“don’t look for sex, look for intimacy!”
Genuinely makes me want to kms, when people here complain about how they want sex what they really mean is that they want a partner that loves them jfl and two brain cells wouldve been enough to connect the dots
Fuck, people seriously give this advice like it’s just that inkies are just evil bastards that solely wants sex or lazy fucks that never tried.
I been through this shit ages ago, i already realise I want love and not just sex or even care for sex unless it is intimate yet IT DOESNT MATTER SINCE people here aren’t fucked over because of their mindset but simply that they don’t even have a chance.
Not like I’m engaged in bad habits over this, I still continue my years of working out, still go to work, still study in Uni, still draw at times, game, browse, rock climb but nothing changes out of that.
I ‘found myself’ yet finding it only made me realise how ultimately hollow my life is without emotional connection; it is genuinely ironic that IT tells you working on yourself will drown out the loneliness and make you enjoy life but then consistently make the mistake of linking ‘working on yourself’ back to finding love and connection, it’s almost as though people can’t seem to enjoy life without it!
Every single time I see someone talk about how they are ‘enjoying’ their single lives, a few posts in and they suddenly switch up to obvious loneliness/depression; what happened to that enjoyment ay?
This is people WITH past relationships/people who was interested with them: they had positive reinforcement on their looks/themselves from their friends, decent past, neurotypical, support from their parents…
i have no-one to rely on, nothing, not even a past to look back on outside of severe bullying and selective mutism. Not even parents, not like a druggie abusive single mom is gonna be raising a kid with support while homeless.
And no, I can’t make people go beyond just acquaintances because I fundamentally can’t understand them, level 2 autism stumps my understanding entirely. Not only that but the fact that I was ostracised since I was a toddler because of my looks and weird behaviour exactly help! Not one friend throughout my 19 years of existence outside online and even those aren’t long lasting.
It should be pretty obvious how much more amplified no love feels.
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