How do you people do it? I cannot take it anymore.Life is becoming harder and harder,knowing that I have to constantly ignore a lot of things and act like everything is perfectly okay.
Their excuse is:Live and let live but the problem is that I cannot freely express myself in many ways, I feel like I have to behave correctly at every single moment while normalfaggots get away with a lot of shit.I have to hear their loud music even at late night,their stupid conversations about getting drunk,concerts,dating and partying,or for the older about their sons/daughters which I will never have.
I have to act like nothing is happening,like I'm just exaggerating and I'm supposed to get along with these people and not hate their guts like I currently do, even though they are the main source of why I feel so horrible every single day.
All the social media,all their fake opinions ,foids wearing a lot of stuff specially that stupid fakeup to hide their appearance,stuff that we men are not allowed to wear to compensate so all we have is natural looks...Everytime I pass beside a foid wearing their stupid stuff or skirts I have a strong urge to either punch their lipsticked mouths or push them to the floor.Imagine having to resist this urge hundreds of times in a single day.
Fuck it's tiring,it's really fucking tiring,most of my thoughts this month so far have been about murder and suicide, but noone gives a fuck.I can't even sleep,I was planning earlier to write the walls of many public buildings with hate messages but now that idea seems just so stupid and exhausting,so back to the frustration of not being able to do a single thing about it.
I can't imagine if I actually let out my true self,everyone would probably gather in a circle and start punching me and hurting me while the police would be on their side or just not give a fuck while they get to always be happy because they live exactly how they want to,the degeneracy and hypergamy fits their dirty minds,it's like getting to do whatever the fuck you want at any moment of the day because their behaviour is not only allowed but encouraged.
I have some copes and sources of entertainment in my life but our minds and body are not designed to embrace isolation, it constantly reminds us that we have to get out and be in touch with others,even if they are the biggest pieces of shit in existence that only wish you harm.
I wanted to keep living to see all the technological and medical advances of society but I'm starting to not give a fuck about it,even the new generations of the most rational and scientific minds that dedicate their lives to research are fucking degenerates feeding and contributing to the stabilization of this social system.The group of potential people that could or can make me feel better keeps getting smaller and smaller.
And I just cannot stop thinking about guys like Marc Lepine,George Sodini or Kaczynski.Fuck,I just cannot look them as some random criminals anymore.They really had understandable reasons to do what they did.
Hate,depression and despair.
Their excuse is:Live and let live but the problem is that I cannot freely express myself in many ways, I feel like I have to behave correctly at every single moment while normalfaggots get away with a lot of shit.I have to hear their loud music even at late night,their stupid conversations about getting drunk,concerts,dating and partying,or for the older about their sons/daughters which I will never have.
I have to act like nothing is happening,like I'm just exaggerating and I'm supposed to get along with these people and not hate their guts like I currently do, even though they are the main source of why I feel so horrible every single day.
All the social media,all their fake opinions ,foids wearing a lot of stuff specially that stupid fakeup to hide their appearance,stuff that we men are not allowed to wear to compensate so all we have is natural looks...Everytime I pass beside a foid wearing their stupid stuff or skirts I have a strong urge to either punch their lipsticked mouths or push them to the floor.Imagine having to resist this urge hundreds of times in a single day.
Fuck it's tiring,it's really fucking tiring,most of my thoughts this month so far have been about murder and suicide, but noone gives a fuck.I can't even sleep,I was planning earlier to write the walls of many public buildings with hate messages but now that idea seems just so stupid and exhausting,so back to the frustration of not being able to do a single thing about it.
I can't imagine if I actually let out my true self,everyone would probably gather in a circle and start punching me and hurting me while the police would be on their side or just not give a fuck while they get to always be happy because they live exactly how they want to,the degeneracy and hypergamy fits their dirty minds,it's like getting to do whatever the fuck you want at any moment of the day because their behaviour is not only allowed but encouraged.
I have some copes and sources of entertainment in my life but our minds and body are not designed to embrace isolation, it constantly reminds us that we have to get out and be in touch with others,even if they are the biggest pieces of shit in existence that only wish you harm.
I wanted to keep living to see all the technological and medical advances of society but I'm starting to not give a fuck about it,even the new generations of the most rational and scientific minds that dedicate their lives to research are fucking degenerates feeding and contributing to the stabilization of this social system.The group of potential people that could or can make me feel better keeps getting smaller and smaller.
And I just cannot stop thinking about guys like Marc Lepine,George Sodini or Kaczynski.Fuck,I just cannot look them as some random criminals anymore.They really had understandable reasons to do what they did.
Hate,depression and despair.
