It's like im not capable of having original thoughts

[Deleted member 37269]

It began with maths. I noticed that all I was doing to solve questions was whatever the solved examples did. No new ideas/problem solving strategies/innovations from my part.

Then I noticed this pattern was everywhere.

My personality is basically just stolen from youtubers I used to watch and friends I used to talk to. Nothing in my personality is "my own". What would I be on my own, if not an empty husk of a human being?

When I was bluepilled, all I did was parrot bluepilled shit. When I became blackpilled, all I do is parrot blackpilled shit. Where is my own input, where are my own beliefs, where is the "me" in this?

I dont have any individuality, all I am is a husk of people I've met/watched and was inspired by. I dont have any new thoughts of my own, all I do is repeat the lines i've read before. I don't have any imagination, all I do is re-envision things imagined by others.

 

[Rotmwrt]

Your mind is saturated with garbage. What you need is to spend a good deal of time alone with your thoughts, free from other people's influence (being outside, in wild nature, is ideal). Eventually something will emerge from you - something uniquely yours.

Nothing to be ashamed of. Most people are like this; it's one of the reasons the system is so fragile. Take away the media and they become normal again.

 

[Deleted member 37269]

Your mind is saturated with garbage. What you need is to spend a good deal of time alone with your thoughts, free from other people's influence (being outside, in wild nature, is ideal). Eventually something will emerge from you - something uniquely yours.

Nothing to be ashamed of. Most people are like this; it's one of the reasons the system is so fragile. Take away the media and they become normal again.

Thank you. I'll try to quit using all my devices, i've been meaning to anyways.

 

[Knajjd]

Realising you lack individuality is an original thought in itself and a powerful one.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

Well, there's several billion people on this planet. It takes years of work to get to a point where you can produce something original.

Your mind is saturated with garbage. What you need is to spend a good deal of time alone with your thoughts, free from other people's influence (being outside, in wild nature, is ideal). Eventually something will emerge from you - something uniquely yours.

Nothing to be ashamed of. Most people are like this; it's one of the reasons the system is so fragile. Take away the media and they become normal again.

Also this.

 

[Julaybib]

over for you