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Overlord
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As the number of days until I turn 18 goes down and down, I can see my future disappearing right before my eyes. I really can’t keep up with life anymore. It’s a lonesome road and I can’t handle it anymore. When you were ostracized by your school, made fun of your parents, and even had an attempt on your life for being “an unsightly abomination”, it’s not easy living day by day. People say that even if I had a girlfriend life would still be shit because I’m ugly, but if I had just someone who cared about me and was there for me in life, I would fare much better in life. However, that’s not the case. And it seems like it won’t be. Not a day goes by where I don’t think of roping now. I either want someone to be there for me, or I want this nightmare to end. I’ve tried to befriend countless people (of both sexes) with no success. I’ve been to countless different therapists with no success. It’s not long now... I really don’t know how so many incels can go so long without any happiness. Sometimes I want to cry but I can’t because I’m just numb, so I end up staring blankly. My entire world is devoid of hope, and I can’t cope.