LeagueEuW
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I've noticed that whenever my deressive symptoms decreases, I start becoming increasingly bluepilled and convinced that i might not be over. Self improvement redpill-cope like gymcelling, noFapCelling, expensive haircutcelling, etc, becomes appealing, and if i just do those things for like 6-12 months, I could start slaying. I sometimes even get deluded enough into thinking that most femoids are decent people and not whores (blasphemy, i know). However, inevitably this attitude leads me rejection after rejection. I always end up with girls that are "asexual", girls that save themselves until marrige(read: chad), and I evennhad a girl tell me after a date that she couldn't go to my place cause she was gonna hang with her FWB xd.
So after this i realised that all girls a chad hungry scum, and that its beyond over for me. This triggers my recurring depression, and after a few months of vidya the cycle repeats.
So, are any of you guys blackpilled without being depressed and suicidal? How?
So after this i realised that all girls a chad hungry scum, and that its beyond over for me. This triggers my recurring depression, and after a few months of vidya the cycle repeats.
So, are any of you guys blackpilled without being depressed and suicidal? How?