I researched suicide forums and after looking at a lot of threads I got baffled how more privileged than me those people are, basically they are living my dream life and yet decide to kill themselves.
Most of the people who killed themselves lived in first world countries, weren't disabled (not counting mild stuff), weren't significantly below average looking, had at least one friend, a family.
If I had all those things I would be genuinely happy, not even exaggerating.
They suffered a few traumatic events in their lives that aren't even that bad and because of that they decide to kill themselves meanwhile I get traumatized every single day by being a nonNT subhuman and yet here I am.
Honestly I think we incels ( the genuine ones ) are way stronger than normies mental