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Blackpill Monk
I want my pain to be inflicted on others
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Right now festival season is going on in my hometown. Every one is enjoying thier festival season, posting thier happy and cheerful pics. Guys of my age enjoying thier life with every moments. Yesterday evening, I go on a walk for see the festival gathering and i seeing everyone enjoying thier happy moment. Everyone having thier companion, everyone with thier lovely partner enjoying the essence and every moment of festival. It brutally gives me worst nervous attack realising I am the only ugly lonely guy, it brutally hurts me that every one enjoying the festival with thier partners and friends with full essence and I am the only guy roaming lonely with no one.
I just roaming lonely and see that every fellow there having the companion of thier girlfriend and friends. This brutally hurts me every one having a successful romantic life and social life enjoying every essence of thier life and I am the only one living with ugly rotten loneliness. It brutally hurts me![CryFeels :cryfeels: :cryfeels:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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I just roaming lonely and see that every fellow there having the companion of thier girlfriend and friends. This brutally hurts me every one having a successful romantic life and social life enjoying every essence of thier life and I am the only one living with ugly rotten loneliness. It brutally hurts me
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