I've been browsing prostitute sites this weekend...

[HowCanSheSlap]

I was a one time escortcel in November 2015. I had my 4th year escort anniversary a couple days ago, celebrating my first kiss and blowjob (still not had actual sex tho).

I'm 24. 25 next month I've already resigned to the fact I'll never get a girl (less than 1% chance at this stage). Having the urge to see an escort was common - but before I'd wank on it and lose the urge.

I've grown more and more inclined to do it again. I still don't wanna lose my virginity - but this time want to to do proper facefucking, tongue kissing and pussy/ass licking. I've been browsing literally 100s of girls in my city - I can't find one that ticks all my boxes. Many of them hide their faces in their pics so it's hard for me to choose - not going to choose some skank-looking whore. Plus, for some odd reason I want to see a noodlewhore rather than a white or other ethnic girls. Imo, noodles are least ugliest if they're within a normal weight range - unlike whites.

The main problem is last time I escorted, I never REALLY liked it. I liked the intimacy - and kind of miss that aspect too. But I cried myself home that night at how pathetic I was and the lack of connection between me and the girl. When I look back on it, it's the biggest regret of my life. Yet I crave it more - even knowing I will regret it afterwards.

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

What does a blowjob feel like? Why didn't you do penetration?

 

[zangano1]

Then don't do it

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

What does a blowjob feel like? Why didn't you do penetration?

It was with a condom. So can;t say I had the full experience tbh. It didnt feel as good as I expected, but it did keep me hard

Didn't do penetration because tbh I am a religiouscel.. But I also fear it and fear my lack of experience will show. Plus, I don't wanna catch something from a whore whose fucked 100s of guys.

Then don't do it

That's the point. I can't resist. I know it will be bad but I can't get rid of the urge. Tbh it's all I can think about this last week. It's like I NEED to go in order to get upset again and be put off from going again until a few years later. I don't think I'll get addicted.... given I felt ashamed last time.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I browse sometimes too. Can’t see myself paying money for staged sex where the girl has zero desire for me

 

[Firefly]

I am sick of seeing these greycels' threads about going to see an escort like it's the right thing to do.
STOP PAYING MONEY TO FEMOIDS,
THAT'S WHAT NORMIES WANT YOU TO DO,
I rather read those Nazi threads and I am from Israel.
The state of this forum is just trash.

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

I am sick of seeing these greycels' threads about going to see an escort like it's the right thing to do.
STOP PAYING MONEY TO FEMOIDS,
THAT'S WHAT NORMIES WANT YOU TO DO,
I rather read those Nazi threads and I am from Israel.
The state of this forum is just trash.

I know its the wrong thing. I even get depressed about thinking like this. It's not something I'm proud of - but I can't help it. That's why I'm asking for help from former escortcels.

 

[Firefly]

I know its the wrong thing. I even get depressed about thinking like this. It's not something I'm proud of - but I can't help it. That's why I'm asking for help from former escortcels.

DON'T DO IT

 

[Ping And Pong]

DON'T DO IT

Dude you must be low T or some shit, I don't think you realise how bad sex drive is for some of us. You think anyone here wants to fuck some whore with disease and PAY for it?!?

 

[Sad_Eunuch]

If you really don't want to and the urge is getting too strong, whack it till the urge is gone. Also, if you're scared of catching an STD, think about how that'll weigh on your mind while you wait at least 3 months to go get the test. An accurate HIV test can't be done till 90 days after the potential exposure occurred.

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

If you really don't want to and the urge is getting too strong, whack it till the urge is gone.

Dude you must be low T or some shit, I don't think you realise how bad sex drive is for some of us. You think anyone here wants to fuck some whore with disease and PAY for it?!?

Exactly this. Before I would whack one off and the urge will go - instantly I'd regret even considering the thought I had wanted to see an escort. Last 3 days I've been wanking 3-4 times a day, at the same time right after - I'm still on escort sites browsing and getting hard. Wanking on it isn't helping anymore.

 

[Emba]

Links or it didn't happen

 

[based_meme]

I am a religiouscel..

A religiouscel who goes to prostitutes for blowjobs and pussy/ass licking......

JFL, what is this world?

