Venting Its over

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

Ive had some fun in my early childhood
and im grateful for that .

I like this community , cause i can freely talk about whatever the fuck i want with people who are on the same page as me .

So i had a nice time .

I wish you guys all the best .

I hope you can find a reason to cope .

 

[Deleted member 7573]

no man don't go, there is no place for us out there, only pain and suffering, it will be the end if you go there

 

[Supreme being]

don't do it bro.
if you insist you could livestream it tho it would be cool

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

don't do it bro.
if you insist you could livestream it tho it would be cool

Internet isnt good enough out here .
Also you cant livestream jumping of a building not going to buy a gopro

 

[Cuyen]

childhood way better but puberity fucked up us

 

[Sniffles]

Internet isnt good enough out here .
Also you cant livestream jumping of a building not going to buy a gopro

Why are you going right now? Just stay here and fight back against foids and cucks tbh the stupids are the enemy.

 

[freeze fr.e]

Rest in peace brother have a nice sleep

 

[Cuyen]

Why are you going right now? Just stay here and fight back against foids and cucks tbh the stupids are the enemy.

yes. just hold on bro.there is may hope for us all

 

[Supreme being]

Internet isnt good enough out here .
Also you cant livestream jumping of a building not going to buy a gopro

a dead man doesn't need coin. Just kidding, don't do it bro you can still cope or ascend

 

[Edu_thepatheticguy]

If you kill yourself you will just do them a favor.

 

[IHateMySelf]

I always think that those posts are made for attention whores.

 

[ihaveno1]

I like this community , cause i can freely talk about whatever the fuck i want

Well... used to...

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

Bro don't do it pm me if you wanna talk

 

[Sniffles]

If you kill yourself you will just do them a favor.

This basically. It's usually what they want. Don't give them what they want.

 

[Angry_runt]

not going to buy a gopro

Good idea, save your money.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

I always think that those posts are made for attention whores.

So ... youre right .
Im an attention whore .
I didnt REALLY want to die ,
i just wanted attention .
Thats why i decided to not jump off a builiding but instead i cut my wrists in a public place ( i even did it in a church , on the fucking altar , such symbolism ) , so i can get institutionalized without asking for help .
Im pathetic .
I didnt even manage to cut them both ,
only the right arm .
I was send to the hospital and , my wrist stitched back together .
Then i was send to this secured mental institution , where i am now , and finally i have acces to the internet again .
I can only leave this place 2 hours a day and only with supervision .

All in all , im regretting this decision .
But getting out of my Cave and speaking to regular people again was nice .
Even if im treated like porcelain now .

Im at a point where they told me i have to decide if i want to stay there and get help or go back to my previous life .
" Help " means Medication , Therapy and a regulated Routine .

I just wanted to say , im sorry .
For being an attention whore .
On the Internet AND in Real Life .
I discovered that my instinctive Will to Survive is stronger that i had anticipated ,
i wont kill myself , cause i
am too afraid .
Too weak to even take one step of a fucking building or a cliff .
Thats the Power of Instincts .
I just cant do it .

Im only doing these weird Cry-for-Help-Dramas from time to time cause everyone needs someone who listens to them , right .

And the only people who would listen to me are Psychiatrist after i tried to kill myself .

...

So yeah . Im still alive .
And this whole Odyssey was kinda pointless .
I act like a fucking Emo Teenager . Kill me .


---

If you want to end it ,
do it right and not like me .

This Cry for help stuff has too many downsides .
Im not getting actual help ,
im just getting processed by this Psychiatric Industry , trying to keep me there as long as they can , feeding me medication and diagnosing mental illnesses i dont even have .

 

[IHateMySelf]

So ... youre right .
Im an attention whore .
I didnt REALLY want to die ,
i just wanted attention .
Thats why i decided to not jump off a builiding but instead i cut my wrists in a public place ( i even did it in a church , on the fucking altar , such symbolism ) , so i can get institutionalized without asking for help .
Im pathetic .
I didnt even manage to cut them both ,
only the right arm .
I was send to the hospital and , my wrist stitched back together .
Then i was send to this secured mental institution , where i am now , and finally i have acces to the internet again .
I can only leave this place 2 hours a day and only with supervision .

