I genuinly felt hope today and yesterday, but it is over now. I got rejected one more time. I wanted to try one last time before what's to come.
I cried for the first time since at least 2 years. The feeling of my soul breaking for the final time is truly something I had never experienced before. I’m still a little 'happy' because tonight I actually felt something. At 25, it’s really over. The only pleasant sensation I could ever get from a woman is the warmth of those damn tears on my cheeks and the sense of release that crying brings.
I cried for the first time since at least 2 years. The feeling of my soul breaking for the final time is truly something I had never experienced before. I’m still a little 'happy' because tonight I actually felt something. At 25, it’s really over. The only pleasant sensation I could ever get from a woman is the warmth of those damn tears on my cheeks and the sense of release that crying brings.
