I can't get no fucking job in this shithole. My brain is fucking melted, I can't concentrate nor can't do anything that requires thinking. There's literally nothing I enjoy anymore, these lasts month I havent spent any minute enjoying any sort of entertainment. I always told suicidal people to not do it, but now I realize how much of a hypocrite retard I am. I crave to fucking die, but I know I can't kill myself because I'm too much of a pussy to do it. All I have left to do is cope for a couple of years until I reach the limit where I rot as a homeless. Even if I get a shitty job I'll probably wouldn't handle getting treated like shit and will quit it or I will get fired because the economy of this shithole collapses. There's no fucking way to survive as an incel in a shithole. My days are counted and I don't think I even have 10 years left to live.