 

[Sad_Eunuch]

So can you share the sites you've been browsing?

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

Links or it didn't happen

So can you share the sites you've been browsing?

adultwork.com

 

[Emba]

Thanks

 

[thebuddhacel]

A religiouscel who goes to prostitutes for blowjobs and pussy/ass licking......

JFL, what is this world?

All religious people are hypocrites to be honest, me included.

 

[lightskin2thousand0]

just be prostitute bro

 

[nazianime]

A religiouscel who goes to prostitutes for blowjobs and pussy/ass licking......

JFL, what is this world?

I was just about to say this, you are browsing for prostitutes and have paid for prostitute to perform sexual acts on you. You have received oral sex from the prostitute, that makes you not a virgin unfortunately. I would just do it already honestly, you are far from being the angel you think you are. At this point its like the christian whores that are saving it for marriage but still give oral sex and anal sex.

 

[based_meme]

All religious people are hypocrites to be honest, me included.

False. Don't generalize where you can easily be mistaken (from yourself to everyone else).

Note that sinning as a religious person does not necessarily imply hypocrisy. If you sin as a habit or a lifestyle, while presenting an alternate faccade, though, then that is hypocrisy.

 

[Deleted member 4760]

I rather read those Nazi threads and I am from Israel.
The state of this forum is just trash.

based and gaspilled

 

[HowCanSheSlap]

All religious people are hypocrites to be honest, me included.

Religion is the only thing that has kept me from being a complete degenerate tbh. It goes against my values I know but I have the urge. Religion is supposed to be a test of faith.

False. Don't generalize where you can easily be mistaken (from yourself to everyone else).

Note that sinning as a religious person does not necessarily imply hypocrisy. If you sin as a habit or a lifestyle, while presenting an alternate faccade, though, then that is hypocrisy.

Are you Islampilled? It pretty much teaches that. Even the most orthodox and conservative religious scholars can't say a person who engages in theft, violence, even gay sex isnt a muslim - they should be punished, but it doesn't invalidate their faith. Only, when they try to justify it and make it a right. If you know its wrong in your heart but do it, its a sign of weak faith.

 

[based_meme]

Religion is the only thing that has kept me from being a complete degenerate tbh. It goes against my values I know but I have the urge. Religion is supposed to be a test of faith.




Are you Islampilled? It pretty much teaches that. Even the most orthodox and conservative religious scholars can't say a person who engages in theft, violence, even gay sex isnt a muslim - they should be punished, but it doesn't invalidate their faith. Only, when they try to justify it and make it a right. If you know its wrong in your heart but do it, its a sign of weak faith.

Yes. They're right about women and absolutely based.

 

[Sammy]

I had my first time with an escort last year, and it wasn't very good. I'm not sure whether it was that my dick is small or my anxiety meant I didn't get fully erect (probably both), but my dick kept popping out during the sex. I also found it hard to cum, it seems insane I have masturbated to tiny jpg images of girls before why couldn't I to the real thing? I only came in the end by my looking at her face and getting off to that as we did it.

It didn't really solve anything, I'm still lonely as hell, in fact it probably has made it worse as I've gotten a taste of the real thing.

 

[Monk of Failure]

Holes don't deserve money for sex.

 

[theson]

The main problem is last time I escorted, I never REALLY liked it. I liked the intimacy - and kind of miss that aspect too. But I cried myself home that night at how pathetic I was and the lack of connection between me and the girl.

You went in expecting to find the wrong thing. You need to understand that you're making a transaction. You give her money and she lets you take her body for a ride. That's it. Once you get in the right state of mind you will start to have more enjoyable experiences.

I'm going to give you the same advice I give everyone else that posts about escorts. If you still want to do it, try to find online reviews for your local girls to give you a vector for finding a quality experience and try to stick to agencies if there are any in your local area because indie escorts tend to overcharge. Also if the girl has a twitter, make sure to check it out because you can sort of tell if she's a huge bitch/manhater from her tweets. Like I said, where I live there are many indie escorts that unironically charge twice the average market price per hour, require screening (ie require new clients to provide their ID/name of their workplace), and then go on twitter and badmouth their clients calling them pathetic losers. Watch out for online classifieds sites (like the former backpage) as these tend to have a lot of bait-and-switch scams where the girl will use fake pics and then you show up at the door and it's a disgusting old hag.

