@IsolationHurts thoughts?
Thanks man
Is teaching something an incel should do or avoid?
Short answer, you should avoid it if you can.
Long answer, well.... If i undertand this, youre telling me that you can get your PhD or start teaching languages. But i guess that once you get yout PhD, youre gonna have to teach anyway, so... I dont think you can avoid it. It thats the case, you are in the same situation i was when i was exactly your age. When i graduated i literally had no options: HS teacher or homeless.
In my country you can get a public job as a HS teacher if you pass one of the hardest tests ever... but its a test that doesnt require you to be good looking or be NT. Just to know the entire history of philosophy from the presocratics to the XX century philosophy lol. I got the job because i actually studied during college and after it. HS teachers are well paid here, the job is easy, just 20 hours per week of real classes.... Im glad that the only job i could get was at least a well paid one.
On the other hand, as an incel (I am ugly, short and suffer from aspergers) HS is pure and unadultered HELL. During my first year i almost go insane, and this second year was absolutely horrible. Your coworkers are as NT as it gets, political correctness is required at every level, you are going to watch the actual human jungle, where Chad and Stacy can do what they want without repercussions and incels get bullied just for breathing. Radical feminists telling the kids that males are inherently evil, that there are more than two genders, that genders are social constructs.... over and over and over. Your coworkers have gf/bf, or are married, or are married and have kids, and they never stop talking about them. Everyone wants to fuck the sports teacher, because he is gigaChad. You must do tons of paperwork. You dont really have free time after work because you must correct tests and prepare classes. You will have to talk to parents eventually and defend ideas and institutions that you disagree with. You will see Stacy and Chad slowly succeed in life in permanent tutorial mode, and help them succeed as an ugly and forgettable background NPC..... All those problems can be solved just by pretending you are a normie. I tried to ascend for years so i know how to pretend. Its hard, so i have to drink and smoke when im finally home.
The real problem is, obviously, the teaching itself. This carries two problems: the subject your teaching and the kids youre trying to pet. I like what i teach so idc about having to explain it over and over. Second, if you are like me (a fucking horrendous autist) you just cant make teens like you, its just impossible. Teens like charismatic Chads, not ugly virgins. I hate to explain things, and the government hates it also (left points of view of education) so i use a lot of films and YT videos during my classes.
Im going to quote myself lol
Its not that i dont try to have a personal approach to my students, trying to show why things are important in their historical context, and how easily we came across this problems and how noice it is to have a personal answer to these questions, etc. I would like to do it. Its just that i am too socially retarded. I dont understand my students at all. Also, i read and think what i want, and the mandatory curriculum is incoherent, shallow, absurd, false, boring and leans to the radical left in ever possible way. Its basically a lot of propaganda from the more powerful media agents in the grand geopolitical scheme of things (basically comunism). I just dont agree with what i teach, its wrong, retarded and dangerous. But, at the end, even if i recommend films and books, and try to teach from a more wide perspective, make them write and read the original sourves a lot, etc., all they want is as less work as possible and all i want is my salary.
So i just make things easy for everyone. For me, doing nothing but explain what that piece of propaganda we call text book is saying is easy, it requires no social interaction actually. Its like a representation in the theater. You pretend to be a teacher during the Stalinist era for some hours. Its easy. For them: Easy subject that only requires a bit of memorization. Even if literally you cant read and understand what you have just read (thus analphabet), you cant write a single sentence that makes sense in our language and cant follow any kind of human philosophical argumentation, if you memorize some absurd and false data about some philosophers you could not care less about, you pass my subject. Sad but true. Normies just dont care about philosophy. I would probably dont care if i was a normie, if i had my teen gf and my friends. But i never had, and thats why im socially retarded.
Also, most teen foids are... well... quite attractive. So you have to slowly learn to repress every kind of sexual tendency in yours. It might seem stupid, but even looking at jb´s can be extremely painful if you do it out of lust and also if you can do it as much as you want.... as an incel of course. You have to constantly interact with your unaccessible object of desire so you cant be constantly thinking about your lack of sex and intimacy. So, again... pretend that you are a normie until most people seem convinced that you are the average nerd that loves what he teaches and behaves robotically and asexually towards everybody. I have become almost asexual after two years of extreme sexual repression tbh. It affected me in every way, and i can say that i am more dead inside than two years ago.
I never tried to be a college professor because, at least in my country, you must be extremely NT and have massive social skills and tons of contacts to even try. And obviously, not look like an incel. Most new college professors in my faculty are young Stacies with no real knowledge of what they teach, while the old incel and socially awkward masters of philosophy are retiring. One of my professors was a well known politician and another was a foid model, im not even kidding. You dont really need to know anything to teach in college nowadays, just be a leftist extroverted Stacy or have friends in positions of power and the job is yours. So, leftism and foids ruined college in my country. I will get a PhD soon anyway, i read a lot and there are some subjects, like history of atheism, that i am probably the only expert in my country.
I also got a completely useless degree after 5 years of intense study lol. Arts are a scam tbh.
Sorry for my bad english. I learned it by myself too lol
primary school kids are easier, highschool kids will be much rowdier whatever you do, dont show any implicit bias,
100% true. Kids dont disrespect you every chance they have, teens do.
So if i had to research about what i love aside from researchng and just for leisure, i'd stick to developing a theory that states that political science is the best scientific subject for the purposes of Systems Theory from Ludwig von Bertalanffy. Then i'd research about conservative socialist Proudhon and his "disciples" and develop an economic-political framework that benefited incels without recurring to mandated wives, as that might cause uproar from females and other problems without solving the intimacy issue. And finally if i could master statistics a little better i could try working with someone from IT to develop some application that would run hypothesis tests around social media.
That definetly sounds like something you will absolutely never be paid to do. I am going to write something too (about atheism, phenomenology and philosophy of religion in general), but i know i need a job to mantain myself during the years of reading and writing... Also, i need the money to cope, not just to survive. You will never spread your ideas through academical means. As a HS teacher i dont have to publish anything, and if i want to publish something i will do it in secondary magazines specialized in my concrete subject.
Im not saying its impossible, im just saying that, from my experience, becoming a college professor as an incel is as hard as ascending.
System theories are awesome btw. I would definetly read you lol
