I shit insane amounts of blood everyday now, like murder scene amounts. I dont feel very bad or anemic, but my mom could tell sometimes especially when i cant be bothered to clean the blood of the toilet bowl or hide my very bloody toilet paper in the trashcan well. She tells me to go to the emergency room and take my UC meds or i might get cancer but if i end up with colon cancer someday im not sure id give a fuck, probably would rope before the cancer reached the stage where it becomes painful and not worth living if it did happen tbh.
