Kantlie
Prince of Persia
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- Jul 11, 2022
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Yeah so I have accepted that I will always be a misfit and an autistic reject, at this point I don't even give a fuck about women or shit like that. I am at a boarding school far from my family and my parents are pretty strict on me having an education (obviously I don't want to get lectured by teachers that are too retarded to figure their own lives out, and would much rather study on my own and somehow make money doing that, problem is, my parents are completely opposed to me making anything outside of school the primary focus of my life), and so I gotta deal with this shit for some more time until I graduate. I have a pretty supportive brother with whom I've just fixed my relationship, but he's quite on the redpill side of things regarding dating advice and all that bullshit but he also talks frequently about western degeneracy and what not so he is the closest person to me with whom I can conversate with about my daily life because my parents, like most people's, are boomers and they just don't get it. Foids here are degenerate and whores, they don't even compensate for it by being remotely civil so I have ridden my mind of any potential encounters or long lasting relationships (not like if I didn't it would make a difference).
I have known for quite a while that three things would enable me to live a joyful life in the absence of female company and such, those being:
1. Health
2. Security
3. Passion
I have fucked my health up bad over the past few years, including my eyesight, my mind, my hearing, my lung capacity, my breathing, my teeth, my mental health, my fucking sanity, and I am pretty sure I am border-line diabetic. I have induced multiple addictions, be it porn addiction, or rather just becoming a coomer in general, and caffeine and sugar addiction. With all my health issues, I am at a significant disadvantage with regards to my learning ability to all of these other students and yet I still know I am more intelligent than these braindead normalfags that know nothing about the world, and whenever it comes to debates I run laps around them (sounds cringe I know, but I dont know how else to describe it). I can't discuss my health concerns with my parents because they will get frightened and cause a fuss over it, and my dad has blood pressure problems so I don't really want him to freak out over my situation because he does have a big anger problem and I don't want to impact his health negatively, especially when I'm so far apart from my family and they have no idea how my wellbeing actually is.
I am in a rough spot academically, and may potentially be at risks of being kicked out of my school. Not because of the grades, but more so on the behavorial parts of things. I feel physically handicapped and I have to adhere to this extremely demanding schedule governed by retarded rules and filled with pointless information and bullshit (owh and the libtard propaganda JESUS FUCKING CHRIST). I like politics, philosophy, history, math, and debate. Thing being, debate (speech in general, I have a really good English, at least in comparison to these dumbfucks) and philosophy are the only things that I am actually good at doing, and I cannot financially support myself in doing those, which highlights the problem. No fucking Idea what to do with my life to secure the things that would make my life joyful, which also sends me into continuous loops of doubt about whether I even have the passions that I have and what I would like to do in my life.
I need to fix my health, I NEED TO. All things will follow, but in order to do that, I must have a source of income, and like I previously stated, what I am good at is in no demand. So I have highlighted a couple of options for myself and I would like for you guys to weigh in here. I have started a business, though not working on it prevelantly, so I dont know whether I should pursue that or not. I have also thought about teaching myself programming to get a decently high paying job, so should I pursue that? I don't want to be mega-rich or anything, I just want to be able to support myself, pay for the areas of help I need health-wise, and be able to save up a good amount to retire early, become a NEET, and pursue the shit I want to do.
For now, I am going to cope away the pain and try to deal with these faggots, but I for sure cannot do this much longer. Not roping btw, never will.
I have known for quite a while that three things would enable me to live a joyful life in the absence of female company and such, those being:
1. Health
2. Security
3. Passion
I have fucked my health up bad over the past few years, including my eyesight, my mind, my hearing, my lung capacity, my breathing, my teeth, my mental health, my fucking sanity, and I am pretty sure I am border-line diabetic. I have induced multiple addictions, be it porn addiction, or rather just becoming a coomer in general, and caffeine and sugar addiction. With all my health issues, I am at a significant disadvantage with regards to my learning ability to all of these other students and yet I still know I am more intelligent than these braindead normalfags that know nothing about the world, and whenever it comes to debates I run laps around them (sounds cringe I know, but I dont know how else to describe it). I can't discuss my health concerns with my parents because they will get frightened and cause a fuss over it, and my dad has blood pressure problems so I don't really want him to freak out over my situation because he does have a big anger problem and I don't want to impact his health negatively, especially when I'm so far apart from my family and they have no idea how my wellbeing actually is.
I am in a rough spot academically, and may potentially be at risks of being kicked out of my school. Not because of the grades, but more so on the behavorial parts of things. I feel physically handicapped and I have to adhere to this extremely demanding schedule governed by retarded rules and filled with pointless information and bullshit (owh and the libtard propaganda JESUS FUCKING CHRIST). I like politics, philosophy, history, math, and debate. Thing being, debate (speech in general, I have a really good English, at least in comparison to these dumbfucks) and philosophy are the only things that I am actually good at doing, and I cannot financially support myself in doing those, which highlights the problem. No fucking Idea what to do with my life to secure the things that would make my life joyful, which also sends me into continuous loops of doubt about whether I even have the passions that I have and what I would like to do in my life.
I need to fix my health, I NEED TO. All things will follow, but in order to do that, I must have a source of income, and like I previously stated, what I am good at is in no demand. So I have highlighted a couple of options for myself and I would like for you guys to weigh in here. I have started a business, though not working on it prevelantly, so I dont know whether I should pursue that or not. I have also thought about teaching myself programming to get a decently high paying job, so should I pursue that? I don't want to be mega-rich or anything, I just want to be able to support myself, pay for the areas of help I need health-wise, and be able to save up a good amount to retire early, become a NEET, and pursue the shit I want to do.
For now, I am going to cope away the pain and try to deal with these faggots, but I for sure cannot do this much longer. Not roping btw, never will.
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