Serious It sucks that we have to do drugs to find happiness

[Icarus]

Seeing videos online of people tripping and talking about drugs. I just feel bad for them man. I wish that they could find some peace. I wish we all could.

We're all just chasing something because we're scared. Wanting to find some sort of comfort in this world. Reassurance maybe.

It's the silence man. The fucking silence. It gets to me. It really gets to me.

I don't think it's good to be thinking so much. I feel so agitated and stressed.

Crazy to think that my life isn't even the worst out there, and yet it feels so bad.

Stayed up all night, feeling kind of drained.

Just like the body as we age, so too does our souls frail and whither.

My mind is so far beyond repair, I even question why it still functions.

 

[Icarus]

Eating some slop right now to get some dopamine. Smoked too much shweed.

Had a really weird dream the other day. Felt like I had dreamt it before.

I was at a computer desk for my first day at a job, and the person giving me orientation asked me what I wanted to be called, and he said it's either "my name" or Isaiah.

And I chose the name Isaiah even though it's not my name.

Very weird dream. Think I had one where I went down into hell as well. This normie was telling me about how there's this secret passage way to the devils actual layer, and he took me down some sewers or something and opened a door that was really down below, and it was the actual devil sitting on a throne.

Me and the normie were gonna team up and defeat him, almost like a video game, but people started dying, and I'm not sure if we were successful.

Man life is so fucked.

 

[Icarus]

I would say about 90% of my dreams are either nightmares or really scary and disturbing.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Mogs me for having drugs

I have only alcohol

 

[Icarus]

Mogs me for having drugs

I have only alcohol

Alcohol could be considered a drug

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I can't even cope with drugs anymore. It does nothing for me. I want my vengeance. I'm tormented constantly of not being able to rightfully enact pain onto deserving people because the law protects them. Rotting in jail isn't fair and I dont deserve it. Once I'm in i'll never be coming out.

 

[Caesercel]

Never did drugs in my life. Prob never will

 

[Icarus]

I can't even cope with drugs anymore. It does nothing for me. I want my vengeance. I'm tormented constantly of not being able to rightfully enact pain onto deserving people because the law protects them. Rotting in jail isn't fair and I dont deserve it. Once I'm in i'll never be coming out.

There's no point in getting revenge because it won't change anything. That's what's most brutal about it.

No amount of revenge will ever make up for the things we missed out on. We won't feel better about our circumstances. We are effectively living in an unavoidable hell.

 

[Icarus]

Never did drugs in my life. Prob never will

Please don't. I wish I never had started.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

There's no point in getting revenge because it won't change anything. That's what's most brutal about it.

No amount of revenge will ever make up for the things we missed out on. We won't feel better about our circumstances. We are effectively living in an unavoidable hell.

That's the one brutal truth that eats at my brain like a parasite. It's so fucking unfair and unjust. Either rot in jail, kill yourself, or continue living this monotonous life forever being treated like a running joke.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Alcohol could be considered a drug

Maybe, I've never considered that

So lifefuel

 

[Caesercel]

Please don't. I wish I never had started.

I doubt that I will get addicted even if I tried

 

[filthypeasant]

YOU JUST NEED TO TAKE THEM SMART

 

[Icarus]

YOU JUST NEED TO TAKE THEM SMART