All in all , im regretting this decision .
But getting out of my Cave and speaking to regular people again was nice .
Even if im treated like porcelain now .

Im at a point where they told me i have to decide if i want to stay there and get help or go back to my previous life .
" Help " means Medication , Therapy and a regulated Routine .

I just wanted to say , im sorry .
For being an attention whore .
On the Internet AND in Real Life .
I discovered that my instinctive Will to Survive is stronger that i had anticipated ,
i wont kill myself , cause i
am too afraid .
Too weak to even take one step of a fucking building or a cliff .
Thats the Power of Instincts .
I just cant do it .

Im only doing these weird Cry-for-Help-Dramas from time to time cause everyone needs someone who listens to them , right .

And the only people who would listen to me are Psychiatrist after i tried to kill myself .

...

So yeah . Im still alive .
And this whole Odyssey was kinda pointless .
I act like a fucking Emo Teenager . Kill me .


---

If you want to end it ,
do it right and not like me .

This Cry for help stuff has too many downsides .
Im not getting actual help ,
im just getting processed by this Psychiatric Industry , trying to keep me there as long as they can , feeding me medication and diagnosing mental illnesses i dont even have .

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

So ... youre right .
Im an attention whore .
I didnt REALLY want to die ,
i just wanted attention .
Thats why i decided to not jump off a builiding but instead i cut my wrists in a public place ( i even did it in a church , on the fucking altar , such symbolism ) , so i can get institutionalized without asking for help .
Im pathetic .
I didnt even manage to cut them both ,
only the right arm .
I was send to the hospital and , my wrist stitched back together .
Then i was send to this secured mental institution , where i am now , and finally i have acces to the internet again .
I can only leave this place 2 hours a day and only with supervision .

All in all , im regretting this decision .
But getting out of my Cave and speaking to regular people again was nice .
Even if im treated like porcelain now .

Im at a point where they told me i have to decide if i want to stay there and get help or go back to my previous life .
" Help " means Medication , Therapy and a regulated Routine .

I just wanted to say , im sorry .
For being an attention whore .
On the Internet AND in Real Life .
I discovered that my instinctive Will to Survive is stronger that i had anticipated ,
i wont kill myself , cause i
am too afraid .
Too weak to even take one step of a fucking building or a cliff .
Thats the Power of Instincts .
I just cant do it .

Im only doing these weird Cry-for-Help-Dramas from time to time cause everyone needs someone who listens to them , right .

And the only people who would listen to me are Psychiatrist after i tried to kill myself .

...

So yeah . Im still alive .
And this whole Odyssey was kinda pointless .
I act like a fucking Emo Teenager . Kill me .


---

If you want to end it ,
do it right and not like me .

This Cry for help stuff has too many downsides .
Im not getting actual help ,
im just getting processed by this Psychiatric Industry , trying to keep me there as long as they can , feeding me medication and diagnosing mental illnesses i dont even have .

The whole world is sick, but you sound like a honest person. I would hate to see just an other incel dying. Its not your fault, we live in a time period were a few millimeters of bone can kill a man. I hope you find good copes.

 

[Braincel14w]

Glad you didn't end it dude. No one can truely help except yourself tbh but you can always fish for ideas on this forum or obvzly youtube.

 

[ReallyRice]

Consider ceasing to exist.

The whole world is sick, but you sound like a honest person. I would hate to see just an other incel dying. Its not your fault, we life in a time period were a few millimeters of bone can kill a man. I hope you find good copes.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Glad you didn't end it dude. No one can truely help except yourself tbh but you can always fish for ideas on this forum or obvzly youtube.

 

[Insomniac]

It is over.