Venting I've been awoke for 30 hours.

[Deleted member 1269]

And i refuse to sleep because i don't want to face another miserable day full of pain and suffering. I know god won't let me die in my sleep as always and i have to suffer for several decades or rope and suffer for eternity, so i really have no option but to suffer for a very long period of time.

 

[theultimate341]

I see no reason to stay awake that long tbh

 

[Jockcel]

You have just hit rock bottom.

 

[Animecel2D]

It’s over for sleepcels

 

[Deleted member 1269]

You have just hit rock bottom.

I think i've never even seen the light above that bottom.

 

[Lonelyvirgin]

Go to sleep man

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Your lack of sleep adds to your already-tired-looking appearance. I was awake for 33 or 34 hours yesterday before I finally slept. When I told my friend's little brother at 2PM that I hadn't slept for 26 hours at the time, he said "I don't believe that, you don't even look tired." Last night, I slept on just a mattress with no pillow and covers. Kek. And it was freezing last night. I was just too tired to care. But, I have been doing this many times, not sleeping and staying awake for over 30 hours. It's not good for your brain man, you're still developing at your age. Lack of sleep leads to brain shrinkage. This adds to the brain fog you are already experiencing, man. Just shut down the computer, turn off your mobile phone and enter dreamland, brother. I'm gonna sleep in an hour or so, though. Maybe two. I suggest you do the same.

 

[Minamoto]

Maybe you should go to sleep. Sleep is my cope

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Your lack of sleep adds to your already-tired-looking appearance. I was awake for 33 or 34 hours yesterday before I finally slept. When I told my friend's little brother at 2PM that I hadn't slept for 26 hours at the time, he said "I don't believe that, you don't even look tired." Last night, I slept on just a mattress with no pillow and covers. Kek. And it was freezing last night. I was just too tired to care. But, I have been doing this many times, not sleeping and staying awake for over 30 hours. It's not good for your brain man, you're still developing at your age. Lack of sleep leads to brain shrinkage. This adds to the brain fog you are already experiencing, man. Just shut down the computer, turn off your mobile phone and enter dreamland, brother. I'm gonna sleep in an hour or so, though. Maybe two. I suggest you do the same.

What's weird is that my brain doesn't want to sleep, it's like my brain doesn't want to sleep and wake up to face another day and feel the disappointment and agony it feels everytime i wake up. My body is extremely tired tho because i walked for miles today and jumped from a very high place.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

What's weird is that my brain doesn't want to sleep, it's like my brain doesn't want to sleep and wake up to face another day and feel the disappointment and agony it feels everytime i wake up. My body is extremely tired tho because i walked for miles today and jumped from a very high place.

Your brain is tricking you. You're going to feel better if you sleep. You probably feel a bit more miserable than usual today (I mean, your post even confirms this, in a way) so I suggest you ignore what your brain makes you believe. Just go to sleep, and embrace those little hours of sleep where you aren't hurting. What did you jump off from?

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Your brain is tricking you. You're going to feel better if you sleep. You probably feel a bit more miserable than usual today (I mean, your post even confirms this, in a way) so I suggest you ignore what your brain makes you believe. Just go to sleep, and embrace those little hours of sleep where you aren't hurting. What did you jump off from?

I think you can guess why i'm miserable, especially when you know who i saw today

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I think you can guess why i'm miserable, especially when you know who i saw today

Damn, I had at least hoped that experience would've gone better and brightened your mood... sorry brother. =(

 

[_incelinside]

I feel great after waking up from sleep tbh. The suffering only escalates as I go through the day

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Damn, I had at least hoped that experience would've gone better and brightened your mood... sorry brother. =(

Nothing happened to me, but the thought of missing out on such cuties kills me from the inside. I'm missing out on everything.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Nothing happened to me, but the thought of missing out on such cuties kills me from the inside. I'm missing out on everything.

Same here brother. That's why you need to sleep, so you can not think about it. It's the only drug we have.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Same here brother. That's why you need to sleep, so you can not think about it. It's the only drug we have.

We're suffering too much that it's ridiculous at this point. I hate this life and i don't want it anymore, i don't want love or sex or anything i just want to die and be done with this bullshit.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

We're suffering too much that it's ridiculous at this point. I hate this life and i don't want it anymore, i don't want love or sex or anything i just want to die and be done with this bullshit.

You don't mean this brother. We both know it. It's ok to feel sad sometimes. But you really need to go to bed.......

 

[Deleted member 3291]

I feel you, best way for me to sleep is to have some peaceful ost playing in the back. I suggest kingdom hearts ost or kimi no na wa ost.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

You don't mean this brother. We both know it. It's ok to feel sad sometimes. But you really need to go to bed.......

Yeah man whatever it's not like me whining like a worthless slut going to change anything anyways.

 

[Mr Joyboy]

Gotta sleep brah.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Yeah man whatever it's not like me whining like a worthless slut going to change anything anyways.

True, but it helps also not thinking about it. It's literally suicide fuel to think about it.

 

[Captvic]

You're fucking up your T levels

 

[Deleted member 1269]

True, but it helps also not thinking about it. It's literally suicide fuel to think about it.

Yeah you're right it's better to avoid thinking about anything at this point.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

I feel you, best way for me to sleep is to have some peaceful ost playing in the back. I suggest kingdom hearts ost or kimi no na wa ost.

Thanks for the suggestion ^_^

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Yeah you're right it's better to avoid thinking about anything at this point.

Trust me boyo. Thinking just makes it worse. Go to sleep!!

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Gotta sleep brah.

I'm trying, i'm actually laying on the bed right now.

 

[Deleted member 1269]

You're fucking up your T levels

How ?

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Trust me boyo. Thinking just makes it worse. Go to sleep!!

Yeah brother thanks for your help again, you really have helped me a lot.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Yeah brother thanks for your help again, you really have helped me a lot.

You're welcome brother! Always a pleasure to help a Muslim brother in need.

 

[Captvic]

How ?

Your body produces the most testosterone when sleeping. By not sleeping your body is not replenishing the testosterone that was converted to dht

 

[Deleted member 1269]

Your body produces the most testosterone when sleeping. By not sleeping your body is not replenishing the testosterone that was converted to dht

Good because this fucking dht is the reason why i'm balding.

 

[Kointo1]

You're fucking up your T levels

Who cares? It's over anyway.

 

[FACEandLMS]

where are you from?

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I am either completely sleep deprived or I sleep for 10-13 hours.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

And i refuse to sleep because i don't want to face another miserable day full of pain and suffering. I know god won't let me die in my sleep as always and i have to suffer for several decades or rope and suffer for eternity, so i really have no option but to suffer for a very long period of time.

You'll eventually keel over and drift to sleep.

 

[Z-type EX-CEL]

I've been awoke for 10 years