Deleted member 35476
Just drink water bro
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I hate myself with passion but sometimes i would try to rationalize this feeling. I mean i never been a bad or evil person, but i'm inferior and have been treated worse than shit since the day i was able to speak and walk on two legs. I mean what could i have done with my inferior genetics, my circumstances and the way this world has treated me?! It's literally impossible not to be extremely suicidal in my situation, but still why should i hate myself the way i do?! I don't really know but most likely it's a way to project all my pain and torment on myself since that's the only thing i can do when i'm absolutely powerless. I can't do shit to anyone but myself and i paradoxically see myself as the reason why i suffered so much even though it's not my fault at the same time. I keep thinking how good my life would have been if i had been at least normal like 99% of people my age, but still the main reason why all this shit happened in the first place is because this world is a massive pile of dogshit that should be destroyed





