SuicideFuel Is it worth hugging it out for 2 more years?

[theozz]

Im gonna be in university for 2 more years just to get a tiny bit of money and move in with my dad, it will just be a bigger room to rot in. Idk if I should even have any hope for the future, maybe it will give me a couple more years to live because my nicotine and alchohol tolerance will go down a lot and I will have a Pc and be able to do what I want. But I will never be able to do what I want to, because I don’t know who I am, ive been going through an identity crisis for a while now, I am just an empty vessel and people in my family dont see but I am not myself, I have no distinguishing characteristics. I mean at least im not someone with no distinguishing characteristics like the socialmediaFags who hop on every trend they find. I don’t know how to deal with it though becuase when I forget who I am, I lost everything because I don’t even know why I choose to do anything because I’m only ever content doing nothing

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Idk tbh. Idk if I even want to go to college it will be a humiliation ritual because I’ll be all alone while normies and chads party with foids.

 

[theozz]

Idk tbh. Idk if I even want to go to college it will be a humiliation ritual because I’ll be all alone while normies and chads party with foids.

I meant is it worth thugging it out as in my life. Coz my mum will force me to attend no matter what and I have to keep going to live with my dad coz thats the only conditions that I can move in with him, if I finish university

 

[aryanmikmaq]

I meant is it worth thugging it out as in my life. Coz my mum will force me to attend no matter what and I have to keep going to live with my dad coz thats the only conditions that I can move in with him, if I finish university

Yes you should because you would be better off living with your dad.

 

[RealSchizo]

thug it out imo 2 years is not that much. Do not rot watch rehabroom's latest video it was brutal.

 

[theozz]

thug it out imo 2 years is not that much. Do not rot watch rehabroom's latest video it was brutal.

The crash out? Thats his latest right? Also what other blackpilled/incel YouTubers are there?

 

[theozz]

Yes you should because you would be better off living with your dad.

Yeah, I guess 2 years or around that isnt too long. And my dad may pay for me to get Wow and osrs membership so I can do Raids with him and join his guild as he used to be in a top 50 or top 25 guild in WoW

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Yeah, I guess 2 years or around that isnt too long. And my dad may pay for me to get Wow and osrs membership so I can do Raids with him and join his guild as he used to be in a top 50 or top 25 guild in WoW

Never played it. Is he really that good?

 

[theozz]

Never played it. Is he really that good?

Yeah he has been playing it for 15+ years. And he plays it like 12 hours a day in total the both games while he was NEET but maybe more like 6-8 hours now hes got a job

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Yeah he has been playing it for 15+ years. And he plays it like 12 hours a day in total the both games while he was NEET but maybe more like 6-8 hours now hes got a job

Nice man. I don’t play games a whole lot anymore.

 

[theozz]

Nice man. I don’t play games a whole lot anymore.

what do u do mainly? And also I wanna get into new music that isnt like, anhero, penguinband, *67, yuke, jaydes and wifiskeleton and mayhem coz I only ever listen to the same music. coz idk or watch or listen to any new things tbh

 

[aryanmikmaq]

what do u do mainly? And also I wanna get into new music that isnt like, anhero, penguinband, *67, yuke, jaydes and wifiskeleton and mayhem coz I only ever listen to the same music. coz idk or watch or listen to any new things tbh

I watch YouTube and goon mostly.

 

[theozz]

I watch YouTube and goon mostly.

Fair enough, I watch tiktok because I haven’t been burnt out from doomscrolling yet. But when I do I’ll go back to yt for half a year then go back to tiktok.

 

[nico]

put ur head down and graduate, work and fulfill your wishes that money can.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Fair enough, I watch tiktok because I haven’t been burnt out from doomscrolling yet. But when I do I’ll go back to yt for half a year then go back to tiktok.

I go on there sometimes.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

put ur head down and graduate, work and fulfill your wishes that money can.

 

[theozz]

put ur head down and graduate, work and fulfill your wishes that money can.

Money means nothing to me. Rotting is the only thing I enjoy and my dad and mum have created a savings account for me to spend on my PC and setup and put LED lights in my room (dont humiliate me for that, I just like being able to have white lighting and also change to other colours as dim atmospheric lights help me sleep) and I get that money when I graduate so im chilling, and I will just ask my dad for some money or work part time to buy alchohol, weed and cigarettes and since im sober now and going cold Turkey, my tolerance for nicotine and alchohol will make it so I don’t even need that much of them.

 

[nico]

Money means nothing to me. Rotting is the only thing I enjoy and my dad and mum have created a savings account for me to spend on my PC and setup and put LED lights in my room (dont humiliate me for that, I just like being able to have white lighting and also change to other colours as dim atmospheric lights help me sleep) and I get that money when I graduate so im chilling, and I will just ask my dad for some money or work part time to buy alchohol, weed and cigarettes and since im sober now and going cold Turkey, my tolerance for nicotine and alchohol will make it so I don’t even need that much of them.

privileged asshole.
whatever suits you

 

[theozz]

privileged asshole.
whatever suits you

Not really, it is mainly gonna be the money my mum stole off me every birthday and Christmas of my life that she said (I will get as an adult) and she says I have nothing to spend it on yet so she still has it, makes sense coz I would probably just gamble it all if I had it now.
I am grateful of the things I have, but I make what I have sound like it’s better than it is as I don’t need much. Just a device that barely works and a comfy room is my dream tbh
Didnt mean to come off as an asshole, sorry

 

[nico]

Not really, it is mainly gonna be the money my mum stole off me every birthday and Christmas of my life that she said (I will get as an adult) and she says I have nothing to spend it on yet so she still has it, makes sense coz I would probably just gamble it all if I had it now.
I am grateful of the things I have, but I make what I have sound like it’s better than it is as I don’t need much. Just a device that barely works and a comfy room is my dream tbh
Didnt mean to come off as an asshole, sorry

alr graduate anyway

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

I am currently all alone while normies and chads party with foids.

 

[Grodd]

Try finish it if you can

 

[poorenglishcel]

GET ME OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Who are you hugging for two years, though?

 

[Runt171]

Hugging it out

 

[Sir Silentium]

Finish it