SuicideFuel I've been back in school since Tuesday and there hasn't been one day in which I haven't embarrassed myself in front of the whole class

[Deleted member 11159]

I am too high inhib to say what happened but each day I did at least one extremely autistic thing which caused the whole class to laugh at me. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Why can't I act like a normal person?
I am 5'11 so i'm the same height as most people, I have an alright frame yet when i'm in school around others, I feel so frail and insignificant. It feels like I can't control my legs. At this point I have mastered the virgin walk.
I daydream all the time and I'm pretty sure I make weird faces even while looking at a teacher, like my emotions spill out without me knowing. Whenever i'm forced to speak I stutter and can't pronounce words correctly.

Is this some form of autism? If I have to experience such misery everyday I should at least be getting the autismbux that I deserve. Fuck this piece of shit life. If I wasn't so low IQ I could've made some bullshit app like Snapchat that normies would be addicted to and spent the rest of my days on a yacht without having to worry about seeing people ever again.

 

[janoycresva]

Same tbh, back when I was 230lbs and 6'0 I still felt so insignificant and frail around people. I also mispronounce words and stutter slightly when asked to speak srs, it's the incel curse.

Im leaving for school tomorrow, I really really don't want to be surrounded by a bunch of new people. Gonna suck cock.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

Just keep your mouth shut bro

 

[Cuyen]

You have been isolation for months now back to school,to people that's why you doing such autistic behaviors.you'll overcome it bro

 

[StaroRavager]

I am too high inhib to say what happened but each day I did at least one extremely autistic thing which caused the whole class to laugh at me. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Why can't I act like a normal person?
I am 5'11 so i'm the same height as most people, I have an alright frame yet when i'm in school around others, I feel so frail and insignificant. It feels like I can't control my legs. At this point I have mastered the virgin walk.
I daydream all the time and I'm pretty sure I make weird faces even while looking at a teacher, like my emotions spill out without me knowing. Whenever i'm forced to speak I stutter and can't pronounce words correctly.

Is this some form of autism? If I have to experience such misery everyday I should at least be getting the autismbux that I deserve. Fuck this piece of shit life. If I wasn't so low IQ I could've made some bullshit app like Snapchat that normies would be addicted to and spent the rest of my days on a yacht without having to worry about seeing people ever again.

I went through the same problem but I realized that it was because I was intimidated by my surroundings. When someone is scared, nervous, or intimidated, they tend to fuck up