Ranny
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- Mar 23, 2021
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I have completely deleted all social media. I can not do it anymore. I refuse to scroll through instagram stacies/models/girls. Or Tik Tok. Why?
It pains me to see hot women dancing/in lingerie. It is the same reason why I do not look at women on the street or in porn.
I always imagine hugging/having sex with them and it crushes me to know that I will never have that
So, I am the opposite of a coomer. I might just as well be asexual. Or at least, I’m trying to be. But it gets harder during the cold season. Seeing men wrapping their arms around their gf's to keep them warm, hanging out in café's, walking through the snow while holding hands.
It is hard to evade all these emotions but I feel that my mental health has increased. It is much too brutal for me to see the middle school bullies dating stacies while I rot. So, I am pretty much escaping reality.
Oh I wish I could go back to being bluepilled. The blackpill knowedge can not be erased
It pains me to see hot women dancing/in lingerie. It is the same reason why I do not look at women on the street or in porn.
I always imagine hugging/having sex with them and it crushes me to know that I will never have that
So, I am the opposite of a coomer. I might just as well be asexual. Or at least, I’m trying to be. But it gets harder during the cold season. Seeing men wrapping their arms around their gf's to keep them warm, hanging out in café's, walking through the snow while holding hands.
It is hard to evade all these emotions but I feel that my mental health has increased. It is much too brutal for me to see the middle school bullies dating stacies while I rot. So, I am pretty much escaping reality.
Oh I wish I could go back to being bluepilled. The blackpill knowedge can not be erased