Discussion Isolation actually causes me to be more bluepilled.

[azakhan]

I always hear CuckTears saying that blackpill is false and real life is much different, we just stayed in our mothers basement for too long. Well for me it’s the opposite. Whenever I don’t leave my house for more than two weeks my mind starts to reset and I get extremely bluepilled to the point I sometimes think I have chance to find virgin girlfriend, I just need to try, I get all pumped up, take shower, try to look the best I can and then I leave my house and let me tell you reality is even worse than blackpill suggests. All I expierence is pain and misery. Even my friends treat me like garbage and to girls I’m like dogshit, they go out of their way to avoid me and remind me of my subhumanity.

Every single time I leave my house I’m even worse than before somehow. I don’t even know what will be better for my mental health, still going out and being treated like trash or just becoming a lonely hermit. I feel like both roads lead to insanity, what a shitty fucking life.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

The blue pill is like a drug but this forum helps me snap out of it

 

[Deleted member 21504]

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Going outside is the best way to prove the blackpill

 

[boringcel]

Same here. I always think I look better and have a chance when I dont have to deal witg other people, as soon as that happens I get back to the harsh reality and I become depressed

 

[Marauder]

Definitely. Every time I feel the blue starting to flow in me, I go outside and take a sweet dose of black, doesn't really take that much time and effort.

 

[kvn]

sweet dose of black

seems more like bitter to me

 

[azakhan]

Same here. I always think I look better and have a chance when I dont have to deal witg other people, as soon as that happens I get back to the harsh reality and I become depressed

I too sometimes think I’m not that bad-looking, then I see all those chads everywhere and all the hope is instantly gone. I feel like a low level NPC in MMO game. I couldn’t even compete with them.

 

[Uglyme]

Yes, you start having sparkles of hope but for us, hope is just cope

 

[iblamemyself]

That's weird. Being around normies is supposed to make you more blue pilled, while isolation should allow you to digest any black pill. This is also the reason why (((media and psychologists))) bash loners. They don't want you to wake up.

 

[Vermilioncore]

That's some weird shit bro

 

[Deleted member 18435]

That's weird. Being around normies is supposed to make you more blue pilled, while isolation should allow you to digest any black pill. This is also the reason why (((media and psychologists))) bash loners. They don't want you to wake up.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

No better way to blackpill yourself than to leave the house.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

The blackpill is reinforced by reality. The bluepill is reinforced by naivete, and in this case, isolation.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I suppose that makes sense. I experience blackpills at my work daily. If i didn't work and just stayed at home i probably would be more bluepilled.