldn't afford to, if its the choice between try or be home less, you'd choose to try, the problem is that your parents tolerate your shit JFL

I mean think of someone who was born in some slum, you really think they have the luxury of telling themselves - "Oh boy, I'm all out of motivation, guess I'll just lie in this ditch and starve" JFL

This is the problem with pseudo-intellectual faggots like yourself who lack self-awareness, you just assume loners and people with low self-esteems who get negative reinforcement for years can all of a sudden disregard that and achieve whatever they want to do. The thing that gives a man motivation in life is relationships dumbass, if you have shitty relationships or lack thereof then you won't be motivated to do anything, men built civilization for others, a man achieves to attract a woman and start a family, pussy is the reason why guys wanna make a lot of money and drive expensive cars, they don't do it for their own leisure.

You sound just like every foid and dipshit normie that hides behind ineffectual platitudes and think with their own hubris rather than have the ability to empathize and understand deeply why the other person is in the rut that he is in.

You seriously think that just because someone experiences enough pain and suffering in their life all of a sudden they will be inspired and motivated to achieve greater things ? JFL , there's millions of people in this planet that live shitty lives in complete poverty and they stay that way, for generations that is. The things that will determine your life is your looks, your upbringing and the positive reinforcement you get from society.

Well since you don't know shit about me I actually did attempt to live on my own, I was homeless for a month and I ended up getting my own place but I had to come back to my parents house because I couldn't hold down a job, I hated the people around me in those jobs because most of them were annoying thugs and ghetto trash, and I found them to be intolerable, I hated getting into petty arguments with them, so as a result I had to leave that state I was in.

Right now I do have a job,I buy my own shit and I'm teaching myself how to day trade.

Sorry but it is a choice, there's a lot that you could have done in 10 years to possibly change your life, would you have become more attractive, no, get a girl friend, no, but you could have moved out of your parents house and started to build some wealth so you have more options rather than just masturbation

I tried a lot things, but again when you don't have any relationships it will be difficult to become motivated, I don't spend hours upon hours of my time cooming, I have a job.

Yes a fate you resigned yourself to, you are reminding me a lot of @FrustratedWhiteMale, I think he's a troll, because no way you live for fucking decades on end and you do nothing but complain, that's fucking retarded, you telling me you don't even feel anger, that's the only way you wouldn't do anything, if you got mad you'd do something, even something criminal, but you wouldn't just LDAR

I assume every poster like you is larping, it doesn't sound like a real person at all

JFL, do something criminal ?, how much of a retarded dickhead are you ?, yeah just get locked up bro, fucking clown.

you really have no idea how fucking angry I am, I am angry every single day, The whole point of this forum is to complain and vent, I'm sure your arrogant ass does it all the time.

And no I'm not larping, I could say that same about you, you're trying to larp as some successful guy with tons of money who has life figured, but I won't because I don't know you irl.

Why wait, take the initiative, blow your brains out now, not gonna make a difference anyways

I like when people speak of suicide as something they "put on hold"

Its like - "I'm definitely going to kill myself because I'm never going to try and change my life, but how about I just randomly wait a few more years for no reason and delay the inevitable"



If you aren't going to try, just kill yourself and be done with it, waiting a few more years makes no difference, what are you waiting around for, wasting more of your parents money for kicks ?

You really have no self-awareness, I can already tell you're probably autistic, suicide is something that takes a lot of courage to do, and I simply don't have the courage to do it, just like lots of other people, has that ever occurred to you ?, I tried multiple times but I'm too scared to do it.

