ghulface909
Greycel
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- Joined
- May 8, 2022
- Posts
- 39
well hi there fellow loosers i turned 18 couple days ago and still am a kissless hugless handholdless virgin i have never had even 1 serious friend in life except some aspie turkish fat piece of shit i got bullied from 1st grade to 4th grade during that time i had absolutely 0 friends and nobody to talk to after 4th grade i never rly went to school or got any degrees im pretty low iq too like around 80 i can remember all my life my goal was to have a gf since i never recieved love from anyone also i dont have a family im pretty much the biggest looser in the fucking world this pepe thing is how my face normally looks lol ppl ask me if im sad my normal face looks like im extremly soulless and severly depressed im rly a truecel i would say i dont act weird or anything im a very kind and good person at heart but humans dont deserve kindness i understand other ppl on here who are incels or maybe struggle with relationships but you gotta keep one thing in mind no one has it as hard as i do like fr no joke i dont think anyone on here is a familyless looser like me lifelong complete loner disaster like i am the only hope for me is joining a school wich im working on rn im so extremly desperate that i will join a school just to be able to sit next to a real foid im such a truecel that i get aroused when an attactive foid my age speaks to me how can someone like me show love to other beings if i myself never have been loved by not even 1 human being on this plane how do ppl expect me to be kind actually the only thing that worked as a cope was when i was christian thats when i actually could empathize a little bit with other ppl im not christian anymore tho i always asked god for a gf and never got my gf all of my lifelong severe depressions could go away with 1 hug from a pretty foid just 1 kiss would restore my heart chakra i have no love for anyone or anything in me i am as you could say soulless i have litteraly nothing to live for i have considered paying girls 400 dollars a month to be my gf but that doesnt work anyways so idk what i could do i dont wanna kms... i just wanna recieve some love i rly rly cant bear this shit anymore.