It's absurd how wanting a girlfriend endures through suicidal depression

[Wizard]

I completely ready for suicide. There's nothing I want here, there's nothing I enjoy, there's no goals I want to complete, there's nothing that's worked, all the advice from society has been useless, and I don't care about a dignified peaceful suicide; suicide is something I'm truly looking forward to even if I shit my pants thrashing on the end of a rope. But I was raised to be a compassionate human being and certain circumstances mean my suicide would directly and materially hurt people who have done their best for me, so I'm essentially stuck here until I can do it.

But, despite that, my brain still dreams about having a girlfriend. It doesn't give a fuck about, or enjoy, anything else but it still clings to the idea of a fucking girlfriend. The thing that is the hardest to get since I'm a subhuman. Everything else it doesn't care about or want but for a girlfriend let's pop thoughts and dreams out. What the fuck. Why? I just want to be lobotomized so I don't think about anything, this just makes me feel terrible constantly.

 

[Deleted member 306]

It's your lack of gf that makes you suicidal.

 

[NekoStance]

rape before suicide bro

 

[Wizard]

It's your lack of gf that makes you suicidal.

It really does seem to be the only logical conclusion.

 

[Deleted member 306]

It really does seem to be the only logical conclusion.

It is. Sex is the core of adult life.

 

[Anonymous]

I'm waiting for God's vengeful wrath. ISIS & Jews are trying their hardest to force Armageddon.

 

[Deleted member 56]

Females would not save your life if presented with the choice.

 

[nausea]

terrible place to be

 

[FeminismsCancer]

It is. Sex is the core of adult life.

Indeed. I'm a frequent visitor on all sorts of suicide forums and I often see in pact demands that men want a female partner. Females are very wary of this because they suspect it is for sex. I'm pretty sure if the male partner got his sex he would no longer catch that bus. It's probably a last desperate attempt at getting a chance to bail out.
I myself will only ask for a determined male partner as the day I decide to ctb there's no looking back.

 

[Deleted member 306]

Indeed. I'm a frequent visitor on all sorts of suicide forums and I often see in pact demands that men want a female partner. Females are very wary of this because they suspect it is for sex. I'm pretty sure if the male partner got his sex he would no longer catch that bus. It's probably a last desperate attempt at getting a chance to bail out.
I myself will only ask for a determined male partner as the day I decide to ctb there's no looking back.

Are you gay?

 

[FeminismsCancer]

Are you gay?

No not at all, why?
The male partner is because 75% of suicides are male, most female partnerships are attention seeking and the day I ctb I will be 100% sure and expect the same of my partner.

 

[Deleted member 306]

No not at all, why?
The male partner is because 75% of suicides are male, most female partnerships are attention seeking and the day I ctb I will be 100% sure and expect the same of my partner.

What do you want a male partner for? I don't understand.

 

[NutNotBusted]

Rape b4 suicide

This is the rule

 

[Abomination]

It's an instinct, even when you're blackpilled, disgusted by the evil of female nature, you still want one in your bed at night

 

[dr-problematic]

how old r u man? u described my feelings perfectly, like literally dead on. hit me up in pms to chat

 

[Wizard]

how old r u man? u described my feelings perfectly, like literally dead on. hit me up in pms to chat

Early thirties, I will do if I think of anything to say. Thank you.

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Also in reply to my own topic : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evolutionary_approaches_to_depression#Social_risk_hypothesis

Good page explaining how depression may just be a reaction to social alienation, and why you can still desire a girlfriend while you're depressed as fuck. Maybe it's best to accept fully social alienation is the cause for depression and suicidal urges, and then box it off as the cause and deal with it. If your brain is thinking of suicide and having a girlfriend, it's probably related. Yet another situation where modern culture trying to pretend it can't be related causing strife for individuals.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

I think you're a UKcel, can't you not become an escortcel?

 

[Wizard]

I think you're a UKcel, can't you not become an escortcel?

I will do soon I think, I live in a relatively remote place so finding a girlfriend experience escort is a bit harder and would involve travel so it's something I have to plan for. I never really considered doing it just for sex, but I guess I'm reaching that point.

 

[nausea]

Early thirties, I will do if I think of anything to say. Thank you.

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Also in reply to my own topic : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evolutionary_approaches_to_depression#Social_risk_hypothesis

Good page explaining how depression may just be a reaction to social alienation, and why you can still desire a girlfriend while you're depressed as fuck. Maybe it's best to accept fully social alienation is the cause for depression and suicidal urges, and then box it off as the cause and deal with it. If your brain is thinking of suicide and having a girlfriend, it's probably related. Yet another situation where modern culture trying to pretend it can't be related causing strife for individuals.

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thx for the link

 

[Piquedram]

Same for me...

Except that it wasnt the love for my family that stopped me from killing myself it was the fear of Divine Judgement and Hell.

Nothing gives me any sort of pleasure in life anymore. Not even video games, not even food or movies.

I'm like a zombie

 

[FeminismsCancer]

What do you want a male partner for? I don't understand.

To do a suicide pact.

 

[Deleted member 306]

To do a suicide pact.

I see.

 

[IdealMaxilla]

youll get past it if you survive

survival is for the fittest after all, and if you are mentally unwell you are not fit

as an ugly male a women will NEVER love you

so this is all just a cope

 

[LynchingTriHards]

It's funny how normies keep spouting "sex isn't everything." You fucking braindead morons, there's a reason why we're biologically wired to to fuck and procreate. Sex IS EVERYTHING. IT AFFECTS WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON, YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AND OVERALL STATUS IN SOCIETY. There's a reason why the go to easy insult is "he's probably a virgin" or "you're a virgin stfu". Being a virgin is straight up a mental illness, it's a disease to society.

 

[blickpall]

It's funny how normies keep spouting "sex isn't everything." You fucking braindead morons, there's a reason why we're biologically wired to to fuck and procreate. Sex IS EVERYTHING. IT AFFECTS WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON, YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AND OVERALL STATUS IN SOCIETY. There's a reason why the go to easy insult is "he's probably a virgin" or "you're a virgin stfu". Being a virgin is straight up a mental illness, it's a disease to society.

Being a virgin is a symptom. It's subhumanity that is the disease, the condition.

 

[Tuttle]

I don't want the kind of girl who would probably be my girlfriend. :bigsmile: 

[video=youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56ChDje8IFY[/video]

Snap out of it.

 

[visage]

u instinctively know that the cure is genuine fem validation ur incel brain knows this but your face fucked u over

psychology = biology