Is trying for marriage worth it? (Third world)

[Watercel]

I'm a middle class third world disabled currycel so there might be a chance of betabuxxing some 1/10 street shitting impoverished sewer rat food from landing a decent job. I feel like I biologically can't handle this crippling loneliness so I feel like the best cope would be marrying some food who will never love me, desire me and maybe eventually secretly cheat me (adultery is still looked upon terribly in our shaming culture, so even if she does by any chance I can hopefully ignorancemax by never needing to know and live a blissful bluepill delusionmaxxed life I know deep down is fake). I just can't stand this loneliness and complete lack of female interaction. It's killing my productivity and functionality. Is this risk worth it brocels? Any ex-married incels with advise here?

 

[imsorry]

https://incels.is/threads/the-blackpill-manual-reasons-why-its-over-answers.251187/

 

[Deleted member 28708]

Don't do that to yourself, go see a hooker.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I'm a middle class third world disabled currycel so there might be a chance of betabuxxing some 1/10 street shitting impoverished sewer rat food from landing a decent job. I feel like I biologically can't handle this crippling loneliness so I feel like the best cope would be marrying some food who will never love me, desire me and maybe eventually secretly cheat me (adultery is still looked upon terribly in our shaming culture, so even if she does by any chance I can hopefully ignorancemax by never needing to know and live a blissful bluepill delusionmaxxed life I know deep down is fake). I just can't stand this loneliness and complete lack of female interaction. It's killing my productivity and functionality. Is this risk worth it brocels? Any ex-married incels with advise here?

No n you are GrAY

 

[Deleted member 24876]

I would recommend protecting your assets first, curryfoids tend to be money/status minded.