LDAR It’s over for me goddammit

[packardD]

we have nothing going for us. Matter of fact, nothing going for me would be so much better than the state where I am at now. I have become so completely mentally ill. I go to jewuniversity, but even though I am surrounded by people , I can feel myself separating from them further day after day, when it should be the exact opposite.

What is going on anymore ? I am so out of touch with everything lately. My memory has become so bad

The only thing I care about is being permanently stuck in puberty so that I can keep growing all my life. I daydream about this all the time

I want this nightmare to end. I am genuinely tired of living like this everyday. My entire body hurts. I don’t know what it is. It just keeps hurting everywhere.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It's the natural progression of blackpill awareness as a subhuman. Once you realize how rigged this whole thing is, your mind starts collapsing under the weight of it. Our existence is just brutal.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I want this nightmare to end.

 

[wereq]

It's the natural progression of blackpill awareness as a subhuman. Once you realize how rigged this whole thing is, your mind starts collapsing under the weight of it. Our existence is just brutal.

Yes this is 100% it. It slowly dawns on us that we are far worse than others and find ourselves falling behind.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I'll reject my humanity and become homo hermitus

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Yes this is 100% it. It slowly dawns on us that we are far worse than others and find ourselves falling behind.

It's a realization that is completely deleterious to your mind; you had one chance at life, one shot — and this is it.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It's an realization that is completely deleterious to your mind; you had one chance at life, one shot — and this is it.

This world is so unfair.

 

[wereq]

It's an realization that is completely deleterious to your mind; you had one chance at life, one shot — and this is it.

Once we realize this, we become aliens.

 

[DreamCoper]

It's the natural progression of blackpill awareness as a subhuman. Once you realize how rigged this whole thing is, your mind starts collapsing under the weight of it. Our existence is just brutal.

 

[superpsycho]

I go to jewuniversity, but even though I am surrounded by people , I can feel myself separating from them further day after day, when it should be the exact opposite.

same

this is due to bad life experiences and lack of proper socialization as a result of our dysfunctional genetics.

 

[Mr.Breb]

My memory has become so bad

 

[VλREN]

so completely mentally ill. I go to jewuniversity, but even though I am surrounded by people , I can feel myself separating from them further day after day,

Same

I see people as animals or obstacles

 

[soft]

even though I am surrounded by people , I can feel myself separating from them further day after day, when it should be the exact opposite

Can relate, they tell us to "go outside, put yourself out there, go meet people" but for me every time is the same - people form cliques and I am the only one left alone. I know I should give up, yet I still fantasize about having friends.

 

[Judge Holden]

we have nothing going for us.

 

[ThePornographer]

Can relate, they tell us to "go outside, put yourself out there, go meet people" but for me every time is the same - people form cliques and I am the only one left alone.

Brutal, i had the same experience in life, school, work, doesn't matter , every time they form group and im left alone.

One of the most hurtful things is when you realize that they ALL exchanged their phone numbers or social media...But not with you.

 

[endoftheskies]

we have nothing going for us. Matter of fact, nothing going for me would be so much better than the state where I am at now. I have become so completely mentally ill. I go to jewuniversity, but even though I am surrounded by people , I can feel myself separating from them further day after day, when it should be the exact opposite.

What is going on anymore ? I am so out of touch with everything lately. My memory has become so bad

The only thing I care about is being permanently stuck in puberty so that I can keep growing all my life. I daydream about this all the time

I want this nightmare to end. I am genuinely tired of living like this everyday. My entire body hurts. I don’t know what it is. It just keeps hurting everywhere.

one shot in life, and yet here we are.