I don’t want to even have sex with one but i quite literally want to get a hotel room and just sleep with one naked. I have nightmares almost every night about my parasocial girlfriends abandoning me and i feel extremely alone. From a human biology perspective, its my subconscious not getting enough human interaction and im starting to go crazy from the lack of physical interaction that normtards will argue isnt a necessity. I want to know if these types of escorts actually exist and how to convince one that im not some Ted Bundy type. I genuinely just want to sleep fully naked in some females arms every single night. When i was an infant i used to sleep in my teenaged sisters room and one of my older females cousin room so my younger self life mogs the loser I’ve become later in life. I really need to feel a females presence every day since i was like 13, ive been sleeping and fucking this long pillow i have and fantasize about it being my future latina wife but over time i realized that will probably never happen and its ovER. I can only imagine how comforting it would be to sleep with a female especially if she does something like put her boobs in my mouth or lets me cock warm.
