is your depression as bad as mine?

[fullofchagrin]

judge for yourself if your depression is as bad as mine, i am curious. here is how bad mine is:


can't enjoy anything, no hobbies

don't remember what joy feels like because haven't felt it in such a long time

can't work because of the depression, struggle a lot with doing basic tasks, most you can do is shower and brush teeth every other day, or go to the store once a week or once every two weeks, the rest is just LDAR

low attention span, can't read a lot, not even one page of a book, and if i force myself and manage to read a whole page, can't remember what i read

memory loss

aphasia, can't remember words, having deep conversations in person is impossible, typing text posts is slow because can't remember words, keep having to look up a word on the internet or ask chatgpt every few sentences

 

[Animecel2D]

nope I don’t have depression

 

[fullofchagrin]

nope I don’t have depression

really?

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

really?

 

[Skoga]

I'm not depressed I'm happy

 

[Animecel2D]

really?

blackpill protects me from all ailments

 

[fullofchagrin]

I'm not depressed I'm happy

i can't tell if this is sarcasm xd

 

[Skoga]

i can't tell if this is sarcasm xd

Why would I not be happy if I can NEET, eat whatever I want, drink what I want, sleep as much as I want? Of course it could always get "better" if I wasn't an incel but that's just how the human mind is programmed, always wanting more

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I mog you at being depressed

 

[fullofchagrin]

I mog you at being depressed

how bad is yours?

Why would I not be happy if I can NEET, eat whatever I want, drink what I want, sleep as much as I want? Of course it could always get "better" if I wasn't an incel but that's just how the human mind is programmed, always wanting more

idk i just thought everyone here was depressed, i guess not. i'm going to make a different thread about this

 

[Skoga]

how bad is yours?

idk i just thought everyone here was depressed, i guess not. i'm going to make a different thread about this

I would probably be depressed if I wasn't a minimalist

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

how bad is yours?

honestly idk

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

My depression is the same as yours. I hate doing anything, only LDARing gives me pain relief.

 

[fullofchagrin]

My depression is the same as yours. I hate doing anything, only LDARing gives me pain relief.

not even pain relief, it's like having a broken leg, LDARing is like lying in bed, still hurts like a bitch but there is nothing else you can do about it, doing chores is like trying to walk on the broken leg

 

[ManOfVengeance]

My aspirations and goals have all resulted in failures, I watch people enjoy a life I can never live or obtain.
I see no point in doing anything or saying anything anymore it's all pointless.

 

[antisocialcel]

can't work because of the depression, struggle a lot with doing basic tasks, most you can do is shower and brush teeth every other day, or go to the store once a week or once every two weeks, the rest is just LDAR

low attention span, can't read a lot, not even one page of a book, and if i force myself and manage to read a whole page, can't remember what i read

memory loss

aphasia, can't remember words, having deep conversations in person is impossible, typing text posts is slow because can't remember words, keep having to look up a word on the internet or ask chatgpt every few sentences

All of this. Still force myself to work on projects of my hobbies because idk I force myself and get a little % of pleasure of it or nothing at all just suffering but at least I'm working on it until it's done tho.

 

[fullofchagrin]

All of this. Still force myself to work on projects of my hobbies because idk I force myself and get a little % of pleasure of it or nothing at all just suffering but at least I'm working on it until it's done tho.

what hobbies if i may ask?

 

[Rapistcel]

judge for yourself if your depression is as bad as mine, i am curious. here is how bad mine is:


can't enjoy anything, no hobbies

don't remember what joy feels like because haven't felt it in such a long time

can't work because of the depression, struggle a lot with doing basic tasks, most you can do is shower and brush teeth every other day, or go to the store once a week or once every two weeks, the rest is just LDAR

low attention span, can't read a lot, not even one page of a book, and if i force myself and manage to read a whole page, can't remember what i read

memory loss

aphasia, can't remember words, having deep conversations in person is impossible, typing text posts is slow because can't remember words, keep having to look up a word on the internet or ask chatgpt every few sentences

Still can enjoy Fc Barcelona

 

[antisocialcel]

what hobbies if i may ask?

I draw fanarts of a specific character I like, usually 1 per week or so. I usually walk around the city and try to find valuable items or metals that I can trade with some guys for some change, paint cans or whatever. Graffiti tags around. I also do fanservice for little-known (or any) anime and keep an archive of it, I usually post it on YouTube in a dedicated channel and telegram. I also save a lot of things in general in bookmarks in the browser, porn sites, interesting sites, files, etc., digital collecting in general, I also save and catalog a lot of things on telegram.

 

[Allah (Real)]

My depression was definitely worse than yours but right now not really. I remember as a kid I would just lie in bed everyday wailing, and who could say that is unreasonable for a child to do? every day I woke up just to go to school to be treated like a subhuman and harmed. The incel is like a starving man, I don't know what your situation is but making one or two real friends is probably enough to keep the depression at bay.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Why would I not be happy if I can NEET, eat whatever I want, drink what I want, sleep as much as I want? Of course it could always get "better" if I wasn't an incel but that's just how the human mind is programmed, always wanting more

Cope

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[Mecoja]

I came to the point that i fight the urge not kms everyday. Never felt this depressed in my life.