SuicideFuel ITT autistic cringy memories

[NEETAndTidy]

I'll start...

When I was about 17 I had just started smoking weed and drank now and then.

My mom had a bunch of people over for Thanksgiving, and her one friend brought his daughter (16) a typical hippy (white girl with dreadlocks) REALLY PRETTY like a 10/10 face, skinny with an 8+ body

I had just gotten home (I had a car at the time and just went to buy weed)

Mom: "Hey NEET this is Stacy, blanks daughter
Me: "Oh okay. Hi.
Stacy: "Hi, nice to meet you"
Mom: "Why don't you take her down and show her your man cave!"
Me: "Why? Okay I guess."
*take her downstairs and say "this is it" she says "awesome! Youre lucky to have a place of your own my room is so small" i just kinda say "that sucks" and we go back upstairs*
Mom: "Oh I thought you guys would hang out.."

Tfw I didnt offer her pot
Tfw She seemed willing to hang out with me
Tfw she never spoke to me again despite seeing her
Tfw I could have maybe had a friend
Tfw I'm a fucking retarded sack of autistic garbage


Tfw I'm coping and she was probably just being friendly cause that's what you're supposed to do

TFW I forgot about this for years JFL what else have I repressed.. brb looking for a rope

 

[NEETAndTidy]

It was either hang out with boomers or be around me till her dad was ready to leave.

But either way she never even said hello to me again

 

[Deleted member 8353]

"Just approach, bro."
"Just respond, bro."

Doesn't work when you're not running the same software that normies are, I tried to make friends, to approach girls, but I don't even know what to say to them. If I imitate them, I can't initiate. If I be myself, I give people the wrong idea most of the time.

I just wish that I wasn't defective, and I know what you mean OP.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

"Just approach, bro."
"Just respond, bro."

Doesn't work when you're not running the same software that normies are, I tried to make friends, to approach girls, but I don't even know what to say to them. If I imitate them, I can't initiate. If I be myself, I give people the wrong idea most of the time.

I just wish that I wasn't defective, and I know what you mean OP.

Not only does the autism kill my social functioning. But a lifetime of having no friends to speak of im basically a robot in a human suit

 

[Insomniac]

My whole life is one giant cringy autistic memory.

I guess one of the most autistic things I ever did was talk to a girl I liked about my fascination with space. I was talking about supernovas I think and I thought she would be impressed with my knowledge but she didn’t look interested at all and one of her friends stepped in to stop me.

I’m too autistic for this world tbh..

 

[Deleted member 8353]

But a lifetime of having no friends to speak of im basically a robot in a human suit

I don't feel human either, actually come to think of it, I never really did. Although it wasn't until I became a preteen that I became consciously aware that I had a problem. I had "friends", but honestly they more or less just tolerated me, we didn't really have much in common.

I've only been able to make friends online.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

My whole life is one giant cringy autistic memory.

I guess one of the most autistic things I ever did was talk to a girl I liked about my fascination with space. I was talking about supernovas I think and I thought she would be impressed with my knowledge but she didn’t look interested at all and one of her friends stepped in to stop me.

I’m too autistic for this world tbh..

Damn thats painful to imagine.

I have done similar things sadly

 

[Insomniac]

Damn thats painful to imagine.

Even more painful to experience.

I was pretty bluepilled back then so I thought it would impress her and she would find me attractive. JFL.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Even more painful to experience.

I was pretty bluepilled back then so I thought it would impress her and she would find me attractive. JFL.

One time when i was 12 my dad signed me up for archery classes because i was interested in it and very good.


I got 2 bullseyes and these 2 older girls next to me said "wow who did that?" I said "ME!" And walked to retfrieve the arrows while fist bumping the air and saying "ALRIGHTTT!"

They burst out laughing and i never went back and cried while he drove me back home.

I had a miserible childhood.

 

[Life Wasted]

She would have friendzoned you anyway, you'd be just another orbiter of hers that she bums free weed off of while she goes and smokes it with hippy Chad. So unless that's what you were looking for then you didn't miss out on much.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

One time when i was 12 my dad signed me up for archery classes because i was interested in it and very good.


I got 2 bullseyes and these 2 older girls next to me said "wow who did that?" I said "ME!" And walked to retfrieve the arrows while fist bumping the air and saying "ALRIGHTTT!"

They burst out laughing and i never went back and cried while he drove me back home.

I had a miserible childhood.

That fucking sucks. Brutal.

She would have friendzoned you anyway, you'd be just another orbiter of hers that she bums free weed off of while she goes and smokes it with hippy Chad. So unless that's what you were looking for then you didn't miss out on much.

Happened to me all the time.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

She would have friendzoned you anyway, you'd be just another orbiter of hers that she bums free weed off of while she goes and smokes it with hippy Chad. So unless that's what you were looking for then you didn't miss out on much.

I know. But i had no friends in highschool besides people i smoked weed with/bought from. It would have been nice to have even been fake friends with abpretty girl.

But yeah i was too bluepilled at the time and would have ended up betabuxxing for her friendship

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I sit here trying to think of something in particular, yet a better question would be whether or not I have memories that don't involve me doing something cringy. One thing I remember vividly was getting mocked in history class for knowing most of it already, and for actually being knowledgeable about geography(just murica things). Public school was so useless, even as a 6th grader I probably could've taught that class as well as the teacher.

One time when i was 12 my dad signed me up for archery classes because i was interested in it and very good.


I got 2 bullseyes and these 2 older girls next to me said "wow who did that?" I said "ME!" And walked to retfrieve the arrows while fist bumping the air and saying "ALRIGHTTT!"

