Is there any activity that fulfills you, that you want to do as much as possible, to pour your heart and soul into it?

[Deleted member 7448]

I really wish I had something like that. A fulfilling activity is one of my biggest dreams.

Damn, I just can't find one.

 

[Unsaveable]

Not really ngl.

 

[Caesercel]

Used to be physics

 

[deeptroat]

sex

 

[Irredeemable]

No, my mind has become apathetic.

 

[Deleted member 31630]

Math problems & Urbex. Writing can be fun too. No time because of inceldom induced handicaps and school

 

[Deleted member 31630]

most incels have too much time bro

That's true, but its like my brain is rot. I want to do the things that I like, but then I end up wasting it all doing trivial things.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Math problems & Urbex. Writing can be fun too. No time because of inceldom induced handicaps and school

At this point I too feel like I'm handicapped/disabled by the years of depression and isolation. Even just getting out of bed takes a lot of energy, much less leaving the house, I'm pretty much agoraphobic by now. A day passes by in minutes, years fly by, all I do is browse the same few sites and watch sitcoms over and over, everything just blends together in my mind, I forget what I do every day, nothing sticks to memory, years fly by and I forget everything. I just keep rotting and consuming endless media that I forget immediately.

 

[Deleted member 31630]

At this point I too feel like I'm handicapped/disabled by the years of depression and isolation. Even just getting out of bed takes a lot of energy, much less leaving the house, I'm pretty much agoraphobic by now.

Ya this is exactly what I meant by "inceldom induced handicap". I manage to grind each day into nothing because of the mental aguish of isolation and "being behind" everyone else.

The agoraphobia I can relate to. I would pass my lunch hours in high school hiding in my "incel hidey hole", which was an abandoned english classroom.

 

[Cope_Time]

I was coping with vidya for a long time, now they become boring because of rotten brain.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

Video games

 

[Capable_Onion]

sex

 

[ldargoblin]

ldaring, video games and drawing.

 

[Selinity]

sex

 

[Mogged Loner]

Gymmaxxing levels out my mood, but moneymaxxing keeps me going!

The more copes I got the longer I stay off the ROPE

 

[Deleted member 22685]

Dying maybe?

 

[Incline]

Thinking about life and pondering what am I. I find it very fulfilling. Though it's shallow comfort because there is nothing nice about it.

 

[LittleDarkAge]

Music maybe

 

[Deleted member 23712]

No

 

[Iwanttolive]

Playing RuneScape.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be able to afford membership in the future n explore Gielnor(not sure if correct spellin) n do all the quests.

No, my mind has become apathetic.

I was coping with vidya for a long time, now they become boring because of rotten brain.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Dying maybe?

How can I die without killing myself? I definitely won't kill myself, been depressed since 13 and thought a lot about it but I know I'll never do it. Only kinda tried once and I was just super drunk and it wasn't a serious attempt, but I did end up causing pancreas/heart damage lol.

Anyway, I'll never kill myself. I am killing myself slowly with my diet and my lack of exercise, but that's a painful way to go and tbh I don't want diabetes.

 

[Deleted member 29704]

yes planting crops. if you know how it works its really easy and rewarding. never thought about it but farmers make alot of money espacially if youre living in a shithole country where land is cheap you can make millions a year. if you want to know more just message me.

 

[Over_this_Life]

I guess writing but i have fallen in and out of my passion for it over the years