..If life doesn't get any better or you don't get what you want and desire. I could have saved £££ by not going out and trying to get sex, hook-ups and a girlfriend. I got a few kisses, but big deal - I am still a virgin after all these fucking years!
Every day is the same, it's even worse than my teens and 20s, I had more of a life then at least I had a shitty job. Living with my aging parents makes me feel even more trapped, I really need to get out but their is no option as a single male as I'm so broke and on universal credit. I deleted my online dating just false hope and then more misery and rejection, especially if I admit the truth of my life. I may as well be a prisoner, fapping in my room everyday as my only outlet to satisfy my sexual needs.
If I could afford to live and buy more shit, that'd make me feel better at least but I'm rejected for any job I've applied for. Unskilled minimum wage jobs, anything, agencies don't want to know as I have no recent work history and I have no dependable references. It's fucked my head up having to carry on like this year after year, I'm not sure I'd even be capable of real sex with a female and get in a fit state to perform at this stage. I've basically ended up a shut-in for the past 10+ years, something drastic has to happen to change things now. I see no way out except suicide. I hope things get better for you youngcels.
Every day is the same, it's even worse than my teens and 20s, I had more of a life then at least I had a shitty job. Living with my aging parents makes me feel even more trapped, I really need to get out but their is no option as a single male as I'm so broke and on universal credit. I deleted my online dating just false hope and then more misery and rejection, especially if I admit the truth of my life. I may as well be a prisoner, fapping in my room everyday as my only outlet to satisfy my sexual needs.
If I could afford to live and buy more shit, that'd make me feel better at least but I'm rejected for any job I've applied for. Unskilled minimum wage jobs, anything, agencies don't want to know as I have no recent work history and I have no dependable references. It's fucked my head up having to carry on like this year after year, I'm not sure I'd even be capable of real sex with a female and get in a fit state to perform at this stage. I've basically ended up a shut-in for the past 10+ years, something drastic has to happen to change things now. I see no way out except suicide. I hope things get better for you youngcels.
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