Back to online reviews - try to find an escort review forum for your city or country. This is the best place to find reviews for local girls and ask any questions you may have regarding whoremongering. The reviews tell you what kind of services the girl offers, what her attitude is like, the accuracy of her pics, etc.

Remember: NEVER pay more than the average price. Higher price doesn't guarantee service. And if paying for sex is illegal in your area and a girl tries to "screen" (demands your personal info like real name/linkedin/your workplace for her """"""safety"""""") or wants a deposit prior to the appointment do NOT do this, it isn't worth it. I know it sounds weird but I live in Canada, which is full of pathetic simps that let whores get away with all but murder.

 

[Deleted member 6329]

Fawkng fakecel cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

There is literally nothing wrong with escorting. How the fuck else are you going to fuck? Until realistic bots are available, they are the only option. If you feel really high inhib or just "don't want to give money to whores/women", just buy a sexdoll.

 

[FukFeminism]

just be prostitute bro

 

[K9Otaku]

I was a one time escortcel in November 2015. I had my 4th year escort anniversary a couple days ago, celebrating my first kiss and blowjob (still not had actual sex tho).

I'm 24. 25 next month I've already resigned to the fact I'll never get a girl (less than 1% chance at this stage). Having the urge to see an escort was common - but before I'd wank on it and lose the urge.

I've grown more and more inclined to do it again. I still don't wanna lose my virginity - but this time want to to do proper facefucking, tongue kissing and pussy/ass licking. I've been browsing literally 100s of girls in my city - I can't find one that ticks all my boxes. Many of them hide their faces in their pics so it's hard for me to choose - not going to choose some skank-looking whore. Plus, for some odd reason I want to see a noodlewhore rather than a white or other ethnic girls. Imo, noodles are least ugliest if they're within a normal weight range - unlike whites.

The main problem is last time I escorted, I never REALLY liked it. I liked the intimacy - and kind of miss that aspect too. But I cried myself home that night at how pathetic I was and the lack of connection between me and the girl. When I look back on it, it's the biggest regret of my life. Yet I crave it more - even knowing I will regret it afterwards.

Your negative reaction afterwards means you are still foid worshipping. You expected some kind of transforming foid magic to happen to you (what you call a "connection") and of course it did not happen. So you cried yourself home in disappointment.

If you become a true foid agnostic then you don't expect anything from the foid except sex. That is the secret to enjoyable escortcelling

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Even browsing escorting sites makes me feel creeped out FOR THEM. That's the main reason why I don't wanna do it. I'm not denying their services for myself, I'm doing it for THEIR sanity. I don't want to tramatize them with my tiny dick. I am a fucking cuck.

 

[Billowel]

I was a one time escortcel in November 2015. I had my 4th year escort anniversary a couple days ago, celebrating my first kiss and blowjob (still not had actual sex tho).

I'm 24. 25 next month I've already resigned to the fact I'll never get a girl (less than 1% chance at this stage). Having the urge to see an escort was common - but before I'd wank on it and lose the urge.

I've grown more and more inclined to do it again. I still don't wanna lose my virginity - but this time want to to do proper facefucking, tongue kissing and pussy/ass licking. I've been browsing literally 100s of girls in my city - I can't find one that ticks all my boxes. Many of them hide their faces in their pics so it's hard for me to choose - not going to choose some skank-looking whore. Plus, for some odd reason I want to see a noodlewhore rather than a white or other ethnic girls. Imo, noodles are least ugliest if they're within a normal weight range - unlike whites.

The main problem is last time I escorted, I never REALLY liked it. I liked the intimacy - and kind of miss that aspect too. But I cried myself home that night at how pathetic I was and the lack of connection between me and the girl. When I look back on it, it's the biggest regret of my life. Yet I crave it more - even knowing I will regret it afterwards.

mate just travel to the thailand,vietnam or philiphines if you are going to fuck some noodlewhore(unless you have some problem with dark skin but even then you should be able to find some girls with lighter skin).Asian pussy is usually expensive but if you can find it for cheap then going to thailand but not be the best decision.good luck anon.