Well today I got to drive a manual again. The same Ford Ranger from a good freind of my grandmas. And it went alkt better or almost then the first time. Improved the gas/clutch sync and even got to drive around a street at the boeing at Mulkiteo.
Except the problem is that my brain kept on shitting itself. Didnt burn the clutch and only killed the engine 4 times compared to 10 on the first try. But the problems began to rise, I was slow on releasing the clutch, swerved when doing a left turn at a stop sign almost getting the truck T boned. It was a semi shit show.
Then the man who let me learn from his truck said Im better off using a automatic. Said that my clutch/gas sync was inconsistent. And even said that he saw anxiety on my face as I struggled. Plus how I was slow to get the truck moving from a stop.
But there is a silver lining. If it was my vehcile I wouldve had more confidence and less fuck ups. But also there manuals on facebook market place that are less heavy then the truck I did so I might have a easeyer time with those cars like the old Subarus or the manual CRVs. Then you combine to shit traffic that is WA state. I dont 100 percent agree with what he (the truck owner said), I mostly do but I dont want to give up on manual maxing just yet. I did get better compared to day one. And he also told me his kids got the hang of it in 15 minutes or grand kids more likely. Who knows.
But then again, there are no short cuts. I cant pray for a easyer life. Im gonna be honest. As shitty as it is being a incel. I dont exactly let my lonlyness haunt me to such a extent as most people here. Im black pilled as fuck and that played a major role into how I ended up here. But I cant expect magic to save me. We can pray all we want for a women to save us from out pain. Or you cant try what I failed to do for 2 seperate days. And be a stronger person. And fuck it. Im not giving up on manuals. Its a much harder car to drive but it makes me a stronger person. Well not physically but you know what I mean or I hope you do.
Ill leave it at this. Try to climb a obstacle that is hard to do. And be somone the fucking normies envy,the dumb bitch stacies, the brain scarmbled chads cannot be. How many times did I encounter chads and stacies unable to acomplish shit I do once every 2 weeks like maintaining a house or vehicle. I cant count the amount of chads who are jeoulous that I ownen a silenced pistol or 2 AR15S. I cant count the amounts of normies who cant pirate music traclessly like me forced to blow money on mobile data, do certian vehcile shit, build a future outside of college bullshit. Hell I dont even envy any of them. They got pussy and whores. I have intelligence, perception and wisdom beyond them. And you know what. You reading this can be like me. And mogg these fuck tards in talents that I have. All I had to do is seek them out. If your jobless or have free time you have nothing holding you back. I have a job and school that takes up my free time and I have time to bitch on this thread and seek new talents. Take the hard path. And become a hard person like those who drives a manual.
Except the problem is that my brain kept on shitting itself. Didnt burn the clutch and only killed the engine 4 times compared to 10 on the first try. But the problems began to rise, I was slow on releasing the clutch, swerved when doing a left turn at a stop sign almost getting the truck T boned. It was a semi shit show.
Then the man who let me learn from his truck said Im better off using a automatic. Said that my clutch/gas sync was inconsistent. And even said that he saw anxiety on my face as I struggled. Plus how I was slow to get the truck moving from a stop.
But there is a silver lining. If it was my vehcile I wouldve had more confidence and less fuck ups. But also there manuals on facebook market place that are less heavy then the truck I did so I might have a easeyer time with those cars like the old Subarus or the manual CRVs. Then you combine to shit traffic that is WA state. I dont 100 percent agree with what he (the truck owner said), I mostly do but I dont want to give up on manual maxing just yet. I did get better compared to day one. And he also told me his kids got the hang of it in 15 minutes or grand kids more likely. Who knows.
But then again, there are no short cuts. I cant pray for a easyer life. Im gonna be honest. As shitty as it is being a incel. I dont exactly let my lonlyness haunt me to such a extent as most people here. Im black pilled as fuck and that played a major role into how I ended up here. But I cant expect magic to save me. We can pray all we want for a women to save us from out pain. Or you cant try what I failed to do for 2 seperate days. And be a stronger person. And fuck it. Im not giving up on manuals. Its a much harder car to drive but it makes me a stronger person. Well not physically but you know what I mean or I hope you do.
Ill leave it at this. Try to climb a obstacle that is hard to do. And be somone the fucking normies envy,the dumb bitch stacies, the brain scarmbled chads cannot be. How many times did I encounter chads and stacies unable to acomplish shit I do once every 2 weeks like maintaining a house or vehicle. I cant count the amount of chads who are jeoulous that I ownen a silenced pistol or 2 AR15S. I cant count the amounts of normies who cant pirate music traclessly like me forced to blow money on mobile data, do certian vehcile shit, build a future outside of college bullshit. Hell I dont even envy any of them. They got pussy and whores. I have intelligence, perception and wisdom beyond them. And you know what. You reading this can be like me. And mogg these fuck tards in talents that I have. All I had to do is seek them out. If your jobless or have free time you have nothing holding you back. I have a job and school that takes up my free time and I have time to bitch on this thread and seek new talents. Take the hard path. And become a hard person like those who drives a manual.