They burst out laughing and i never went back and cried while he drove me back home.

I had a miserible childhood.

Foids are awful.

 

[Sniffles]

My whole life is one giant cringy autistic memory.

I guess one of the most autistic things I ever did was talk to a girl I liked about my fascination with space. I was talking about supernovas I think and I thought she would be impressed with my knowledge but she didn’t look interested at all and one of her friends stepped in to stop me.

I’m too autistic for this world tbh..

One of her friends stepped in to stop you? Stop you how? You should've just raised your voice and kept going tbh. Her stepping in is ragefuel.

 

[gnomen1]

Some of my first failed PUA-approches are hardcore suicide-fuel thinking back. Lack of social understanding and not realizing I was ugly, rationalizing the obvious failures to protect my ego and projecting guilt, almost ER-tier coping.

Monologues about special interests and not knowing when to stop still fucks me up when I meet people. Alexithymia is a death sentence.

 

[Insomniac]

One of her friends stepped in to stop you? Stop you how? You should've just raised your voice and kept going tbh. Her stepping in is ragefuel.

She stepped in to stop me from talking to her.

I was already embarrassed so raising my voice would've made it worse tbh..

 

[Sniffles]

She stepped in to stop me from talking to her.

I was already embarrassed so raising my voice would've made it worse tbh..

I hate foids with their little friends that are all protective of who speaks to them...

 

[LDARBuddah]

My whole life is one giant cringy autistic memory.

I guess one of the most autistic things I ever did was talk to a girl I liked about my fascination with space. I was talking about supernovas I think and I thought she would be impressed with my knowledge but she didn’t look interested at all and one of her friends stepped in to stop me.

I’m too autistic for this world tbh..

Just talk about space and stars theory

 

[Deleted member 15737]

First story:

Got invited to a cook out by my father’s boomer friends. Sat and talked about antique electronics like a fucking weirdo because I went through a faze of fixing old radios and toasters. Everyone tried to ignore me.

Next story:

Playing kickball during gym class. Kick the ball and start running to first, then second and right before I get to third my pants fall to my ankles. Whole school got to see my white old man style underwear and I was laughed at for weeks over it.

Couple days later foid brings me a belt and says “Wear this so I don’t have to see your disgusting body again”.

Thought about hanging myself with the belt, but didn’t.

 

[Life Wasted]

I know. But i had no friends in highschool besides people i smoked weed with/bought from. It would have been nice to have even been fake friends with abpretty girl.

But yeah i was too bluepilled at the time and would have ended up betabuxxing for her friendship

This is why autism truly is a death sentence for a man, you get no friends, no girls, very few positive interactions if at all. Only thing it leaves you with is tons of regret and cringy memories and leaves you vulnerable to being a betabuxx or worse.

 

[Insomniac]

This is why autism truly is a death sentence for a man, you get no friends, no girls, very few positive interactions if at all. Only thing it leaves you with is tons of regret and cringy memories and leaves you vulnerable to being a betabuxx or worse.

tbh..

I had some friends but it was very difficult for me to interact. Especially with females.

 

[First loss]

LMAO neet you idiot you could have ascended if you two got high how stupid you are?

 

[Deleted member 15752]

 

[Cuyen]

You are not bad looking.

Damn chads.is. I'm only truecel here

 

[NEETAndTidy]

You are not bad looking.

Damn chads.is. I'm only truecel here

>3-4/10 5'5 manlet with autism
>not bad looking
Pick one

 

[Blacktarpill]

I have one story to tell but i want to save it to another thread

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I have one story to tell but i want to save it to another thread

Gr8 b8 m8

 

[i_DareYouREEme]

Couple days later foid brings me a belt and says “Wear this so I don’t have to see your disgusting body again”.

Thought about hanging myself with the belt, but didn’t.

Woah i would have strangled her right there
Guess that explains why foids avoid me nowadays

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I have another one



Used to have a female weed dealer she wasnt that hot 5-6 but totally my type. "Known" her since highschool

She was a drug addict but I didnt give a fuck.

She posted on cuckbook that she was single (for the first time in like 4 years)

A few days later she shared some pic that said something about how guys dont eat pussy

Me being the autistic genius I am message her asking to buy some weed and thinking I'm a PUA genius or some shit say "you know I'd happily eat your pussy "

She blocked me. She got a lot of money from me because of how much I used to smoke.


I will never live down this memory.
I wanna die everytime it crosses my mind.

 

[Michael15651]

Ah, shit man. You had that one chance

 

[Guest2]

Damn chads.is. I'm only truecel here

Only non NT can be true truecels imo.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

I have another one



Used to have a female weed dealer she wasnt that hot 5-6 but totally my type. "Known" her since highschool

She was a drug addict but I didnt give a fuck.

She posted on cuckbook that she was single (for the first time in like 4 years)

A few days later she shared some pic that said something about how guys dont eat pussy

Me being the autistic genius I am message her asking to buy some weed and thinking I'm a PUA genius or some shit say "you know I'd happily eat your pussy "

She blocked me. She got a lot of money from me because of how much I used to smoke.


I will never live down this memory.
I wanna die everytime it crosses my mind.

I’ve done things just a cringy, I really don’t want to think about it tbh.

 

[Inceldo]

Tfw you are a fucking fakecel

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Tfw you are a fucking fakecel

 

[Inceldo]

More denial

Fakecel through and through

Go and have some more sex

 

[NEETAndTidy]

More denial

Fakecel through and through

Go and have some more sex

More paid sex with an escort? Gladly m8

Go and keep coping

 

[KFT]

God I hate cringy memories ,they make ne want to fucking rope on the spot