Once again I am doing something with my life, I know you like to sneer down on the users here but I get it, you probably do have money, your own place and a career, but damn you're one arrogant cocksucker, JFL your advice is so useless and pathetic.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I tried multiple times but I'm too scared to do it

If you actually tried you'd be severely injured or disfigured

you just assume loners and people with low self-esteems who get negative reinforcement for years can all of a sudden disregard that and achieve whatever they want to do

1. The negative reinforcement should be the source of your motivation that's the point

2. Strawman, you can't achieve whatever you want, but you can achieve something

The thing that gives a man motivation in life is relationships dumbass

Speak for yourself, you just like the comfort of a self fulfilling prophecy so you can pat yourself on the back and never try, because if the source of motivation is relationships, and you need to motivate yourself to get into a relationship, you are basically stuck

That's not how things work though, what you're saying is complete bullshit

You must be retarded, are you actually saying no man on the planet has ever been motivated by greed, hatred, lust, jealousy, etc?

Right now I do have a job,I buy my own shit and I'm teaching myself how to day trade

JFL what the fuck are you arguing with me for then and how the fuck are you going to make a "I've been LDAR for 15 years thread" if you have job and you're learning to day trade?, do you even know the meaning of "LDAR"?

Don't use misleading thread titles, I was just about to block you till I read this JFL, wtf you "trying to fit in with the cool kids"

"I LDAR too guys, am I incel enough?"

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Same but for 5 years

 

[toyotacel]

Speak for yourself, you just like the comfort of a self fulfilling prophecy so you can pat yourself on the back and never try, because if the source of motivation is relationships, and you need to motivate yourself to get into a relationship, you are basically stuck

That's not how things work though, what you're saying is complete bullshit

You must be retarded, are you actually saying no man on the planet has ever been motivated by greed, hatred, lust, jealousy, etc?

Once again your advice is so useless, are you even blackpilled dude ?, you sound like a bluepilled NPC cuck, I'm a fucking 2/10 stupid, women always reject me, I gave up on attracting women because I'm too ugly.

nah man you're the one who's retarded, stop putting up this facade that you're some fucking polymath with an IQ of 150, you think those are good motivators ?, why would I want to get motivated by things that would bring harm to myself ?,think about it genius. usually guys who get motivated by that don't have good outcomes.

JFL what the fuck are you arguing with me for then and how the fuck are you going to make a "I've been LDAR for 15 years thread" if you have job and you're learning to day trade?, do you even know the meaning of "LDAR"?

Don't use misleading thread titles, I was just about to block you till I read this JFL, wtf you "trying to fit in with the cool kids"

"I LDAR too guys, am I incel enough?"

Because that's all that I do in my free time, even before I was working I would spend hours upon hours laying down in my bed on my laptop, I don't have any friends. I don't leave the house when I'm not working.

 

[Deleted member 16608]

When you can't even get hard to porn anymore you know you've hit the bottom of the depression well. I am apathetic to the thought of cooming atm. I just know it's a very brief moment of hedonic pleasure with a depressive fallout. What's the point to jerking off to something I can't have, is a complete fabrication? I'm also giving credibility and money to (((them))) even indirectly through site traffic. Fuck.

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Why even be born with a dick

Not this again pls

 

[Deleted member 1983]

When you can't even get hard to porn anymore you know you've hit the bottom of the depression well. I am apathetic to the thought of cooming atm. I just know it's a very brief moment of hedonic pleasure with a depressive fallout. What's the point to jerking off to something I can't have, is a complete fabrication? I'm also giving credibility and money to (((them))) even indirectly through site traffic. Fuck.

I relate to this

 

[UKhapacel]

Escortmax maybe, if u see stripper then she will show bobs

 

[Deleted member 22999]

I coom on my stomach then do a shameful waddle to the bathroom to use toilet paper to rub it off

 

[toyotacel]

Escortmax maybe, if u see stripper then she will show bobs

I'm sick of escortmaxxing, I always feel like shit after I see a whore, it doesn't fill the void in my heart

 

[Incel Gamer]

same man
ive been in the downward spiral since i was 9 or 10
and rock bottom is nowhere in sight
it just keeps going down and down and down

Brutal rockbottompill

 

[metabuxx]

Its gonna get worse

 

[Deleted member 26032]

Its gonna get worse