Story It's nearly been 20 years

[Glast]

I'm 24 now. Back when I was 7, I was going out with my mom while she was shopping for beauty products/clothes (not important) when I came across a couple. They were blind, both. Good looking couple, looksmatched. I was a kid with very little exposure to disabled people so I'm ashamed to say I stared at them (not that they could ever know). Watched them enjoy each other's company. As a kid, their love seemed so pure, so honest (blind women still go for attractive men, which I learned way later on of course) and I wondered if I'd ever have something like that.

As you can see by the title, it's nearly been 20 years since that and I've not had anything close to that. I had a bluepilled phase, then a redpilled phase, a blackpilled phase and even tried to get away from it all. If you check my profile, I haven't been on this forum in a while. It's not because I ascended or debunked the black pill. For some time I really put on some effort on myself, more than ever before. I came back empty-handed.

That blind couple remained in my thoughts thorought pretty much all of my life. I always strived to achieve a semblance of what I witnessed that day and failed every step of the way. Despite that, in the back of my mind I kept wondering if I really gave all that I had, I couldn't call myself an Incel if I couldn't answer that.

But now I can.

 

[nice_try]

Oh wow, what a coincidence. The same happened to me when I was 7 years old.
One day I met this blind couple, I looked at them, judging their looks and figured out they were "looksmatched". I then wondered if I will ever experience the same thing. You know, the things a 7yo child does.
And I still remember how they looked all these years later, can you believe that?
Yeah, me neither.

 

[A.M.KANGA]

The most ass five star along with qiqi, at least go with soundwave

 

[TedKacynski271828]

Welcome back. Once an incel, always an incel.

 

[Glast]

The most ass five star along with qiqi, at least go with soundwave

I haven't been in the forum in 2 years bro. Gimme some time.

Welcome back. Once an incel, always an incel.

That is true. I've been hearing we've been having issues with fakecels, foids and infiltrators. We gotta do something about that.

 

[TedKacynski271828]

I haven't been in the forum in 2 years bro. Gimme some time.

That is true. I've been hearing we've been having issues with fakecels, foids and infiltrators. We gotta do something about that.

Mostly IT fags, nothing too major

 

[A.M.KANGA]

I haven't been in the forum in 2 years bro. Gimme some time.

That is true. I've been hearing we've been having issues with fakecels, foids and infiltrators. We gotta do something about that.

Yeah. This forum is slowly vanishing. More members are leaving and less people are coming online.

 

[Glast]

Yeah. This forum is slowly vanishing. More members are leaving and less people are coming online.

They're probably shifting to Discord if what I've heard is true.

Mostly IT fags, nothing too major

Same as usual, then.

 

[Penguin]

I have 20 years