it is 5 a.m. I can't sleep my approaches keep coming in my head

[uninstall]

My whole body is tired.
My wrists, elbows and knees hurt from 12 hours of biking and approaching.

And l can't sleep.

The interactions keep coming in my head.

The laughs, the weird faces, the running, the judging looks of the surrounding audience.

It is hard not to hate modern women from where l am sitting.

They are truly terrible creatures.

They destroyed my soul.

Many people ask me - what will you do after your mission?

I can't tell you for sure.

But l know this - my life will never be the same. Something changed and it is never coming back.

It's broken forever.


I hate every inch of my city. If it gets nuked tomorrow l wouldn't care. In fact, it will probably be for the better as the only way to clean a mess is to start all over again.

I don't want to enter enter another mall in my life.

I gave them my soul and they destroyed it.

Fuck the whole world and everything in it.

I don't care about it.

It can have itself - the stupid jobs, the banks, the consumerism, the cars (God how l hate cars and buses), the tvs, the phones.....

I don't love the world.

One day

I don't want to talk to women even.

They can have themselves too.

They deserve themselves.

And ofc,fuck Chads and cucks and normies.

Fuck how l hate malls

 

[Six]

Are you schizophrenic?

 

[Deleted member 14490]

Yes friend, it isn't fun. Some girls were taking a video of me and laughing about how ugly I am earlier today.

Are you schizophrenic?

He's talking about his rejections from approaching. He had an 0-74 day today. It's been a rough day for him.

 

[jerrycan dan]

stay strong brother

 

[SadRealistcel]

how many approaches hit a 1000 yet buddy?

 

[Ritalincel]

try daytrana

Are you schizophrenic?

 

[StaroRavager]

stay strong brother

You’re more than halfway there, look at what you’ve already accomplished for incelkind and use it to remain motivated

 

[Six]

try daytrana

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I'm not sure what this image means, but knowing your post history its probably something retarded.

 

[BlaKdaGGeRz]

just stop and LDAR bro its not worth it

 

[JovanD]

Im going trough same shit atm, also hi fellow Eurocel!

 

[KilluminoidBR]

OP going ER after 1000 approaches.

 

[Ritalincel]

knowing your post history

 

[Six]

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Stfu

 

[Life Wasted]

I dont care who you are, you dont get rejected 1000 times straight and come out the same person in the end. Dont know how you made it past 500, I would have roped by now.

I agree tho, my city needs to be nuked too along with the rest of the planet. There is nothing here that's worth a fuck anyway.

 

[Brahcel]

But most of ur approches are cold turkey out of no where without ioi and is rushed to get the number. Need to change tactics.

What bad rejection u got today?

 

[NormieKiller]

OP please do a face reveal

 

[uninstall]

I dont care who you are, you dont get rejected 1000 times straight and come out the same person in the end. Dont know how you made it past 500, I would have roped by now.

I agree tho, my city needs to be nuked too along with the rest of the planet. There is nothing here that's worth a fuck anyway.

Very true

U can't be the same.

 

[FaceandHFD]

Uninstall eastern European confirmed

 

[thePhantom]

This is epic. I feel broken inside from maybe 20 explicit rejections, and most of them online. I think you might gain some sort of superpowers if you persist. Probably sprout tentacles and additional eyes or something, but still superpowers.

 

[Demir]

uninstalpill

 

[IsolationHurts]

It is hard not to hate modern women from where l am sitting.

They are truly terrible creatures.

Good luck bro

I agree tho, my city needs to be nuked too along with the rest of the planet. There is nothing here that's worth a fuck anyway.

Same. I would be soooooo happy those moments before the big bomb lands.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

Hey @uninstall, I did the same thing when I was younger. It caused me to stop trying with women for years. It was very demoralizing. It also led me down the path of "looksmax or die trying" which has been working much better for me so far.

What have you done for looksmaxing? Do you think you have much potential? Ie. Gym? Steroids? Hair meds? Facial surgery?

I don't think there's much point trying unless your total SMV is at least a 5/10.

 

[ShadowMonk]

@uninstall
You will have proven that you can carry through when you dedicate yourself to something.

As you can tell from the reaction on this board, none of us have done what you are doing. Although you don't have control over how foids react when you approach. You do have control over your own actions more than most.

In the future you will put this efforts into other aspects of your life where dedication means more than it does in attracting a girlfriend. Maybe it will be your job, your health, your hobby, your drive or whatever. You'll know you can carry through and carry on.

 

[Villain]

@uninstall
carry on legend !!
lets just moneymax and be an escortcel
lets face the truth and accept that our lives is not the same as the majority
its hard but we need to accept and focus on other things in life

 

[bakadesu]

OP going ER after 1000 approaches.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

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