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mr sand nigger cel
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i crashed the brz a few weeks ago and i wanted to flee the country but im too broke for a one way plane ticket and i also got really mad today because my mom got a call from credit agency about my debt and she confronted me about it and then she camento my door and i dont remember anything but i beokw my door in the gayest way possible and my foot was bleeding somehow but before all that i swallowed like 60 melatonin pills it wont do anything and its gay but i also tool like 10 magnesium and 20 zinc and drank my cologne too and mouth wash because im too pussy to stab myself and it means imma still be here tomorrow so imma drive to this crossing and walk down it like in the movies with my headphones at full voluke so i dont know when the train comes andthats it for meyes its happening
i crashed the brz a few weeks ago and i wanted to flee the country but im too broke for a one way plane ticket and i also got really mad today because my mom got a call from credit agency about my debt and she confronted me about it and then she camento my door and i dont remember anything but i beokw my door in the gayest way possible and my foot was bleeding somehow but before all that i swallowed like 60 melatonin pills it wont do anything and its gay but i also tool like 10 magnesium and 20 zinc and drank my cologne too and mouth wash because im too pussy to stab myself and it means imma still be here tomorrow so imma drive to this crossing and walk down it like in the movies with my headphones at full voluke so i dont know when the train comes andthats it for me
i’ve accepted that after death isnt really a value compatible with human life its either you here or not. there isnt anything after death because you arent a thing after deathHope it's relatively painless, if that means anything
then wait it over, you will let the powers that be win. they will point and laugh at your demise.i wanted to so badly man but i dont have the time anymore this past month been hell and im a pussy
i cant wait when i have debt collectors on my ass and a mom whose about to blow and no lifethen wait it over, you will let the powers that be win. they will point and laugh at your demise.
yes at the end of it all, all beings move on to other better realities. Even if said reality is pure non-existence. It's purely up to you at the end of the day, but I would not go alone at least. In GTA 5the desire to live and the fear of no existence is a biological fact programmed into all biological life on earth and is the basis on which all our decisions and interactions are made, the end goal is to reproduce but we were denied that
brave it out, and just see what happens first. Life is basically a game and is simulated almost, so just mess around with it. Then decide later down the line.i cant wait when i have debt collectors on my ass and a mom whose about to blow and no life
How does it feel to take 60 melatonin pills ? You don't die from it, but you must at least feel something strong ?i swallowed like 60 melatonin pills
Just nauseous I'd assume.How does it feel to take 60 melatonin pills ? You don't die from it, but you must at least feel something strong ?
Please don’t do it man. DONT!! How old are you? Where u from?the desire to live and the fear of no existence is a biological fact programmed into all biological life on earth and is the basis on which all our decisions and interactions are made, the end goal is to reproduce but we were denied that
yea man 12 hours later and literally nothing happened even when i upped the dose to 70. its those shitty little 5 mg pills anyways so its off to the train tracks for todayHow does it feel to take 60 melatonin pills ? You don't die from it, but you must at least feel something strong ?
i get if u wanna help ir whatever but we all reach this point when we are incels. its destinedPlease don’t do it man. DONT!! How old are you? Where u from?
i felt completely normal anyways but i probably got drunk off the mouthwash and cologne and half a bottle of hydrogen peroxideyea man 12 hours later and literally nothing happened even when i upped the dose to 70. its those shitty little 5 mg pills anyways so its off to the train tracks for today
Maybe the goal is to not experience anything anymore.It makes no sense to think "you" would be better off dead because "you" can't experience nonexistence.





