I've never had much of a desire for sex. I had somewhat of a desire for it from 13-16 but it didn't last long. I watched porn and didn't find it arousing at all. For whatever reason my strongest desire has always been to be consumed and digested by a woman. Ever since I was 6 that's what I fantasized about. I used to press my hand against a hot stove and imagine it was female stomach acid.
I can never satisfy this desire. Watching, reading or viewing hentai isn't enough. It's such a strong desire that most of my wet dreams have been about it.
I hate that my brain is fucked for this extent. Now my sexuality has adapted to where I can only get off anime girls. Real women disgust me in comparison. I'd say I'm asexual towards most irl women. Anime girls are the only thing that do it.
I can never satisfy this desire. Watching, reading or viewing hentai isn't enough. It's such a strong desire that most of my wet dreams have been about it.
I hate that my brain is fucked for this extent. Now my sexuality has adapted to where I can only get off anime girls. Real women disgust me in comparison. I'd say I'm asexual towards most irl women. Anime girls are the only thing that do it.
